自動共享車停在方舟廣場前，夜裡的方舟塔被幾道從基座而來的光柱映亮，而米寧的雕像則被噴水池下的泛光燈照得波光粼粼，水波紋在她身上躍來躍去，相比身後的六塊石碑更顯生動。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO6bOi7bId
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「已經向阿當取得臨時通行權限。」Kitty說。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAEKeICRT0
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果然我才一走近大門，本已上鎖的門馬上「咔」一聲打開，我連忙走進去跑向末日博物館的方向。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifYSj5dhy0
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爸爸應該在那兒吧。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8JUahxaE4
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末日博物館除了展示末日前的世界外，對於宣佈世界末日後的世界也有鉅細無遺的記錄，這全有賴世界各地進行的星之曙光計劃。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKluRiZW0q
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對我，對爸爸，對媽媽，對姑姐姑丈來說，這兒很多東西都耳熟能詳，特別是香港館內的各種展品，有當日與我們一起穿過彩虹橋而來，絢香師傅傳給我的武士刀，有我們在液壓升降機前的合照，有馬教授載有FM病毒的硬碟…387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLap8Cr4mDn
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這對爸爸來說無疑是夢魘。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYEleYveFK
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但同樣地，對他來說這兒卻不可救藥地使他感到熟悉。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGcki2SvYt
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1yvsrB2rE
當中有一個展區相當受歡迎，但同時叫我們一家不安。還記得，當日Kitty以一種名為「虛構人架／架空靈魂」的演算法模擬出馬教授死去的女兒使他使去戰力，這種技術被應用到這展區之中，使參觀者可以直接與末日世界互動。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcfsbMmHri
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［末日下的那些人］387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFS5gCvhkB
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQ0Zpzye3J
走過這牌子下，便是這名為「末日下的那些人」的展區。展區是一個正方形，在邊緣上被分割成一個又一個的「凹」字型房間，面向中央展廳，這些房間內被佈置成不同的背景，有獅山十字會的內部，有中央圖書館的據點，有赤柱女神教聖殿之類，而在那些房間之中，全部都有立體投影—投影那背景中最適合的人。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMziAyewcEN
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWZtdMztSn
比方說，現在遠方赤柱女神教聖殿的房間中，一個只有１０歲左右的金髮女孩，身穿白衣，赤腳的坐在那堆金銀珠寶之中凝視著房外，等待下一個遊客前來與之互動對答，這人是誰？當然是年幼時的我。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYirHc6BOP0
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［宗教狂熱：赤柱邪教］387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHnBMr4JUq
［莉莉．勒菲弗爾］387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtN5xevonO3
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJagR6R7VE
不只有我，還有其他人的立體投影都在自己的背景下站著，等待明天開館後第一個前來的遊人，對他們來說也許很好玩，但對我們來說站在展區的中央就如被昔日鬼魂包圍著一樣，在耳邊低語著過去的腥風血雨。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmQUDdZAF8
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環顧四周，盡是那些曾經熟悉，卻已盡數隕歿於末日下的她們，站在回憶之中凝視著現在的自己。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uZe3OLOnh
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當中就有那時候的爸爸。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7yF2KFixM
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而且還有現在的爸爸。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsCQ3RU90T
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ru5FDSlTi
「爸爸。」我輕呼坐在椅子上的他，他正在自己的對面。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb63YbZUg6W
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEI0GMuTXUC
「莉莉…？」爸爸道。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhhb2XcG0l
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaBr2QXTti
「歡迎黎到末日下的那些人展區，我係楊子平，係末日世界，一切都必迎來終結，生命仲有無意義？」立體投影中的爸爸馬上說出設定好台詞，不過只要說畢後，他便會…繼續模擬當時於末日世界的爸爸，繼續當下的互動對話。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VQeajae1m
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoxC8bF5MM
為了分辨二人，投影出來的爸爸稱之為文雀。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJdBjccH23
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「你唔係應承左媽咪會去睇醫生咩，爸爸。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfx2kNVVRgY
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBCfhleuWf
爸爸苦笑：「我知，本身我都諗住去…但，就唔想行出博物館門口。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJYJDdhwrS
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTq1wmxClyX
「然後就黎搵自己傾計？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhq3rQ8cmb
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuh1BMqgw1
文雀說：「如果係齊姑娘，一定會衝上門拖你去睇醫生。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwRTsH2PIM
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLCZV52IKV
「…佢係度就好。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XRpsSCA1o
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我望望遠方正在醫療室背景前內待機的齊姑娘，她正在循環播放著整理醫療用品的動畫，還好不會真的衝過來。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SF5FqTbXZ
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「媽咪佢喊到好勁，佢覺得自己幫你唔到。」我說，「你當為左佢，去睇下醫生好唔好？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MmEZtUfdZ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oTxMJGN8o
「睇黎又有咩用，都睇左咁多年。」爸爸搖頭說，「做人要識放棄。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJS9D5dbeM
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRofajHRUg2
文雀冷笑：「好在許少傑唔係度，如果唔係佢一定大大聲指住你個鼻黎恥笑。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprRUL6Bb7q
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「我相信偵探都會…又如何，我係抵死。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1B0GwbfMO
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy945ZYOnJH
「爸爸…」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6thQi8Y3rc
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tBae5Oqqa
「我本來就應該死係末日下，就同大家一樣。」他環視四周的幻影，眼中盡是懷念和內疚，「我又憑咩？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqfM8UOlkl
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVSgW4HSeH
眼中盡是故人。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVW0a3drn
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但身邊卻再沒有任何一人。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHQTbF6tfO
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGna6k2SoE
「既然你生還，就應該要好好把握當下，活出你生命既意義。」文雀說，「你依加咁似咩？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DjFDL0edF
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIvpOQK8HbM
「……」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSzERrCSwA
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「你每次黎都唔敢去絢香個邊，係因為你唔想俾佢睇到，佢用條命去救返黎既你竟然變成咁樣。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkXqEFtLOlq
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgjb7DFzGF
絢香師傅的位置就在不遠處，背景是獅子十字會的陽台，夕陽在她身後落下，卻永遠不會消逝。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nm8oJ6uPo
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「咩…咩唔敢，佢都唔係真正既絢香，只係區區演算法計算出黎既結果，我…」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1wpaq8BGA
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KZQxFx4Ji
「咁你過去同佢講野啊。」文雀說。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAYEYMToS5
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「……」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwjACPwTp2F
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爸爸的手又在抖了，明明阿當的手術已經幫他的手完全康復，但他不但沒有好過，反而變得更加嚴重。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJqqLOOB1K
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYb8Tzc76J
「返屋企喇，爸爸，唔好要媽咪同姑姐佢地擔心。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzOySs2NpQ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBVy1EC4if
「佢地始終都想我睇醫生，但個個醫生…莉莉，你記唔記得點解明明我有PTSD，我反而要係度做顧問館長？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCkaa2v7Yf
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我知道的。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoNpobWmWf
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當日醫生問我們一個問題：你希望你爸爸逃避末日世界的一切後躲一輩子，還是在博物館中繼續與之接觸，然後學會釋懷，放下，繼續他的人生？387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95vphySsKO
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他又說，爸爸的情況有點像在換水的金魚。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSO7d3hl3o
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLMLxVM1MD
末日世界是極度的混亂，方舟城８５２亦是一切井然有序，他本身已有心病，把他這樣扔到完全相反的世界有害心理，應該要好像換水的金魚一樣，留一些舊水，漸漸溝淡，否則如把金魚扔到100%的新水中，可是會一命嗚呼的。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHte28ldjtQ
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但爸爸完全沒有要釋懷的樣子。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEijsU8G7K9
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「我知道。」我說。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMplHtakhG5
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFwmX1PB96
「我有時會心諗，或者我個時就應該推左呢份工，遠離一切末日既事，等時間沖淡，咁樣我情況先會好D，但係…」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOurFDZ7zio
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVa4wjsfU2m
「但係無可能，我，媽咪，姑姐姑丈，每個人都會令你諗返起。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvGa3RhYU3
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0LcIlJ2RB
「係啊…就係咁。」爸爸苦笑，「所以…根本唔係咩做錯決定，而係做咩決定都係錯。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcxJYKN9nq
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikzHMvkA2S
他站起來環視展廳，末日下的一幕幕，一個個場景再次把他包圍，他的臉被來自昔日的光彩映得五光十色，但瞳中卻了無生氣，如一潭死水。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYd2qfocPka
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeG07ayIy8
「阿妹唔應該救我過黎，我應該要好似大家咁死係世界末日之中。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsU1Q8T3yZ
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS5iU34epY
我已經不知道應該如何開解他。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsEqTL1O7x
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DWCrGyELH
「爸爸，但係黎左方舟城８５２之後，我好開心，係真架，同埋姑姐都係，佢話彩虹橋計劃成功後佢先可以放鬆休息，第一次訓到自然醒。」我說，「所以…我明你好難受，但係，唔好否定晒全部野先，正係因為有你，我地既生活先完整。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGgsdEQ8IB
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfURkTEpLx
「莉莉大個會變到咁懂事啊。」文雀點點頭說。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKNb3fNoSM
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOwQK0LK5w
反倒是眼前有血有肉的爸爸，只是站在那兒發呆。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAqslrH1bT
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA7gthhceY
「返去先啦好唔好？」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9gfqjmDAd
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EN57f9eZf
當下之急是要把他扯離這兒，帶他回媽媽身邊，至少這樣會使他好過一點。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ceOcQnWGw
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfN2wC014n
沉溺在過去也許使人痛苦，人卻沒法自拔地使自己淹沒在過去之中。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CDL8zZYf3
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDvbEZIE71
「嗯，返去先。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55OTCqlww9
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXyT33waMi
「你覺得你準備好既，我再幫你Book醫生。」我說，「我地會一直陪你。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuBrA9uvLE
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerM12Xcnl9
「嗯，我會…盡力。」387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCOzZXBCgL
387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46j50WYGJQ
但離開展廳的路上，爸爸還是繞遠路躲開了絢香師傅的那邊。387Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fDIryr8S9
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