我個名叫做方伯洋,個名係咪好難聽,18歲嫁啦,今年先考完個DSE準備升上HD做個IVE仔,我係一個毫不起眼嘅邊緣人。原來呢6年話咁快過去,6年前我12歲,見證住表姐嘅離去,亦係上年見證住另一個表姐結婚,6年前發生嗰件事,我媽一直都歷歷在目成日記住,我係邊個? 冇錯,我同我兩個表姐張倩彤、張倩欣係同一個平行時空,我係佢地表弟,年紀都相差接近10年。295Please respect copyright.PENANAOD9cL3cgCf
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至於表姐個前男友唐富豪,我聽聞佢依家做左經理、係惠康經理,收入都算穩定、過住幸福生活。295Please respect copyright.PENANAw6CRppV2mC
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表姐死嗰年佢好悲傷,聽講佢同表姐經歷左好多野,但詳細我唔知咁多,只知佢之後都好搏命搵錢。295Please respect copyright.PENANAwXnoSSh1H0
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而大表姐張倩彤因為我地由細到大幾乎都冇接觸過咁濟,更加唔好講會有聯絡,淨係係葬禮、婚禮以及好細個嗰陣見過佢,所以其實我同我啲表姐係好陌生…295Please respect copyright.PENANAC5O27NKEfu
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6年啦,呢6年我同老母都住係同一間屋,但呢間屋我地已經住左十年都有,呢十年租金都交唔少,冇錯我地係租屋,只係住劏房,295Please respect copyright.PENANAn88QoRNcEX
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地方細細、夏天熱死辣辣冬天就凍到要命,仲要乜配套都冇,點解咁辛苦都仲要屈住係度? 為嘅就係排公屋「上車」,最衰老豆一早離開左我地,唔係我地排個單位會更加大,295Please respect copyright.PENANAnwhMaXODuE
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依家我地淨係排緊2人單位,所以就算排到上車個單位都會好細,都係預期之內,但勝在設施齊全先,又唔洗好似住劏房咁捱苦,樓下仲有個看更,點都定一定。295Please respect copyright.PENANAXogCQHEKMG
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就係上個月,我地終於收到房署消息,話有個單位空左出黎可以俾我地入伙,仲要地方比較大,租金亦都打左個8折,我地都唔知點解,房署主任冇講咩原因,我地都去個新單位睇過下,295Please respect copyright.PENANACKdLzUIy7E
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又真係幾唔錯,環境都幾好,仲要係高層單位,雖然前面有幾座樓遮住,但見到一條條馬路、每個角落每部車都可以飽覽到、睇到佢郁動,都有一種大地在我腳下嘅感覺。295Please respect copyright.PENANACra7ypFM6J
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咁我地當然都冇理咁多,排到隊上到車就得啦理閪得佢,仲要咁筍喎開心都黎唔切仲計較咁多做乜,正所謂「有食唔食,罪大惡極」,我地會由港島搬到對面海。295Please respect copyright.PENANAfRGWL8DiL3
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不過話就咁話,始終呢間屋我地都住左差唔多十年,唔多唔少都有啲感情,但諗起我地以後唔洗再住係呢啲爛鬼地方,乜野都唔再理。295Please respect copyright.PENANAoseBgBPK0I
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而到左今日我地搬屋,call左部貨wan將啲傢私擺晒上車,而係我執緊傢私嗰陣就唔知點解令我諗起一年前一單新聞,295Please respect copyright.PENANAAXET10gMk4
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嗰單新聞係關於我嘅一個中同(中學同學),女仔黎,仲要係同我同班,好似叫阿盈,佢唔知為啲乜有一日燒碳死左係間屋,而佢地老豆老母之後亦搬走左,之後個單位就咁空左出黎做左凶宅,唔知依家有人入左伙未。295Please respect copyright.PENANAHTikQs29ES
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我又諗左諗,我記得阿盈佢以前都幾邊緣,好似我咁,好鍾意坐埋一邊唔鐘意同人傾計自己一個自閉,朋友都唔多個,所以我地係班上都幾出名,仲有個稱號叫「自閉俠侶」。295Please respect copyright.PENANARTcnj5Vq9S
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話雖如此,但可惜我地都係自閉,所以都冇乜兩句傾,都係各自各邊緣。正所謂邊緣人防禦力最弱最易俾人恰,所以嗰陣我地都有一個共通點,就係我地都成日俾人恰,295Please respect copyright.PENANAhFO6dlR3jk
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唔係掉我地啲野落地就少少野都恥笑我地,仲會成日搞鳩我地,都真係會俾佢地搞到幾冇自信。我記得有一次我有幫過佢啲野,但唔多記得係咩事,佢之後仲多謝左我一聲,我先知原來佢識講野。295Please respect copyright.PENANAhjauxFx6oZ
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屌,究竟係幫過佢啲咩呢,諗黎諗去都醒唔起,淨係知我幫過佢啲野,明明我只係畢業冇幾耐咁快腦退化?295Please respect copyright.PENANAmvcW5pxxnk
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我淨係記得我以前點樣俾人恰,唔係俾人抓住磨柱就禁落地下玩屎眼又或者俾人用凳壓撚住我郁都郁唔到,唔玩呢啲就偷我書包啲書等我冇得用,仲有好多好多不能盡錄...295Please respect copyright.PENANAuCb3IttlnA
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屌你老味自己啲柒事就記得咁清楚,人地嗰啲就乜柒都唔撚記得晒,仲要我幫過人幫過乜野都唔記得,算啦唔諗啦,都係一啲唔想記得嘅事。295Please respect copyright.PENANAvjuuQzLoz0
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「執好晒傢私未呀,仲有咁多未執停晒手咁係度發吽哣做乜?」295Please respect copyright.PENANABN7jBrn75u
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老母見我停晒手一句野鍘斷左我思緒,令我回歸返到現實世界。295Please respect copyright.PENANAwD8z6MNvyA
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「...知啦,依家咪執緊。」295Please respect copyright.PENANASb1jcT8XGa
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我敷衍左老母一句之後,繼續郁手執野。