今天一整天都在昏睡120Please respect copyright.PENANA3q78P0dxmB
原本沒打算要發日記120Please respect copyright.PENANAMJaAvOOJ8k
但突然冒出一個念頭120Please respect copyright.PENANAM2Jk73FgR7
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡120Please respect copyright.PENANAbQvlIxkQg2
跟 看到未來120Please respect copyright.PENANANVV1OfRIf4
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?120Please respect copyright.PENANAc6ZgBBfS93
能等到結婚生子120Please respect copyright.PENANAHdsQdKtpUA
有我的孩子120Please respect copyright.PENANAhZVSDfgrZ9
我自己的孩子120Please respect copyright.PENANAXhFXJZJbKX
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛120Please respect copyright.PENANAttTDDTUk8m
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...120Please respect copyright.PENANA74g7hVN0Oe
120Please respect copyright.PENANAxmD07cOGf9
那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現120Please respect copyright.PENANAlC4xaDUTLh
我會變成什麼樣子?120Please respect copyright.PENANAgS2WTm44fS
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚120Please respect copyright.PENANAeXi142FxPq
沒有愛的人120Please respect copyright.PENANAhOgROLf3Kh
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了120Please respect copyright.PENANAAKnDiNYdzG
好像是在逃避什麼120Please respect copyright.PENANANTkyux9xXU
又像在渴求什麼120Please respect copyright.PENANAgMYQLTzFs6
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑120Please respect copyright.PENANAIbsW9BaRvS
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法120Please respect copyright.PENANA7hg0AgNUQq
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱120Please respect copyright.PENANAQvg9sbWzA8
請容許我幼稚下去吧120Please respect copyright.PENANAK3oNAL90dH
這禮拜學校出了不少事120Please respect copyright.PENANAtLwjkN1F6x
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了120Please respect copyright.PENANALyU4FbJypF
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚120Please respect copyright.PENANArOeoU9dp8g
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過120Please respect copyright.PENANAmvd6KpWSRT
所以不清楚120Please respect copyright.PENANAa3Y9Lht85G
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎120Please respect copyright.PENANAGOddglBvDV
比起活在人間地獄,不如前往一個未知的世界120Please respect copyright.PENANAeAMlMJTrAD
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂120Please respect copyright.PENANA7LYMCegRiC
大概是這種想法吧120Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4kSQJkH7x
就算是我,從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊120Please respect copyright.PENANAwH9C86gmss
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡120Please respect copyright.PENANAFYMhA3pkxP
會選在大家都看得到的地方120Please respect copyright.PENANAuc1sRYSjtU
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎120Please respect copyright.PENANAMNlYvVc60X
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨120Please respect copyright.PENANAJMxELTk7Zs
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧120Please respect copyright.PENANAMn2kd5p0uL
我也是120Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ww5aklWgU