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連綿的霪雨，不停不歇的下著。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrsiECUEiy
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHv51mrAbW
『嘩啦——』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOqUiF0Gfx
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRMjlCSISV
「這都下多久了......」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0vJl0QKeR
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwBv8pumsC
意識模糊的睜著眼，望著玻璃窗上那隨著風搖落的斜紋雨滴。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDksiK056qL
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLZOJDBH6a
枕頭上一片濕溽，是淚水？還是雨水？伸手抹了一把臉上的濕潤，將手指送進嘴裡——鹹的、苦的，眼淚。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVtjWgm3kQ
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcai1djSlpa
尚未收拾完畢的行李散了一床，只能驅著身體縮在僅剩的小小空間裡，無法伸展的四肢捲曲的互相依偎。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIidVcpMGh1
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPQ4UMGX6O
能夠一直這樣就好，不要醒來就好。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlUhsM12w7
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjypAI5LnMU
『鈴——鈴——』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibqSrgWyl7
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUn0JM1wwA
終究還是被鈴聲驚醒，是男人的來電。暫時搬去了他家，盡管家人反對，但最後仍然坳不過我，讓我住進了他家。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZAcvNnuwE
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkPXfCWZi2
一路上，我們都沉默不語，他也沒有一字半句。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27gKfe3zZQ
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrBJonOgNp
車子緩緩駛進曾經非常介意的那條路，那間A曾經去過的餐廳，以及A曾經去過的鞋店，都在。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7AS5U921d
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡma6br3pFEb
「怎麼了？」他擔心的瞟了我一眼。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AoGT5g8lP
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLIK4mWqOf
「......不，沒什麼」我別過頭，敷衍的給了他一句話。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgZhoUnam3
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRpVtsPp1i
我幾乎忘了身邊還有個『他』存在，這個在我最難受時，毫不猶豫擁抱我的男人。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHDZovoSlY
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP5mkxrdz6
我選擇了報答他的方式——我和他在一起了，我們交往，甚至做愛。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKt0pWwgkS
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYWKEn83eg
離去時，我瞄了眼那七彩的招牌，燈光依舊炫麗，但我發現它的顏色似乎比以前更加地黯淡，是因為雨水沖刷，還是我的錯覺？733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPG1nsjHhE
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfzZ8Kxhef
到了他家，忍不住又陷入淺而混濁的昏睡，雖然，學校的報告一樣都沒寫。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9P3qLlZVu
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWj3qiPGWP
依舊是惡夢，那些還沒放下還沒看開的，一切。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP6hrnZCqY
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkAwcsW8hg
某天，一邊刷牙洗臉，一邊看著鏡中的自己。瞬間被熟悉的感覺淹沒，彷佛在經過長久的割裂與漠視後，從前的自己回來了。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNT6j7L2qm
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8cKzZnk9l
從前的我，站在現在的鏡前，這浴室，這房子，此處悲傷與歡喜的交界，明明是他家，但我卻看見了她的身影，然後開始做惡夢。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjxLnA5FNb
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGougtu6t1U
是妳帶著惡夢回來了嗎？開始恐懼，拍打著水面想讓她的倒影消失......733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcGnXLIbcv
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3QMOw2FyR
「你在做什麼？！」他抱住了我，從背後將我泛著鮮紅的手腕錮住。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMPVqLuvsa
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8GsAPUqoX
紅？我流血了？滿地的碎片，是被我破壞後留下的痕跡。幾片碎片上，還殘留著我的血液。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mf5wlwzip
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpXKwa7SXh
「還會痛嗎？」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJBGrHt38b
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHdUIKFQxh
「不會了，謝謝。」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcIC5Zi98I
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbj8u5PoSI
他細心的替我包扎，也不管鮮血染上了他的手、他的衣服。然後，我們一起到了陽台，外面下著雨，小小的、細微的雨絲。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P2sCNcz2w
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGOxwJvTII
這時候我想起了過去，也曾經與A在陽台，也是像今天一樣下著小雨。那時的妳，嬌嗔的說著，討厭雨天，希望能放晴。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZbCQ3urot
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOMvZGf5Ej
那次是我的生日，沒有蛋糕、沒有蠟燭。盡管如此，我們還是用了火柴來取代那些，點了火光，許了三個願望：733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tjuvv5SeK
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQ52AxFLej
聽說，第三個願望要放在心裡才會實現，但那時的我依舊認為『只要妳在我身邊，不管說什麼都會實現。』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxjwxVWA1R
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xAwFy1Q0t
『我的第一個願望是，希望每天都是晴天。』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhqs16wC3B
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrVzZ6FJ3Q
我一直以為，妳會陪伴在我身邊，直到一切的願望都實現。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCSX16FpOK
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0VD9DkjSs
『第二個願望是，希望每個晴天，我都能陪在妳身邊。』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8xcG5Cm9t
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDxKiiVzd5
當時的我真的以為，我能夠給妳完整的幸福。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDXdzsyei2
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30kR2kZ5Zk
『第三個願望是，能夠給妳幸福。』
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyaCwsENm2f
恍惚之間，我回到了現實。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JqXySKavr
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6OFYhtF8T
「如果......一直是晴天就好了。」我垂著頭，脫口而出。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukXoW1vCvg
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLHQ50tT1T
「白癡嗎？一直是晴天，那地球得鬧乾旱了。」他抽著菸，望著遠方，語氣冷沉，卻帶了點譏諷。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ANKlmedN1
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBQ8Vz1iT0
「也是。」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDT44N9t8m
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJdBcpGUwn
我只是在逃避。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS6WMoiP8Q
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPC5SSL43Ac
因為我想起了A...想起了我跟A的對話733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHS3hJ3pvw
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4e2Ee9RQk8
我對她說：『我愛妳，一定會給你幸福的。』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdmPz7gK56
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpqzcTLhlb
她對我說：『對不起，我要的幸福，你給不了。』733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XLlET7Xrb
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM5CHatzwi
從那之後，我的世界彷彿只剩下了雨天。
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGfkc4NuRz
夜晚，仍是下著雨，外頭黑壓壓的一片，烏鴉猖狂的鳴叫，似乎對我叫囂著。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4ELrXIVQE
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFNSPeu0fu
我衝出了家門，正確來說，是他的家門。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvOypzwuCI
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMilYcWwSC
發了瘋似地，彷佛聽不見任何聲音，看不見身旁呼嘯而過的景色......妳的一切始終跟著我，逃不開，離不去。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWcXYRrxRx
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDdwhjvv3G
不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑不停地跑——直到，我發現自己跪在地上，眼裡的刺痛，分不清是淚水或是雨水。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSURJPHzrnS
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGp4S9GCFs
A離開之後，我的世界開始下雨，傾盆大雨，那樣的雨聲像要撞擊在心臟上一樣。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHitgoGuNa
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFfBeo7RO8h
「別走！」
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnSSjLBVHO
總會想著，妳會不會後悔沒有緊緊抓住我？
總會想著，沒有我的晴天，妳是否也會那樣開心的笑著？733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhEteNuONT
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1coYsxSMS5
「不要管我，你回去吧！」
總覺得，不需要再說出任何承諾。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsNiJlJSvj
總覺得，這個世界已經沒有晴天。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YRDEjsGWI
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmtGVJs4GT
就像聖誕節期盼著聖誕老人的到來，但隔天卻什麼都沒有一樣。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVDMdmKDxj
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNrZYebHqa
「反正，許過的願望，從不會實現。」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS6VzmQHYy
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76limE2OAl
雨水模糊了視線，令我看不清前方的景色，只依稀看見，背著光的他，眼裡閃著灼亮，不知為何，緊緊的瞅著我。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6uBnFkzdE
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGLPKFlOIK
「過來！」他對我喊著。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYlJQRUAxX
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO2DsDOVmV
「不。」我退後了一步。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0CSN3DHJt
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAxwRKaS5o
他低吼著叫了我的名字，通常他只會在真正發怒時，口氣才會這麼重。他不斷地靠近我，我不斷地後退，直到他抓住我手臂的剎那，才忽然發現，眼前的男人令我感到一股壓迫，但卻又無比的溫暖。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIPbiidopi
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwhAcWvD7V
就像一道光線，逐步地想吞噬我築起的黑色高牆。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHaRKsMZON
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6YP72vniL
我又退了幾步，抗拒地想拉開與他的距離。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqED4DAUFRN
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfqkQ1TREM
「我......」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRiDP94YUE
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dKIqH34Jx
「不要靠近我！」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4Q2j6reEB
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjcvz0S8c2
我一直知道，他很溫柔，很有耐心的想將我從過去給拉出來......733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMmoI9Njip
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4oS7wC967
但是，我卻無法相信自己。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1YjKkwqrU
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xxfBw1Vfo
「結束吧，我們結束吧！我許的願望終究沒有實現！我給不起任何人幸福！我沒有辦法——」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONwOYnkuCn
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TKoW4lBHx
「你是傻子嗎！」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsudM3VWX6A
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCBE6cApJg
一陣狂風掃過我的面頰，在我眯起眼的同時，跌入了那寬實溫熱的懷抱。我被他緊緊的抱著，緊緊的錮著，無法呼吸，無法思考，然、後......733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08p7EPIRwb
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE3wII0KbX
「你給不了，沒關係，我給的起就行了！」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcpHwS8KR2
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKCCTIX2Ds
你打破了我築起的高牆，毫不猶豫的讓那強烈的光，刺透我的一切。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtryuyiq8hC
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0mLOvkLmQ
像烈日的太陽一般。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMr9fwLbe5
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkfNmBRqgX
一直都相信著，只要許下願望，就一定能實現。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FUVIk3aFZ
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgMFy8KBUV
就像期盼著十二月份的聖誕節、聖誕老人的禮物，明明知道一切都是假的，卻又想去相信。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fPdoTRoWA
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkq8lyY7G36
「我們回家，好嗎。」733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JPnoWBf6i
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNrN7QH7lJ
即使如此，你仍然滿懷著耐心，待在我身邊。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0VdUcLPeG
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58D6ZcmgjW
就算下著大雨，就算仍然待在黑暗之中，就算，依舊沒有放晴。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDTmlTE57F
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPMziZJtgz
我衝上前，雖然無法完全拋棄過去，但是……733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdSWDp1O4V
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaPE5iVhXA
我相信，未來的我一定會很感激妳，選擇給了自己一個沒有我的晴天。733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0afUZGhQxR
733Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK4AJXBRKb
到底在打什麼鬼......
其實很簡單，就是受被前女友甩了，遇到了攻，但卻一直被過去的陰影所糾纏著的黑暗故事......
不知道這種敘事方式能不能被人接受......我盡力了Orz
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