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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxHfUkVevI
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『嘩啦——』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVyjovbW4h
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「這都下多久了......」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cyIytLsLg
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsfK738B6P
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQuMCFk1a0
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尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ415BVwgYl2
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUrGjg7d0Y
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『鈴——鈴——』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfwW1Q5Gly
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終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy27UMjWjm
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXuCSSjHpP
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車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZmDUTU7j4
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「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡauKay0ZEJu
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYWIMU7aWg
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnGkXWjUpi
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7hdeVqnjY
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMJFBTJIh0
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiep9lZpOB
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcIs46ZzfH
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCPKPRmTlV
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn9B7lrgM0
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到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ddUZl8ei2
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDHA1s0uk2
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81BN4ILIYs
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某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvocTx6v3qd
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從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhptwaeQnN
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY2960BLmf
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcU0LeWBXvy
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「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18g8AnMwHW
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrC0qBCoFh
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQffbzenMH2
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「還會痛嗎？」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRY0t7aEea
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62KZ0cgKrY
「不會了，謝謝。」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡox7tIDowJu
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他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbuNBrCuTD
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRyHBLfjCR
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40SBk98oNd
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfV6rA1qKWP
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3X6hFSzbM
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobq2Ewp7Hf
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZLxHrCMDI
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PNVLPq1CR
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDs7oFRHAH
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我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzuu8ondPZ
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUkU89k8zC
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoSof7jRV5
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhnNDY18Fe
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugGKzmkVve
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFeqmogClh
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
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恍惚之間，我回到了現實。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCPKvDQ6Iz
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YeiAQsaSk
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXZw8f2qPp
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9otqANilBp
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmM2p6k7Hi
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G6CMpoOkP
「也是。」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1PbND950I
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我只是在逃避。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyacHTzNVE
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因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4wdL8qBxx
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7YsOf0qc9
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RxZDd5Rci
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYz6inDPEy
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzN0qXnIBE
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3LmWm0WIw
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
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夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c2W4Gpb7v
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDfFzT0W9V
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c6pwt2O4N
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHlpzK38MY
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXToO2PbtJj
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBpVeV7GrI
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9RSv6piTG
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKb32kRtuf6
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO8lpbElE1
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「別走！」
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總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlnj4bVCNV
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEq0GA90c4m
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkJWUZAezf
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lVvE6M0kW
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就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Aaz2MGph
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QcIzeZaRR
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtBpuLIh82
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NeLxMNxJY
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQrGCoDiQa
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJjuVIfLBx
「過來！」他對我喊著。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin8ID1AbrX
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「不。」我退後了一步。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1mmaK9qxq
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他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5GXM0WGrk
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就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPzIHazTek
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我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEDolSnZDo
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「我......」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsza8aeK5x
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「不要靠近我！」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaeZfgY8xo
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我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4k34myQXPF
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但是，我卻無法相信自己。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj5Y2ngBb3
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmf9ViHC3i
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「你是傻子嗎！」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSHtNGdMXVj
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdllw69KimD
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「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcHTz0azvc
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP800bwBrOF
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbGm5pUfyI
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像烈日的太陽一般。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YSc0hLfgW
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLSS1GKxiV
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9PJ6JHWUS
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就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXjXrn2Q50
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cKU7sTIEv
「我們回家，好嗎。」717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMADOaHpGIz
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即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK8RoTfjDI
717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwqeKvsXd2
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGG0n1kzbM
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEJjRH0UK8
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。717Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDY0mIKMGrc
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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