聽到小莉這樣問，我心底反而莫名其妙地產生了抗拒。我輕輕捉住她肩膊推開：「我，我有咩辛苦？你知唔知道我係方舟城852係咩身份？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCbgUMZVLE
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「你講落去。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgZfBOmJz3
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她大概知道吧。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6QKWxlBiL
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「可能你唔知道，小莉……我係方舟城852之中係末日下唯三既生還者，可以話好多人都識得我，甚至鐘…鐘意我？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUOUXktvoK
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她不為所動，同一時間另一把聲音卻在腦中響起。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXvG0XIroW
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「你正一死淨種啊莉莉！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsOxNA4NmL
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2oLx15HIl
「你地三個本來就無資格登艦，無資格生活係方舟城852！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DCYMrTb67
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為甚麼？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyAon6OOcI
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為甚麼要做樣說我們？541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VYmPO4zlS
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK1OS8ESbo
小莉碧藍的雙瞳這時卻化成無限的深邃凝視著我：「咁仲有呢？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAXsXQeeMP
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「我…我…我仲係行星防衛局既星軍精銳，嵐翔部隊既副隊…呀唔係，隊長喔！方舟城既大家都鐘意我，信賴我——」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSfmYUytDx
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小莉同樣不為所動，而我腦中又再次……541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIQC70P3uR
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmAyrVYeKD
「走狗！！你地先係文明癌，你地只係黨衛軍，蓋世太保，你地只係…！！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgIQhHVBLM
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「歧種人根本唔存在，莉莉，星軍同歧種人都只係為左維持方舟城852穩定既手段。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WpqI8bjqJ
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQg2uXWmnAv
眼前小莉的樣子叫我心寒，但馬上我發現原因不在她，而是她的瞳仁中我自己的倒影，那個茫然的樣子——不知不覺間我已沒法說下去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJc0PD8D1G
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「你係度講你係方舟城過得幾好，幾有地位同名譽，但係你個樣完全唔開心，亦唔自豪。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCqlduSnT1
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVVbt7O0Qpo
叫我心寒的，是小莉瞳仁中的我自己。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWDGpzv35b
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYvxZHybym
「個個叫向晴姐既人，個個叫喬大哥既人，仲有…絢香師傅，貝兒姐姐，舜兒哥哥……莉莉，你點可能無事？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0VaSzBHl9
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「收…收聲…」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AnQQDMgy4
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「你明明想係佢地面前證明你自己，但係佢地全部都……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfoPRsJDBm
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「收聲啊！！」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzid4nJnbI6
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我尖叫打斷小莉的胡說八道，直到她閉上嘴後我才發現自己比想像中更激動，胸口起伏不止地在喘著氣。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkkArtFtpd
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向晴姐在我們面前被械人群淹沒。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvBbANyxyh
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喬大哥被我親手斬殺後自爆而亡。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf7qdWvtiX
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絢香師傅雖說幸福地死在爸爸懷中，但卻絕不是甚麼善終。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2UdqwoVby
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貝兒姐姐在末日前只剩下頭部能動，而舜兒哥哥更加是被埋於獅山十字會總部的瓦礫下。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwi1czzOl5
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所有我想證明給他們看「我很強」「我成長了」的人，盡數都離我而去。當中大部份都是我本來，我本來有機會救下來的…！！541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTxFAw2s8U
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如果我真的如自己想像中強大—541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2qXYXQmnw
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「——咁你就應該救到佢地。」與我思想同步的小莉輕描淡寫地說出我的想法。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXvRe45SRv
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「……」我沉默不語，我無言以對。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqSOTrOhSP
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我是星軍的精銳皇牌，但其實只是歧種人的演戲對手。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWTBGjeXSl
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIGYfkQNmL
我是方舟城的守護者，但其實只是肅清異己的劏子手。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJcpUnh3XV
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我是穿過彩虹橋的生還者，但其實只是沒有資格卻擠進來的死淨種。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9AcNnqqo2
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我是信徒們眼中的女神，但其實只是異教徒與孩子們眼中的魔女。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdLhaLA4SY
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我……根本甚麼也不是，更加多次被黎爾打敗，只能逃往過去，只想變回那個能瑟縮於爸爸，媽媽，絢香師傅，舜兒哥哥，貝兒姐姐背後的小女生，躲在她們背後，永遠永遠地躲下去。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2NhIrs9OJ
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永遠永遠地躲著，永遠永遠地不要變成大人。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mUHD7dcOY
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「我改一個問法…莉莉，係未來，你過得開唔開心？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNU4yzEot7
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkux3qeosX
聽到她這樣問，我卻是鼻頭一酸，眼淚不受控制地流下來。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBoRB0EFZW
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKXsFWYE1F
明明方舟城852是千年之城，理想之國，我在這時卻沒法回答年幼的自己—「我在未來活得很快樂」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTACd7gSAE3
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我不能。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8CilQBPTx
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我沒有活成自己年幼時憧憬的樣子，成年後的生活……活得……一塌胡塗。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleUmRmX3E1
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY3HipCCI7
「對唔住…小莉…對唔住…」我垂下頭任由眼淚落到自己膝上，「我搞到自己…搞到我地既未來咁樣……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB2nFfdOgH
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面對年幼的自己，我卻只能道歉。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWf2jp005i
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因為我的現在就是她的未來，我卻完全搞砸了。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYhRGbPPHm
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKQ94nO0Tg
被黎爾玩弄於股掌中，沒有令任何人引以為傲，曾說過要好好守護的方舟城更加面臨滅絕，我……沒有活成小時候憧憬的樣子。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3d2oOLSXv
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「但你知道自己要成為點既人，咁就夠。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRdksXwi7I
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkVcsz5o2X
與我心靈相通的小莉卻輕撫我的頭，用米寧遞上的小手帕為我印去淚水。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62loPnPPve
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「成為…」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWOz4uvEcQ
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「至少咁樣，你就同黎爾係同一級數。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyY2Nd6Giia
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrwkqh3Eul
「但…知道自己要成為點既人?」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLh7PGDul6
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4zNot29zv
「就好像向晴姐講既咁：自己存在既方式，要由你自己去定義。」共享著我的記憶的小莉說，「你以為呢句係同個啲只係某人複製體既罪人講？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7FojcXk3I
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYtoDXUOgO
「唔係咩？」我反問。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDh4F25ZaT
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「個時你地根本未到朱月係咪？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45fBmN5Co4
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的確是這樣。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzD8MEFHOZ
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「所以……向晴姐個一句，係同緊你講啊，莉莉。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33LNx1vCWj
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uVQz2jmRC
我與小莉因為是同一個人，同一個大腦，所以她正共享著我的記憶。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyiEt2HGEO
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但她有著我早已逝去的赤子之心…嗎。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58k5tGNEdb
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那時，自律炮擊車即將駛出擴音範圍，向晴姐的聲音在風中似有還無地滲進我耳朵。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0HzeQHprp
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那時，向晴姐嫣然一笑然後鑽進在前進的自律炮擊車內。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz6Trq6oBf
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那時，我的視野內是她。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxRFR8lHkP
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那時，她的視野內是我。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoGNWgfqpE
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而且我們根本還未到朱月基地，得知世界末日與方舟城的真相。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHk4G8BZfr
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBIFNuQOrO
向晴姐在生命最後時刻還在鼓勵的人……是我，莉莉．楊．勒菲弗爾。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzods3psWD
541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoU3TrQa5At
「黎爾咁強唔係因為咩自在超限，人工靈魂，而係自從米寧死後，我指米寧本人死後，佢一直都知道自己既存在方式，佢強烈定義出自己既存在。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoek5AqBAN
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明明連黎爾也沒有見過的小莉說道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0R39Ly58x
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「佢由親手殺死米寧個時已經下定決心要阻止所有好似佢咁既悲劇，即使手段係毀滅一切，殺盡一切。面對佢咁既對手，你地只有普通既對抗心態係唔足夠。」小莉用著與她超不搭的成熟語氣說道。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTs7M6TrdJ
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「咁點先夠？」阿當問。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIWQ9oRAfl
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「……答案唔可以由我講出黎，未來既答案就由未來既你地去搵到。」小莉望向窗外，「好夜啦。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk3kVbusrR
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「嗯，咁今晚你就同我……」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYa8wiTgwY
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「既然咁夜，大家都應該訓晒。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqwEgWEHw5
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「嗄？」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzc7cqDr5VJ
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「莉莉，你爸爸係文雀，你亦得到佢既真傳……我有樣野想你幫我去偷。」541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip7tLQHGnM
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小莉的笑容在夜色下格外高深莫測。541Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEr2nOCwWr
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