今天一整天都在昏睡112Please respect copyright.PENANAQcr425JWMf
原本沒打算要發日記112Please respect copyright.PENANAkHZbmdy1MK
但突然冒出一個念頭112Please respect copyright.PENANAWg36I0ltsI
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡112Please respect copyright.PENANAHwDMcpKykH
跟 看到未來112Please respect copyright.PENANApk2ewtXshJ
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?112Please respect copyright.PENANAdhvIYJ8vqT
能等到結婚生子112Please respect copyright.PENANAObFRFmh22m
有我的孩子112Please respect copyright.PENANANG1UVbQRS9
我自己的孩子112Please respect copyright.PENANAfEtTsexfL7
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛112Please respect copyright.PENANA1jrSChNY0M
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...112Please respect copyright.PENANAaX3Ohs0E6z
112Please respect copyright.PENANAqOXnHnfnBq
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現112Please respect copyright.PENANAHkGNsmcu15
我會變成什麼樣子?112Please respect copyright.PENANAG4aCDJtVdR
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚112Please respect copyright.PENANAR8i7PkNekw
沒有愛的人112Please respect copyright.PENANAHK0vSOtfWd
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了112Please respect copyright.PENANATtdpGcvyVg
好像是在逃避什麼112Please respect copyright.PENANAbFUqW4hWFt
又像在渴求什麼112Please respect copyright.PENANAJUfqFUzSfe
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑112Please respect copyright.PENANA1gosnHRN9u
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法112Please respect copyright.PENANAp7APdhelV0
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱112Please respect copyright.PENANAP8Lvk5Lreg
請容許我幼稚下去吧112Please respect copyright.PENANAkVeP0VwUkK
這禮拜學校出了不少事112Please respect copyright.PENANAsGG0PnJABP
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了112Please respect copyright.PENANA4eePWTsYkN
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚112Please respect copyright.PENANAnkfJpsyEgQ
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過112Please respect copyright.PENANArfU7eaWBQ8
所以不清楚112Please respect copyright.PENANArrase0tmFQ
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎112Please respect copyright.PENANABgQq4OupNo
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界112Please respect copyright.PENANA74RTwZTDjO
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂112Please respect copyright.PENANAGHF30lF3M7
大概是這種想法吧112Please respect copyright.PENANAvfGdUj0Dsn
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊112Please respect copyright.PENANA9kSId7CL2Y
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡112Please respect copyright.PENANABAtLpUHXga
會選在大家都看得到的地方112Please respect copyright.PENANAEr4CgQyH6t
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎112Please respect copyright.PENANAYJh1xmDI2J
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨112Please respect copyright.PENANAKPSp8TMtPE
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧112Please respect copyright.PENANAuaD1j7n4qH
我也是112Please respect copyright.PENANAMdlqfMCUvp