春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kPhwzDo8D
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65i9VUwTPc
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBa3zCDr5f
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVjQF9YYww
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP86e7xO8S
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegssixRYKI
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqL5tvDeXR
郭禹震了一下。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7HXPkM8GX
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yHMJD1A9C
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVN2JYgWzy
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xeqCW7O90
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hfBNYbkHp
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHxpnCFyGG
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWcJcuWnRr
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCP4c7ucLo
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4uLPVE5wp
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ykh71oIXq
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG56IDT6tu
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnKG7eTpXj
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJusAEQUB6k
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtH5xMz5yd
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjLoW9mjJk
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Jbl7R9ysK
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIazMkZGW8
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLY8D7Y1T0Y
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHWBYv2rE5
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1wX9Iu7vO
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnl3NBuHWax
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1jxhAjZix
「嗯。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Dk5mImWi6
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMlSVM4JEy
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZhsvngEyN
被拉得很長、很長。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmfMAYEVju
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1KQmhkiTE
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYiKiloTL8
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJle4iwM3l
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5ZnZjOv0E
她抹抹眼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMG1imrAbm
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6nZ9yAxqY
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5UREsDP2A
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdniU8SlKS
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ455GAD86eO
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV3mZCLDeY
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5YJdFFQUZ
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqxWq895ue
「什麼？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjUyuI5ocG
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlfkG0GcS0
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp82DzsbBVE
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK92EqgdSs
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjA9OiqztI
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHkBKmvOts
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYEZY17hTi
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1arlE96Byl
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWc6d8iovyd
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeCgJA6Tox
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJmKWPywPQ
回來了。那個熟悉的她。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy9jdZZJtp
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJKIFf6hbQ
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZJmvV0uXp
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLD9HXAttOu
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYkSU88Uyx
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放學，郭禹回到家。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uZyFCBVaa
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGR4TEfm2f
「好⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr8ikFQl7m
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DnGb5C6UM
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9l9XwwhJg
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTtPAiyFgr
爸爸沈默的看著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5j040fWgkO
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBl4RPmJ99
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLn3Je0CDC
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPByBmiAPb
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDzfLF96mb
她吞了吞口水。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9yRsaPlEg
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2PGlW1TXZ
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsx8QN6XnEz
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU3jJh9j0V
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK89Sx2EHq
唔。她馬上放低眼神。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswyQfwsRbj
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAlqd9el01
安靜的那種。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pHHNVURtP
讓人發寒。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpua2Q2H4I
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3VTQh6JOo
郭禹點點頭。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNTGsP6B2x
「是。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvcMNZGqpy
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXbQ9wBfU5
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTVzKfmDWX
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0bmGhIjBx
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQL9SJb5wuD
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CYXTY2eQ9
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBQsuVivwR
然後，是她今天說過的話。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAC6GSMIRd5
——「不會累嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRTdKveisl
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd5HGQDXSC
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRtNxGpWCz
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DSukOlXdM
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRVlCuUblv
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59BrPr9mRZ
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iNlv70MO7
「是啊。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztHbBbnQRd
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQRSgZwvJ5
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDP0xBY6v3s
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV2msjxLhR
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBeiCiBWE7
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mpdl31miW
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBJaPazsjf
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5WXBknqbp
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh54gaoNdqQ
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNYlnlAh8U
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjS2YHshKZp
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Rj5vOqjJ
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmChi4xub4S
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNjLpANPTc
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LodATE7dP
「腦袋有問題。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAwpCtx9J7
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQAfofqxRE
「啊！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWcKvpSM6I
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y0O5kKqI9
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfwCNsqSC8
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWjsKAXH2F
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNHv25OYdT
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLHXUxDhJK
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfRil3zZyb
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVV3aea05HE
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4VPV7Y02t
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJfQhD3wBv
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TyWX3M5qf
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ckE3KH3XB
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwibRpZTlL9
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGE9wgnsuG
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcgozcxr57
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEyZiuJxu5
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj7zbJ9OTA7
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8nWT3IFSf9
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy2IE3PB8M
郭禹的表情僵住。 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1e0mcUZxI
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUIxYAC3I9
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyefEqF8yhH
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr61ToIPKS
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2GsUDP3bu
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門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡam14dLK82d
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFroxUQkhU
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsOoTgiGuL
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOB02xK2xTx
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTTKzcpRRf
——真是可恥。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vcWKvNNSo
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UW6d9Evab
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaIww2Tofy
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFKa9sKYJK
也許她可以⋯⋯505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Z5pdTVaR6
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8NS8nsNG9
她一震。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm23vFID1Pp
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU8vm0QBpY
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWuSX3pp7u
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4upSWvWd2J
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4Dlh3PNQV
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69pelJb00x
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOz3aFQwrk
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGnv5bm2eL
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlDXxx5scm
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ5GBWFVFV
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUC6iDmgMkJ
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0p4ff7bNt5
「別再說了！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmQSYvumtu
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iY8YPVOZE
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINZzlYr3F9
「快追！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EoBXD97or
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7Qv0sQPRb
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3AQpzOJF5
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl6R1cjZD9
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWz0JR7rbcK
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwKswWve90
「不要，要走就——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGOAlYmP2s
「拿著。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX48AAEIjSc
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBtKxZMJLK
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfo89TfUid
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRtl0x1Rxg
「騙人——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvdrJ3eO2Z
「我像是在說謊嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UvY56q2Wk
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCCmonHlaD
「很好。現在快跑。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCo5Cbc5jx
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxv4REjvGf
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMQEMHujbF
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMONRI5Bih
而她正在哭。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBCXLIfOKx
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gP9LkZdR5
為什麼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrimfOV0A4
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivH0nWkjgD
而今天，是大考當天。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAC00YaWsu
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquRw6fef50
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FP4K8iAAZ
「妳怎麼了？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjRPizBo5N
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpMEOdjuXx
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwUC55z8SF
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKPNevTsPx
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EqEr1FgLG
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0MNleYuQqN
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaQpQ9Aim6
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUwLYi3JtJ
「⋯⋯嗯。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3A8nuWNK0
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uWf0bI3oJ
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkKcCUgHLl
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2KtEo2Eno
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjYVmC2vo1
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyha7ra5XCm
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm4WFfJwRu
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJo4bOntOO
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbAp29XFYv
那是個墓碑。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxU2jEnxOe
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ23kiOwCYG
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MmE8Y5HEq
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2DdtbDDmu
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1rFRqUjRlQ
「我不——」她試著開口。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY08yUCDgjX
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMufW5lWKa
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDBLSkZlCA9
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxsGJex6Yg
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwF7YV21UUo
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYc0GNHkA8b
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoidV2wjppN
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjRtUY4Vn2
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHaOKK7l3x
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdcOzuYZaT
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQVAN8EBsy
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpu4NfbtT8
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnyGMfOzVY
信封署名是給她的。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQgt2S3io8
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCR8ReSCz6
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJj4VeNI58m
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShYtbWMzum
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1vznq8ZxF
或許，是從一開始吧。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi3UxkrHy4
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu0dYj3kHT
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnLrcQRdfA
現在這樣、最好。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKjXKB6D0V
看吧，一切都不會改變。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQV22XHoVo
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK8VkjdoMy
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxYmYS8bRR
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUuLL3WcKk
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26QdutOW8s
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIanGhA6Fy
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSEpS07KyO
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 505Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsUuTegyFL
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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