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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W7IeF3eyQ
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『嘩啦——』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHt25NEeNp
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「這都下多久了......」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQHaNqLl6E
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意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXriXqu9vyb
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枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwBhZWfh5Q
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQqOw8rckO
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSruJhGpBVB
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能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqEIKevBBv
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgUlqdx3FK
『鈴——鈴——』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqWFKrUeRb
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0FD0F1p54
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjfRwPVrvf
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一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY61Tg9joeB
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNhCXilIy5
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr9Zy3bPN1
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcploCTXLDe
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBATFEKJYD
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi93HQuJeUl
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o2qfHDb9B
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAyqUQEodZ
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLLh8j6Np1
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b0i4Qd6Ek
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZGTVnJBRP
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3E2JW3kii
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡves2imZwrg
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QBkAc6oXL
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6AtX7Sdhf
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXldrb3RWO
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJMICsF64w
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktpW31mHjB
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6VW5OaKnd
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmrTQxJaW9
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG22cPvn8BS
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6n1v1qxlK
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJ69CiFFIo
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf5An7dzUS
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZK34qD6vZA
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NcUwUTtyc
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCo56A3inUr
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgMrwcJoi3
「還會痛嗎？」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7HawSQkui
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzPxCanNiz
「不會了，謝謝。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZyU2jj7Dq
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNlBCWrKxF
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMpCUT7zgo
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WbJltiw8w
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oJoxZOEkK
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JxFJjhpkb
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4p8GKvrIyJ
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkuweJhHwV
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ct8M9LMJ1
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoVg1nilIs
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttEoNYgOZh
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQPp6E3pbb
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMpwGafxOF
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnHFgD4FAW
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUrhrPIPLt
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd8gIu8dC4
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYyvqMxBz0
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECKoRwcfGp
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQReSZ7OFJ
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIcptc1vL0
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0INaq8BAQ
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTNpoZb1A4
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbIimfrU9Z
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tZeIdlNZa
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHGfQNMntr
「也是。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye9AbmEYcZ
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZ8IevlwEG
我只是在逃避。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQPwAZR6yt
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrYdz7q0sy
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5xqYCGI0F
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyCrQKFG0m
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUnOhLiRu5o
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGv6SulcyET
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynUiUSbLiJ
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaPqzJjuuM
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZVNHQvJvm
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1BIrmA6Lh
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZcY146ONN
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz49gtxfG27
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyslwZCxVxo
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxuWETQsjx
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rn0iEu2Oc
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG98q2s8t9g
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CUChV3RnG
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGQac9otWx
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkRbZq5HVN
「別走！」
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIm4hi8ulp
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6SZBi5nRr
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXH2XN6yC0M
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LHAnkQ7wU
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQ0bboUSWK
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8Eq08imKy
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc9InTIUVr
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtEIO38Syv
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNUKE3MOSQ
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4oc2lRNHu
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJqLk2Ks2a
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5tcnhB60N
「過來！」他對我喊著。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLXa6eCm9R
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3jNzF88Mg
「不。」我退後了一步。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2FYMnxi4m
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh8eyTJqSD
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLZMLWPJTV
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcvWNAYnBm
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAcKtORYUto
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFqobDsoc1
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHJhkHzUkD
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwK93JEtEcs
「我......」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjsvgLQIBD
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmheBut9fv
「不要靠近我！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP13IKQxjK
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL70bZdijF7
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz81lST25kq
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf8r3JmvGy
但是，我卻無法相信自己。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ64JrpWBBc
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「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnbpDHweRI
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「你是傻子嗎！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJb4ZoLtzm
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一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnF47PpuA6x
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHmNh0bm0V
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvZOnEAySm
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LxkrdfaTy
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf3uto09Ok
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqiVHH8LCr
像烈日的太陽一般。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWL7QAiY2c
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYnjlHcpr3
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSrNULY1wO
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR1Yu7g8kz
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQqoeYtIUt
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK5xLzUy7Vo
「我們回家，好嗎。」734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrLc5Mnbn0
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMoooPSmIy
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzMrjXTLGc
734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRkKtwdtpG
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxg6q2aAlOi
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我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAd1eiidy4
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我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyb7cfiDwu
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到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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