春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjVAnEO4Qb
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01DPxYrIpS
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgYoe5y5w6
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRfK2jOMRA
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwFmRHALQ1
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKkVgzigJP
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTajiIRFJl4
郭禹震了一下。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6H2f0W9k9
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6sl5JrsBu
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Q8PAksCgj
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bqoEhShvZ
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbDoHqOELy
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwobC7TM9Js
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZtIBuWYPy
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7e91bp3mB
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmv9WiU3cs
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPbSZRkK7P
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAc4RjkJ9yE
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeumUIuaOfT
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8mcnJ8HI5
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nEEXCUh5l
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPJc9YArIn
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2FwoRw7D7
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4NEGuv1Jq
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl7jeNXJg5
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSS3s2UB8Hw
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpViL8EQ9J
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yLrPigaxn
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrRRviTPSk
「嗯。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlq3Gl0LeY
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqZGvfW66U
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfYajx7GPF
被拉得很長、很長。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcLkjhD7qo
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxBfuN7ge3
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgELm3RDjtV
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiNskngdld
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU19pRrU4oM
她抹抹眼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0ikur64nG
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjzdE2URIt
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpWdkZ2GUl
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IMNDePbCV
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9FQIrZOjI
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm4PiPx2or
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLDWKN1oxL
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcDnSwgCUB
「什麼？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk2RXBK1ve
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOiCT84xxp
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggISnWV1Ts
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpsE0sYh43
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNI7YiPwuE
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXazA1wfrcT
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxcIiUjOnX
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikhM88owLl
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGDkeytYKV
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KHDFMwoPt
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSN4R9yjxz
回來了。那個熟悉的她。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPT7KctglyS
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuuegpbDke
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTgDAPWvBo
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCJFhwTw95
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8vBwVU1vj
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放學，郭禹回到家。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcZ4gPtueW
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGEL8EETpw
「好⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu90eUOGgqJ
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgBWgpc6sL
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBP7HoZNXfz
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIbexXYXIa
爸爸沈默的看著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFQL4XSU77
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMD7PQYwzG
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwmVKSRYNo
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2WG4kehAB
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIK56GjGp6B
她吞了吞口水。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBdL33SH8W
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztxpbXOdFA
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE1NxyxJei
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAXshpD8VH
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPQgxMb2jY
唔。她馬上放低眼神。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6r11Cgjn2a
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCCrozIctC
安靜的那種。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoIdkw4fRi
讓人發寒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Yd87CM0yj
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrOY1EZLHN
郭禹點點頭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH4acLwDXp
「是。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ez2x5Q1Tb
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSd50gnjqhP
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsw6UFKOea
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncveWMo9xy
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6B7udY9TA6
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPfSf4Pyrz
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqRxXMINEy
然後，是她今天說過的話。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU8kzTBJ08
——「不會累嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFcWAxncjr
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhodxkBIPpL
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlQwGZDHhA
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTo1QYGT8a
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHjCkrgKiy1
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQMd5evsvO
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRr2PSVUr6M
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「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lKKgU3i8e
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJJRSGwXGn
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE19cZm7Qxs
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWRFzo6Aql
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1evNgsaTt
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5cNtuUTtX
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElBN8Jchoe
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUqdMtOUpd
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4nnNKtI5d
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXTerTmwiB
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmuDZ4AER2
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1ylelhQy8
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLLte6u5yq
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JU5uSvznt
「腦袋有問題。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk61qjVe2bl
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgG8NaVaPm
「啊！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGLHAfphdd
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7SFZjsNnc
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGysrjAmhQC
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc2thHN9ZW
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nAv1TZoma
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWXLFdVMQH
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzl4RDOD7Tl
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhjxbrAcaJ
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBCmBeAjBe
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kiN6GpPRx
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgimsFtaUPx
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiWct5lCLE
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5fznaU5ROy
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V8vyfzdTX
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxMddJoLY4
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUTdQLhkdk
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjoJvjlhWr
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUrxX7TTMS
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xSQdRolD5
郭禹的表情僵住。 495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFCvEnVSrC
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbdC9RufWL
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVXUvzmVlE
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDA6nu98nes
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPXSB4OgrR
「妳——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOjZku1IfX
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd7wKZG1ny
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUa0aOGVN5
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFQD6FuBHL
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmtfCVQkjR
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhEQodi0Xz
——真是可恥。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZgTcY4Ko9
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk86aKKd5lP
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wSv2iaIlW
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdMkOb5lS4
也許她可以⋯⋯495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBzxfCmptZ
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQakcBbd6V
她一震。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdP1EXhm5l
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3heqeVRwO
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYUpsa1K7K
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQnQORwQpm
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstwU47y6KT
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHJcc15WpU
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKe8pHXjBZO
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAbp8s42Ekb
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3YF2EcjNYh
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Quz2rhsOJ
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHcXLjHvAd
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsvKoyP5sb
「別再說了！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIMuHjNtka
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssIdheKvAF
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dDwrB7L9U
「快追！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEDf6jSHxX
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQmumj5kXE
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12PT2SFY3a
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtU2gjg76Z
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPOBodKcEc
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvIfSaK6sV
「不要，要走就——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINujTSAxi8
「拿著。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LaiHZXxjI
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MxgmOoFKI
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0e6wy85k4Q
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5pNCTPdKO
「騙人——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroKcWhkGDa
「我像是在說謊嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cU1GXBgNw
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFWtvZQp4k3
「很好。現在快跑。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8mFZAYeRL
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTd6l6lWo1
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXvYPAvf87
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuLS1I1jcm
而她正在哭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnhVmUW30B
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fGJb58DJy
為什麼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkIo9F9evy
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguCJ6R2IDn
而今天，是大考當天。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdLtQjEdoO
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihw8yXHeWI
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbQR696Jgp
「妳怎麼了？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWs4zihZOji
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRvjxGlPw9
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFqfAEWNZf
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zFTv1MBct
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLB5ic0JY6t
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkxUQEXYYd
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBFveq0ZoJ
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveUtwFvXg7
「⋯⋯嗯。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqmbmb4vV8
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00hdNPAUqV
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMuDDcjmV2
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIVVkC1l09
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmf4WoSSp4
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6JA1Nts8h
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKV0HPGfk3
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0INo163Kca
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Efdij4Yhv
那是個墓碑。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYULZ0gQue5
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH7zOHpCLV
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlz9k8KKse
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzMOXWSkdF
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSF7SwXlUT
「我不——」她試著開口。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVjOrxbITh
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKTu3yVkal
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4j8W4VxWUm
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc65ptaTpWM
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1Fci1BlF6
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSax1158UYE
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczPhybKcob
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJPdJ9i63f
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0T7BlanSZ
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWtu07wChF
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxt19Gw3qA
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDkqzqAval
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIuGkVyU3v
信封署名是給她的。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BB1uvHWos
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnF3xKzRwT
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMaGjPnEdd
郭禹 上495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoaUsNIciY
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rkdn6WkFL
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucxjFR9mC6
或許，是從一開始吧。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmFlofFZeD
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebQt3SjKgA
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAviZhNHcW
現在這樣、最好。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8flK6B7ir3
看吧，一切都不會改變。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPylkWBLfxC
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4nDa7mRDn
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8jZZhEgEr
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGcP8x95GO
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAdhyOAp9w
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡek2b6sJsr6
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFNd9iLZkz
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 495Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQQyGW0v2h
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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