經過漫長嘅旅程，我終於踏上呢片陌生嘅土地。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG7LHWCRB5
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA7457vE3Z
我用細個儲落嘅錢搵咗個地方暫住，瞓醒之後就漫無目的咁喺條街度周圍行，有時就會亂咁上一架巴士，坐到總站就落車，繼續漫無目的地遊走。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4Se60TZva
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我諗如果紫悅喺度嘅話，一定會笑我，話喺茫茫人海裏面搵一個人等於大海撈針，但我覺得咁樣嘅生活其實都唔錯，每一刻都優哉悠哉，一啲煩惱都冇，比起以往困喺大屋嘅日子實在要好太多。當然，嚟搵高田帆呢個諗法冇一秒被我放棄過，亦都係我置身喺呢片土地嘅最大原因。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oxk2ZCE4i
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JvXr8rIBb
雖然只係過咗兩日，我已經深深領會到紫悅喺我臨上機前所講嘅——混濁嘅空氣無處不在，每呼吸一下都好似將多餘嘅雜質吸到體內一樣，對於呢一點我仍然唔係好慣。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1nyeBOf3zy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEKqJDvv6S
一架大貨車喺眼前揚塵而去，我禁不住掩著口鼻：「咳咳、咳咳…。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRri4QsNcxG
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHg4p8NcA6
咳咗一陣之後，突然有隻手輕拍我膊頭：「冇事吖嘛？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYipt7FjXV
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje7fMyOyIA
一個拎住拐杖嘅婆婆企咗喺我眼前，我搖頭：「冇、冇事，唔該你呀。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonckyCeiS6
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUGtzlF7ju
話音未落，個婆婆突然面容痛苦，我趕快問：「婆婆你點呀？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMbQsf4HduG
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChsl9VemL2
佢一邊揉住後背：「冇事，只係背痛發作，係呢妹妹，你可唔可以幫我拎一拎袋橙，順便送我去附近公園休息呀？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEMuCrGQEv
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCC5Ba0TB3
「冇問題！」我一手接過婆婆手上嘅兩袋橙。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGGKiSy00d
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9MXmVBQeJ
一邊行嘅時候，婆婆滿臉笑容咁問我：「睇你咁生面口，喺外地嚟架？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbtwJgfcKy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcthljRil3U
我點頭：「我以前從來都未嚟過呢度。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FP8Ly9SGb
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljrZt788ZT
「你係嚟旅行？要唔要婆婆介紹附近有咩景點呀？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPMuLCHL1Z
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFqWG5StPs
「比起旅行，我嚟係有更加緊要嘅嘢要做。」我眼望前方。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb5sKL0g8db
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpB6PpeSjoh
「緊要嘅嘢？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxJMfKlE41
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFCwhhxq6b
「嗯，嚟搵一個人。」我對婆婆笑說。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nNt2GiK0N
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml9SiGceLu
「呵呵，對我嚟講最緊要嘅嘢就係每日同孫仔孫女玩…。」婆婆笑得好開心咁講。睇嚟同佢傾咗一陣計，佢暫時忘記咗身體嘅痛楚，所以我都鬆一口氣咁笑。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDx4YoQQul
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NUjsmpSxq
但下一秒，婆婆突然掩住胸口位置，繼而不支倒地。我從來冇遇到過呢種情況，所以花咗啲時間先搵到送婆婆去醫院嘅方法，去到醫院之後婆婆嘅家人都好快嚟咗。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf9ZfRjX2V
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkPLR0qSOZ
喺醫院外面，伯伯同我講婆婆要即時做個大手術，但因為身上冇錢，所以希望我可以幫佢地俾住先：「我一定會還返俾你…！」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGaI7yT8My
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzZexD9vpF
「但係…」我身上嘅錢本身都唔多，根本唔知夠唔夠幫到婆婆。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Kv6PlIAoJ
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnChx4oL03
伯伯突然舉起三隻手指：「一係咁，你墊住咁多俾我地先就夠架喇，求吓你。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU3ftfD9qH
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQJ9K31hef
「吓…？」我對伯伯所講嘅銀碼完全冇概念，不過如果可以幫到婆婆嘅話都想儘量幫，於是我將身上所有嘅錢拎出嚟，「你睇吓呢度夠唔夠？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbm50R6sC8
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O2tkKoCd3
伯伯見到之後，表情變得好開心：「夠、夠！」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLgVqu3cwb
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ct5eJw1kG
「咁你快啲去啦。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5uuR9qutY
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsio2xrmUdq
我繼續喺醫院外面等，等伯伯返嚟同我講婆婆而家情況點，但企到太陽落山，到黑夜降臨依然見唔到伯伯。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeke9DYjhhC
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yGL0rUyQS
去到凌晨嗰陣，我去問護士知唔知做緊心臟手術嗰個婆婆情況點，得到嘅答案係唔清楚，不過今日冇人被安排做心臟手術。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1d74cxJpl
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfHwclvmSA
「咁晏晝同我一齊嗰對公公婆婆…？」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UC7q1pd0u
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqoaOozQc0
「個婆婆冇咩事，休息咗一陣就同個伯伯走咗啦，簡直係浪費救護車資源…。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViCNtmunpa
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVU7q5iDWo
到咗呢個時候我先至後知後覺，但已經咩都做唔到。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtukMFpuGHI
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J9F9rGz6k
「咁我以後點算…。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2u1hiZ2Fy
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfCau5JBYG
所餘無幾之後，好快連住嘅地方都冇埋，身上值錢嘅嘢可能得返電話同手錶，我根本唔知自己仲可以去邊。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbAyTgcMYb
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmMRnZAqZf
紫悅喺我臨走前講過如果遇到有咩事一定要打俾佢，無論佢喺天涯海角都會即刻趕嚟；只不過每次我想按下撥出嘅時候，我都會提醒自己嚟咗呢個地方只不過係短短幾日，如果咁短時間就要向紫悅求救，咁我之前下嘅決心又有咩意義。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb3tFDXmdz
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzBTM5a0sb
仲有，我嚟嘅目的仲未達成，如果輕易放棄嘅話，同嗰個被困住喺大屋嘅自己根本冇分別。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUn8278GMkO
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs8i8d9hiD
每當諗到呢度，我都會收起部電話，然後再諗其他解決方法。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywCW880pPe
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngvK1Y0BDL
冇錢嘅話，大不了我就瞓街。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXkqd6U6RO
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXxwzyLEkX
我拖住疲累嘅身軀走到去一個公園，然後瞓咗喺一張長櫈上面，為咗忘記兩日冇食嘢所累積嘅飢餓感，我淨係想快啲瞓著。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXTVmeAgBD
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8nrtMTMI9
或者瞓喺長櫈同以前瞓喺房間地板嘅感覺有啲相似，好快我嘅意識就開始飄走。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXj64E9ePPz
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhPfPNIAuT
入睡嘅前一秒，耳邊隱約傳來其他露宿者嘅收音機聲：「提提大家，而家正懸掛八號風球，冇咩必要記得唔好出街留喺屋企喇…」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjYNWo52v3
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBuRuH3bLu
時間唔知過咗幾耐，我感覺到有一對手喺我腰間遊走。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hbrXO1IUH
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRS6kPcYOw
我即時清醒過來，見到嘅係一個陌生大叔。我想反抗嘅時候，佢塞咗幾張紙幣俾我：「我俾錢你，你幫我解決吓。」376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjskOJwH5EB
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurhMYjby6z
我咩都冇講，淨係推開佢，然後跑出公園。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNsM0oCi8J
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxw4VjMMkJ5
「喂…！！」佢喺後面叫住我，我以為出咗公園就冇事，但佢依舊對我窮追不捨。明明而家唔係好夜，但街上居然一個人都冇——我先記起原來掛緊八號風球。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8IutJyeu4
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ywMXNMeNj
嗰個人一直跟喺我後面，眼見同佢嘅距離愈縮愈短，我內心首次出現驚恐嘅感覺。我索性咩都唔理，趁住轉彎嘅時候，用餘下嘅氣力跑入一個飄散住陣陣異味嘅地方，然後匿埋喺最埋面嘅角落。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPmKjIXJn1
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNNCuNZBvy
我唔敢再望外面嘅情況，過咗一陣只係聽到嗰個人大叫：「嘩老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿老鼠阿…」然後係一陣腳步聲遠去。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmspgnXHTO7
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuR7XQxatCH
聽到外面冇晒動靜，我偷偷地望出去，先知道自己跑咗入垃圾房。再觀察多一陣，確定嗰個人已經走遠，我至鬆一口氣。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kknxTaDe1
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN9W5LFkkp
但呢一口氣同時將我一直壓抑嘅情緒鬆綁，眼淚好似缺堤一樣，不停從眼眶裏湧出，我將頭埋喺膝蓋裏面。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFx6pDlNV3d
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGV3fVCQfg1
好攰，好想食嘢，好掛住休比，好掛住希洋，仲有卯月。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx9bTPAYAX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7zkgtT7Jy
結果，我都係嗰個咩都要依靠其他人先做到，懦弱到連自己都覺得嫌惡嘅自己。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvM6uKJOujc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGnydtnFJSa
直到眼淚流乾，我連思考之後應該點做嘅氣力都再擠唔出，只係感覺到一陣頭昏腦漲，彷彿下一秒就會成為一具冇呼吸嘅屍體。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGZ5nwMJyF
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdIt6Lcqsb
如果我真係死喺呢度，唔知紫悅會唔會搵到我。又或者，到時我會連同呢度啲垃圾一齊被帶到唔知邊度處理，咁樣同我隔住幾千公里遠嘅媽媽應該都會好開心。啲人話一個人臨死前，諗嘅嘢都會愈來愈奇怪，意識逐漸喪失嘅我開始明白。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCAQ8fYwnl
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqWdwihEcF
就喺呢個時候，一袋垃圾由外面飛咗入嚟，打中咗我，緊接天空傳來震耳欲聾嘅雷聲。因為咁，我嘅意識亦被一下子帶返現實。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWEJY8K3nc
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNndZMTXWdm
我揉著被打中嘅痛處：「痛…邊個咁大力掉垃圾呀…」然後慢慢起身，爬出垃圾堆外。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLuIgmG60m
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XTHprJzn8
「嘩！有人嘅？」頭先掉垃圾嗰個人講，聽落係一把有啲熟悉嘅男仔聲。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSXg61ZXTH
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6NDCvkTfn
「對唔住，頭先唔小心掟中你…。」嗰把聲繼續講。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6Jiat2MRX
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbEp2CZsYY
胸口開始響起強烈鼓動，我緩緩抬頭，去確認心裏面嘅猜想——376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmajoqiC4e
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BaxlHGYpl
依舊係一頭剛過耳嘅短髮，有點顯得寬鬆嘅卡通汗衫，仲有嗰張我一輩子都唔會忘記嘅臉孔。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5SvPkDxXA
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoDgXRw6yJ
「…你冇嘢吖嘛？」眼前嘅男仔帶點慌張，向我踏前兩步。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡod0X7fV3QT
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4gMaUWQHj
要喺茫茫人海裏面搵到一個人，除非呢個世界有奇蹟。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YJIsEzQVB
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkw38k1nyjy
我一直將紫悅嘅說話記喺心入面，因為即使表面唔相信，但我內心深處依然覺得要喺咁大嘅地方裏面搵到高田帆，或者真係冇咩可能。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfO2uINsDD
376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRZoQSrhxV
但係望住呢個相隔十二年冇見面嘅男仔，我想同紫悅講，奇蹟正喺我眼前發生。376Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsH1zhMck5
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