「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶211Please respect copyright.PENANAjTDJzRyId3
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。211Please respect copyright.PENANAxETvluTll2
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見211Please respect copyright.PENANAIGfnkSyvLO
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址211Please respect copyright.PENANATzqY88GgYG
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好211Please respect copyright.PENANAwgKJpsJ2hs
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」211Please respect copyright.PENANADj1PtE4wQ1
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從211Please respect copyright.PENANAADjHZz0eH9
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園211Please respect copyright.PENANAOmfkO9GTZC
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。211Please respect copyright.PENANAwXdzEaLgq8
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡211Please respect copyright.PENANAAgct6gnKXH
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。211Please respect copyright.PENANAvNo8FJbGDW
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還211Please respect copyright.PENANA1zakYQrswY
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來211Please respect copyright.PENANAvDVyekQDJQ
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比211Please respect copyright.PENANAx6vaFcrGT8
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的211Please respect copyright.PENANADfDU7UHfZl
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃211Please respect copyright.PENANALdfzDUaIhM
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的境界。」211Please respect copyright.PENANA75vDhVGBNd
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那211Please respect copyright.PENANAEXGMIflbQJ
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願211Please respect copyright.PENANAcWX7P7wwl5
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會211Please respect copyright.PENANA3aVfB45E3S
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。211Please respect copyright.PENANAZupOV9OBbW
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每211Please respect copyright.PENANAAq5bo5XQMs
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上211Please respect copyright.PENANAQ9M7C6Q2jn
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」211Please respect copyright.PENANA52e96nwMBr
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十211Please respect copyright.PENANAgDCxoz1UBP
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,211Please respect copyright.PENANAoDGKO0heRQ
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?211Please respect copyright.PENANAlGiGxL3rjv
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五211Please respect copyright.PENANAVdAH2WFaqJ
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」211Please respect copyright.PENANANlatHYpR4q
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小211Please respect copyright.PENANAQL1vFGSE4w
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然211Please respect copyright.PENANAa7kjW2T2K3
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。211Please respect copyright.PENANAOtQFoivinC
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」211Please respect copyright.PENANAde76GPsKbt
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢211Please respect copyright.PENANAWN92HyABFY
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」211Please respect copyright.PENANAgFX4q2yjAk
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉211Please respect copyright.PENANAWEJbxzNyJF
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,211Please respect copyright.PENANAAxZ62VROqH
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」211Please respect copyright.PENANARXDlE5RFoj
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,211Please respect copyright.PENANAKekia6INTm
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但我又何嘗全身而退?211Please respect copyright.PENANArYnJWiJM42
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方211Please respect copyright.PENANALEMu2FZK1a
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方211Please respect copyright.PENANA5tv5WwxClS
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是211Please respect copyright.PENANAONAoT6kSGc
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。211Please respect copyright.PENANAclVItcWVrh
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到211Please respect copyright.PENANAudG7LKYjEa
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延211Please respect copyright.PENANALSc0dPN5WM
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。211Please respect copyright.PENANARchQRI6c4i
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也211Please respect copyright.PENANAmy8Ci4W1nY
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得211Please respect copyright.PENANAfrMnkS0VLg
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒211Please respect copyright.PENANACKF8nMyd5i
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。211Please respect copyright.PENANACTGpMEtWHA
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?211Please respect copyright.PENANA68Y7AKFrdE
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但211Please respect copyright.PENANAYQkoHITbTA
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的211Please respect copyright.PENANApGzIJ8njQz
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道歉。211Please respect copyright.PENANAVZ2bIdUWaB
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住211Please respect copyright.PENANABg6PXKtrWz
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。211Please respect copyright.PENANAr2r4fwhFFl
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