今天一整天都在昏睡131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡix1c83TA2c
原本沒打算要發日記131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxVvvu0bsM
但突然冒出一個念頭131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeanA95HnJ
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvh1tLdgl7
跟 看到未來131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaGsUjqhXV
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbfwACoERP
能等到結婚生子131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUpERZWgWww
有我的孩子131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1olimlxaFI
我自己的孩子131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs23mWW23j7
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHr1fqCmiB
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7SqJKaVKh
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTiVnHAXrC
我會變成什麼樣子？131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHVOtwr1jf
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtHaaa58b7
沒有愛的人131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFI4usrpVn
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o3OoukciL
好像是在逃避什麼131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaQtHIjnI0
又像在渴求什麼131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15QpoLzmOo
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwBRjg4cYd
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNuIh0iJ45
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkebrWGr0C
請容許我幼稚下去吧131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY360EyHXU3
這禮拜學校出了不少事131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTkjItZQgn
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbt6REBxcZN
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrU9w8agNM
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vOyKKo27Q
所以不清楚131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXKkYXE3eg
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj7WV8cLTb
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwDMNUmTyl
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcThky5Qel3
大概是這種想法吧131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxaJhpXNrs
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVhHpflGay
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEm2Y374Lw1
會選在大家都看得到的地方131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsolI6sZIgF
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUv0g8wtFP
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNfMifwYBg
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy88p7RuB0l
我也是131Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerA0WBiMfv
