春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXut1hYF4q
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOgpVJK6IP
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqzGROFc5q
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMZu6vOknc
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp5PWKngNE
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCfcMabiQY
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZJ7jH3opG
郭禹震了一下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WqPRmFDhF
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfEYaOifhH
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz3ZrvamCt
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlFyx3pGlX
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6hU6jrxQh
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXPhOFisnk
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuC0L4WIUE
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEdj9g2aKM
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDXSjF6mFD
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Snes17o3
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7bKYM46I7
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEbPHN2BHN
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80nNFdILI7
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYxkBFwUvP
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3mqIJ5jBs
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE48TXYbCQ
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW8JNzBwH8
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16sOh0GbNA
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IkBgYcerK
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzB807F3Os
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvZSx04ngf5
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyBQh7JaO7
「嗯。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwTdI4PHNv
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4POXIUVwV
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluSo13DWnV
被拉得很長、很長。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ5JS6DhMT
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBYQpll0HK
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyIxZx8zCP
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8p4zLt9qR
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfbVcw2zQI
她抹抹眼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojqnmjbL4i
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAIZwhUXjn
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYP7Gro5Cl
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHEXjW0E3J
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6X9Urm64KQ
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8H1CJqdrm6
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWRHY7Gg9A
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A3WDlq2nZ
「什麼？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzbAsJ3HyQ
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHzIKx2Wg1
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00B2Enpdt7
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFssCPGkZy
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2lxDK3OBZ
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS4SAkdHfF
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xBfixnZL9
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFdVUYYMHS
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHVtblecrb
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeszNdLHe60
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHyBwKJrTC
回來了。那個熟悉的她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECnNBZJivN
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzhU2sl04R
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjTAUiZXpX
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIp60EXK685
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx9QV9ZzLN
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放學，郭禹回到家。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaznRuEH2A
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvgSiMCeDu
「好⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx8VCK9d7V
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDYkyFTvU1
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZkiU90ZW
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbbzJ7CAFn
爸爸沈默的看著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkVkY4XAgk
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAfO0ckq2T
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJYBgDpT5c
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnIQYdazKC
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzwactEPuG
她吞了吞口水。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPNAxxpIuo
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPnsem6Ue2
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPUTV7V4nh
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6k60uhBSv
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHI592UupD
唔。她馬上放低眼神。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EI3jxpavu
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa6RLwBgQ9
安靜的那種。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD6ORX8EJ5
讓人發寒。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OwpzK5k9F
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaGz2tRnQm
郭禹點點頭。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmqOI1MnYy
「是。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8I4O4E4Yp
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdTPC8WrSm
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0s5HjUwBEU
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu2i39BaOC
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnVGAUbo9e
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXMCSXpes2
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn64reMuYWT
然後，是她今天說過的話。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAxvpIpINj
——「不會累嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYs9gaRZZH
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6hgSXjuz7
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rvWpfVXFp
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzctgeMpvyD
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLqGsdE0ol
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbeYNoiIZS
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaUC5kcf54
「是啊。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspu6zpCM6S
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjmG4ppNhL
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj4M9cuVYC
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XB5LpNkaB
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ01gzJqSC
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kbvA1sS2p
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErwiLPUdBk
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6O619mGSd
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdEYH2aR7D
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuIeJHwlZa
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEodKuXGO5
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzmRE2KBBv
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZyiTGRHCP
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp5HVa20PJ
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzlgu42E5Dk
「腦袋有問題。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Gu1g735jr
「哈哈。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5Td2teplW
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePzV7vAVvD
「啊！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkjmSIwUXu
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qrDRrF6Y5
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZYwmrLBIh
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYy9YcR0juD
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MJx9QPKjI
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDucnwm2QF
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wBLmyeaqI
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30C3JrUkx4
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZC4HZ1zaa
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthFnTMmKKH
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GQSmfM15W
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF5TZcbtfW
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzfCMVkpCO
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzZDqTMXzP
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRJV1UcQcj
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyyqPAK4E0O
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoNue2UmRo
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0xqo3NMxb
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04tZxUemS2
郭禹的表情僵住。 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2JL9ZJNn8
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BJcqG6PGs
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqy6v69QTXR
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmaHrPImcV
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7cb7VFY5n
「妳——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnxtSNCd9u
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhr9QnwJMT
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrMu3Khv6C
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ptptKkGs6
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL3KFI8yfz
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNye5yK0F0q
——真是可恥。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8WYSDG3ey
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7rYedIuZZ
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50BNZ1VtTA
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkH7TkJZnm
也許她可以⋯⋯482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxAxFNKXc1
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD43X06UEgy
她一震。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnviyukCK1
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWOlXlPe6K
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2BkSC7qnPL
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnZFuJNFbc
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPARmaXwilz
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8L4YiusAH
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRm4gpgnOM
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXecTOvyO
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkupOU72fG1
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnSIrpfmaPe
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmg9exI5Q3
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY9WQS0qP6
「別再說了！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObkwvJTKqH
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzeG3vg83o
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABpFwT6spj
「快追！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnjsLbHZfe
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfUWr7d8eA
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHl1H3b10Ix
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDURXHjLiia
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8i3tCp5Zc
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU7iHQphXE
「不要，要走就——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqYtq2If0k
「拿著。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnOhvxt0Oym
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0YN1UdO0U
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxpd0Ymsvv
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0zfynZ5JB
「騙人——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkzO6BUEWh
「我像是在說謊嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRc9SYwus1
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0EXV3UuNn
「很好。現在快跑。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hhADvAhkm
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WfodnzF4h
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAR8q5tziK
郭禹。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDpnXE7KwO
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhL5BumfJbO
而她正在哭。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlIkL4VXzo
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4gSKjwLPa
為什麼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHVHuSGRSz
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMFheqBCuA
而今天，是大考當天。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimS3O2aLVY
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1ZpOVetBR
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC9XwzHFB0
「妳怎麼了？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWXVpYxu2z
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmcVtecX0J
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZladerhOlV
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcnbfzidvP
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqjE9Si6nL
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu59cFC7BI2
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E1ez0qg87
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5npqsqxSb
「⋯⋯嗯。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqrc4D1IXF
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYUuTl414z
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6l8Vmz2cc
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdV7XWAMPq
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNXfgPvodG
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWb79bYZ5x
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDX4NLufg0
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnjSsnyCrh
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwGqLZZmai
那是個墓碑。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uPLPnh24d
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17GOoXqZUF
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJenmMrpn8F
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwMURp1DQv
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYj0xWhBCQ
「我不——」她試著開口。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5htPTnwET
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XEwOQSROg
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwY6G8W02a
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCFJZaKQ4d
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqjP3BueWD
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1z8EzGfBa
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGBUYSUC89
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFZFPnxfiE
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QyLb4GxFl
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKlPja4MMB
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEQ5Ll0K9p
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHAew2Gy22
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEG0KuSquEa
信封署名是給她的。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu3R5q59Ww
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscgtnHAiLN
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07TKI6V4qC
郭禹 上482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuj5ytl7YHe
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxQuZvg18y
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡio49p15L43
或許，是從一開始吧。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXntxq3ElAv
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXJ6OiUJCB
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMwCE1GTlC
現在這樣、最好。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LRPnJzw4I
看吧，一切都不會改變。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxV1IrCgUh9
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziTOPPxMha
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH9EZgpI6k
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOYgogVW2b
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFatJvSsUO
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGP5pE3UxRh
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM420xUjUAX
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 482Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGyF8wtMr2
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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