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"嗡嗡嗡⋯⋯嗡嗡嗡⋯⋯。"8964 copyright protection55PENANAdJsr5tdHZC 維尼
這是劉天璇手機第十一次震動。8964 copyright protection55PENANAWv7KwMcnO0 維尼
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然而她並沒有要接聽的意思,任由其震動一陣子後又恢復寂靜。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHkR9eqw5ul 維尼
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現在下著大雨,行人均對這突如其來的雨避之不及,趕緊撐起傘、穿上雨衣或找尋避雨處,顯得戴著耳機,沒有任何擋雨工具或行為,仍逕直走在街道上淋得滿身濕的她像個異類。8964 copyright protection55PENANAoavibwcb0F 維尼
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時間暫且回到五分鐘前。8964 copyright protection55PENANALVm0ig1DTQ 維尼
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「我已經跟老師說好了,明天你就去高二上課。」8964 copyright protection55PENANAVqDmk7TGyU 維尼
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母親語氣冰冷,頭也不回地說道。才剛下樓梯準備上學的劉天璇,便單方面接收突如其來的消息。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHtkqIuM4JK 維尼
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高二?8964 copyright protection55PENANACKRIGDJn0X 維尼
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她細想了一下自己的年紀,十四歲,正讀國中二、三年級,然後要上高中二年級,也就是和比自己大上三歲的人一起上學。8964 copyright protection55PENANA8LmaW7FEex 維尼
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簡單來說,即是跳級讀書。59Please respect copyright.PENANAQbCy2UInEh
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而自己並沒有事先得到通知,也沒有被問過意見,命運就這樣突然被決定好,絲毫沒有轉圜的餘地。8964 copyright protection55PENANApYRJwWDBmX 維尼
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已經不是第一次了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAEu1zf06VFp 維尼
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她和母親一起生活,從有記憶起。8964 copyright protection55PENANA8e5nOwLdTL 維尼
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母親工作繁忙,當她放學回家時母親還在外頭工作,早上出門上學時母親則在房間睡覺。8964 copyright protection55PENANAlGjpfRSvrv 維尼
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偶爾回家時母親還在家,但聽見的是與陌生男人對話,還有不堪入耳的聲響,這時她只能輕手輕腳躲回房間,躲進棉被,裝作自己什麼也不知道。8964 copyright protection55PENANAdPBa6oXVCm 維尼
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自己上放學,自己吃飯,自己睡覺,自己顧家,什麼事情都自己來,從小便獨立自主,從不造成他人麻煩。8964 copyright protection55PENANAzCMtLqV9vU 維尼
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她是乖小孩。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVPWa4woF1S 維尼
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半歲學會說話,五歲背完唐詩三百首,七歲學會國中數學,十歲甚至自學寫電腦程式。亦會多項才藝,琴棋書畫樣樣精通,學習能力極強是他比其他人明顯優越的地方。8964 copyright protection55PENANA4bk2Ol1iqj 維尼
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她是天才。8964 copyright protection55PENANALvbKB8dXRb 維尼
注定與他人不同,被羨慕與妒忌著。8964 copyright protection55PENANAPSyVLpTlpj 維尼
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家長口中"別人家的小孩",同儕說的"怪物",老師眼中的"驕傲"。8964 copyright protection55PENANAOtNXiH7Obx 維尼
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接受眾多議論與目光是她的命,是必然。8964 copyright protection55PENANAAw9B26u5nK 維尼
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在外人面前,她和母親孝順的女兒是慈母,幸福美滿,父親是拋家棄子的渣滓。8964 copyright protection55PENANANSlP0MnCQc 維尼
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然而事實上,自己不過是母親的人偶。8964 copyright protection55PENANARfn4ZZJhJD 維尼
親手培養的,最聽話且理想的人偶。8964 copyright protection55PENANAcrUNYrA2ep 維尼
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操縱與被操縱,規劃好一切,幾點能吃飯,幾點要寫作業,幾點要睡覺,何時能外出的時間都照表單列在紙上,貼在牆上,時刻提醒。8964 copyright protection55PENANAQykJy6F0pG 維尼
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和隔壁家總是雞飛狗跳,被母親追著打的小孩不同,母親沒有打罵過她,犯了錯的處置是將她鎖進幽暗的小房間裡便置之不理,任其哭鬧也不開門。8964 copyright protection55PENANAyHdl6iqsbF 維尼
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沒有正眼直視,對話少之又少,出口的無非是負面語句或要求,從未有過鼓勵與讚美。8964 copyright protection55PENANA5rDlReW0qB 維尼
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或許母親只是不善表達,於是用這種方法表示,並不是沒有愛。8964 copyright protection55PENANAmbR7KyqtQb 維尼
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對於母親的冷漠,她這樣告訴自己。8964 copyright protection55PENANAlwrFoNUaP2 維尼
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直到十歲那年,偶然在回家路上遇見自己的親生父親,了解一切。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMngyZBZlzK 維尼
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她的父親曾是一名大企業的經理。8964 copyright protection55PENANAMROHufKd9d 維尼
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生母在生她時因難產去世了,現在的母親其實是再婚的後母。8964 copyright protection55PENANACEDKRtlgPB 維尼
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後母與父親的婚姻源於公司董事長,也就是爺爺的施壓,然而在自己三歲那年再度離婚,父親被開除。8964 copyright protection55PENANAE8HDFAPBWq 維尼
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對方看中孩子的頭腦,用錢與權力奪走孩子的撫養權還有他的財產,禁止他和女兒見面。8964 copyright protection55PENANAl1Dt8pyfm6 維尼
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從此一直都為拿回撫養權努力,好不容易才偷偷見到女兒一面。8964 copyright protection55PENANAW9qZxWA4hg 維尼
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血淋淋的真相,打破小小的她一直認為穩定的世界,原來事實是如此的不堪,而她只能被動接受過大的信息量。8964 copyright protection55PENANAGxaxBTZgNv 維尼
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她的母親不是她的母親。8964 copyright protection55PENANAH82gykzPdU 維尼
她的依靠不願成為她的依靠。8964 copyright protection55PENANABe0y9cJEOP 維尼
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那天她第一次向母親生氣,而母親的面具也首度顯現出裂痕,最後她得到差點斷掉的左腿與一個多月的禁閉。8964 copyright protection55PENANALjDfNmND7y 維尼
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那時起她明白了。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVWWhwUEYEL 維尼
他們之間更像高高在上的皇與低賤的囚。8964 copyright protection55PENANAtWwmt9keSH 維尼
沒有血緣,更遑論愛。8964 copyright protection55PENANAQWsjfQytjD 維尼
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願意撫養自己,純粹因為她頭腦值錢。8964 copyright protection55PENANADUKrwUJ2e5 維尼
爺爺愛她的才能,所以母親才不得已養小孩。8964 copyright protection55PENANAjBUeGUcI0R 維尼
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冷漠是厭惡最鮮明的表現。8964 copyright protection55PENANAeFby5bwvG7 維尼
一切都很明白,從一開始就是。8964 copyright protection55PENANA8znY14EwWk 維尼
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他們是利用與被利用的關係。8964 copyright protection55PENANARe6G53cMDO 維尼
感情這種賤品,不容存在。8964 copyright protection55PENANALMlHpwzpMw 維尼
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自此之後她不再反抗,至少明面上。8964 copyright protection55PENANAdIuXkPBPYi 維尼
劉天璇學會戴面具生活。8964 copyright protection55PENANAeyyk82moNO 維尼
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長大後她會趁空檔時偷偷做些不被允許的事,比如看星空,比如閱讀小說,比如晚一點回家,繞去商店街玩等等⋯⋯。8964 copyright protection55PENANAhmc3en5Z5H 維尼
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更多時候她選擇聽音樂唱歌、寫日記、繪圖或閱讀的方式抒發情緒,暫時逃離現實。8964 copyright protection55PENANAITJNuriAHL 維尼
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背地裡和父親聯絡,跟父親聊一些生活大小事,等對方看完就刪除以免被發現。8964 copyright protection55PENANAWCaegrHtko 維尼
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後來的父親自己開了一間小補習班教書,而她則會趁放學時偷偷跑去找父親,雖然機會不多,不過只要能找上那天心情就會特別好。8964 copyright protection55PENANApij7xlRbjE 維尼
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可能因為對方和冷漠的母親不同,總是溫柔包容自己,認真對待自己的緣故吧?8964 copyright protection55PENANAUiqUieABzJ 維尼
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她能感受到,她的父親愛著她。8964 copyright protection55PENANAhn5OHHvZdL 維尼
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在對話裡,在親手煮製的便當裡,在各種養生補品裡,在節日時收到匿名送的禮物裡。8964 copyright protection55PENANAiUxMdVQmNp 維尼
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不過她不太將負面情緒和父親講述,倒不是不信任,只是不願看到對方擔心自責的模樣。8964 copyright protection55PENANAYWC1lT3ksP 維尼
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愛已經不多了,不能再讓他人操心。8964 copyright protection55PENANAuIz56kvyKi 維尼
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她也在默默蒐集母親那邊不法的證據,雖然能蒐集的事物有限,不過多年尋覓也多多少少有些關鍵。8964 copyright protection55PENANACnAFm2srsP 維尼
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這些時間,成為黑暗囚徒中一點點的慰藉。8964 copyright protection55PENANAS2VXHfwxMb 維尼
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只有這樣才能維持自我意識的完整,才能保持所剩不多的純良,才不會成為真正任人擺佈的提線木偶。8964 copyright protection55PENANAVSDIP2onXF 維尼
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演戲於她而言輕而易舉,誰都看不出她戴上的面具,更看不清她的真心,母親也不例外。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHuJpo1f0dT 維尼
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家庭勉強和平至今日。8964 copyright protection55PENANAHkpZjyqVDo 維尼
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