Ben263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uvVyZW36U
July 3, 2005263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMR97l2mgy
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhdeMIZLrB
It's all I see. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEVrTLNNXs
It's all I feel.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpvxyrZhNo
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4aZ8cNlGt
I'm frozen. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMf7z9W1Dn
Drifting in a black sea.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgstYIT5Jmu
Drowning.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzzpatdxGZ
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKEUXxHhtf
I'm broken. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrp5Fv7Tffb
I can feel it.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZy5TY1T21
Pulling me under.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScUAoINgIq
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlkvT33Bgc
There's no one else.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xMlgkDJy2
It's only me.
Only me.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRKigSDaar
Only me.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIMJ4RuweD
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg5h87DY8L
Is she even real?263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlTxyETJl8
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHMOTRwvKI
Drawing me to it. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyz7KuU2fZI
It's warm. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqqV8vyXmP
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IRF3yURuX
Captivating me. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG9kSlpAz3
Freeing me. 263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZQi0duWfH
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOQ5dbcTTd
I can feel something.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLNO1zV4KW
Anything.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BPi3RKKvU
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7FymvhrC7
Taste her.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTaXrHfukr
Smell her.263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTh6axOheGp
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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