今天一整天都在昏睡111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABF2CcNPog
原本沒打算要發日記111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCRAnNSPeS
但突然冒出一個念頭111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyW5sXx4WxS
雖然支撐我活下去的念頭是等待死亡111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMijJNVYetW
跟 看到未來111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ogvvb78vl
但是我真的能等到那一天嗎?111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tTL9vgnPe
能等到結婚生子111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSw9CYZzcuD
有我的孩子111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjFmTZz1F4
我自己的孩子111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69GATla9Fn
無論怎樣都不會消逝的愛111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6Q7mGjm1r
但其實這件事在十年内發生的概率...111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HQ7csTGZr
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那如果我希冀的末來沒有實現111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXZHu2oNGq
我會變成什麼樣子？111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dp4aBzAPy
我也不知道我為什麼這麼想結婚111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4aoa4oRzOg
沒有愛的人111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRTBQPbVZa
甚至只要是不討厭的對象就行了111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFwq0ljKjw
好像是在逃避什麼111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfctA9BUV5d
又像在渴求什麼111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKEkVZk5Ob
不知道過幾年看現在的自己會不會覺得很可笑111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7AtHR8B0j
怎麼會有這麼幼稚的想法111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj7p8NqAnl
不過這是獨屬少時的煩惱111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNw1ayuITOf
請容許我幼稚下去吧111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkezHuAzxcp
這禮拜學校出了不少事111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgAYjSHDtQ
主修老師說 自殺未遂的人之後就不敢再自殺了111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroctkAenOc
因為比起煩惱 死亡當前的恐懼更甚111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPHy5kZwQa
我還沒有那麼強烈的想死過111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB26lusVRWA
所以不清楚111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYLOwc3aWs
但是那些人 真的是不清楚死亡的恐懼才這麼做的嗎111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4hVUQVZaX
比起活在人間地獄，不如前往一個未知的世界111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsW98KwNl4
就算是另一個煉獄也無所謂111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tSVwLI25q
大概是這種想法吧111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcAuFIPg0F
就算是我，從高處一躍而下也是需要勇氣的啊111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw963ismsx
甚至都不知道會不會成功、究竞會前往哪裡111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t5pMX8luk
會選在大家都看得到的地方111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy3Yj9aUU5
不就是為了留下會經活過的證明嗎111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8dEqDAOFl
然而連血跡也被沖的一乾二淨111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwUPFz3nXX
大概再過幾個月大家就會忘了這件事吧111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ssTJfKza0
我也是111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxF2XDch1d
