Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
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Chapter 6
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It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVefuKEyDBi
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzQHzLa7bk
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMM4O4t2mSw
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyoKXhVMSS
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjjfmWgQ3f
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMRPRJXpCv
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlayF7m1PG
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopVq4v2z1q
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA99qBfcyRM
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVZS2TYb7w
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA6WXEE4F6
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHR2aIH0tdh
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7W8Q2ZnTP
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZk0YIyp3pE
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF3JHiu0Nz
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16u4ZhvWfn
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDd8uFmmiZ
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4apJk7rHnP
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iUfK7PHJD
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nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
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kotoba wa shiranai
nagareteiku mizu no yukue ni
kokoro wo haseyou
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
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nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
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kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
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uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
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hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
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kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
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sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a04FdRZx7
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tu7RAlq8z
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK0WMJuRjG
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuXFpJFTdR
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOCtyvNQSJ
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8LVIDKuoY
Come one there has to be some way to…79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUGdMj3lz4
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DZANzsSNK
Lucinda! 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlWYM5wnYF
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRIwICsABit
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfY2rapq0W
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvplK7gsInc
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphG8wsE6qF
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3eyDYQS5H
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7mT90iQDJ
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHC9sJ1bfC8
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGRPa2pdMB
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsgxWHvD7a
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1uq6nrWSB
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKhCUC1Pne
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBAARzYblZ
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh4oQQprZ1
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqPmUyXYFo
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrhXEDfrsI
“Hello, how can I help…” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59OynjbQ0a
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQycNvQ8R8
“H-Hello again. Um…”79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5QsS3Kem6
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik7gfUdAqY
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23u4eUT8Vx
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUVmHkY1ng
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyALCCtUER
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdToOV92ujo
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFUWb8njeS
I only nod as I enter the building.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HCuBfxDkR
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdtdxpjn46Y
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHRK1S76Vh
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TcIUCRBYn
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4jwsMjj9S
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNWOgrpyPb
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNxviTkrrS
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBiHW6CBqF
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszxM50BTqu
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIzBZpYig5
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡack8zw1yhd
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudRI2W0Tyj
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmR4gPY1Rm
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPgDTQM83m
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpCx98SB7g
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yjPFRdo7h
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UW8vhXuA8
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARsfl6KRqP
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm84rufDskA
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNI1sTtoagA
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5UGYcVt4p
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDDlfqlddC
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBzpUotkEn
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYDonBZgrm
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA1kHImfcL
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZ3GkZiXQB
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VzXIVeFJr
I laugh a little.79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8fZlVWNBG
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TRJJUKTkk
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhS1yQpPnbu
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 79Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlYTxCvR41
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Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
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