「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2FjWO7bZ2
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdBvK03Gp9
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2bdEjAvWT
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9LBOLvKh1
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SNfJRWHfY
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE33vj0zSw
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡopX1pfPcqo
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqrsJGyEiM
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGw5sRBgrj6
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTZC62UuiQ
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoMOiG1A2r
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fnFL6OfXq
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbo98e9bMyO
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZCKTkz55x
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqpGuvM3h4
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGK7XLxw0X
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71Az3LvW4z
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WATpLdF2F
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYtA5uhE7z
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0Cqx9jbIY
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqb3RHDx4S5
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutBayarMi3
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEnFUU3C9I
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAdxm2sgr4
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh7nZ0yWNV
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6vDAEsDVE
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjzAeQeQ5g
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjGi3mhbmW
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb5Xwt1Ft3
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugj20zCbUH
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk29UhlnjA4
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud31eTGkr2
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEUirUqnnc
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85fp0ejXYK
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaMjeNoDx2
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8tIkwkF94
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNUQ21GPkV
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhH7nVJ4qIi
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ614QGPQx9T
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJCX6FWYMJ
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPF5ssLjhk
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytK2lZFtJM
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hNnn09x3b
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Jum3d0XIH
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyjT3jhpO7
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONC0wPCQTC
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QQ69qJr5n
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LfG0Z7fMr
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA1yjlXip1
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gPckP5ZMD
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ohHp2dJSz
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKhslUUjtw
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPMuF4LYx8
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUfucAd3LI
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHPjaCG6Oe
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTO7Zr8KX9
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMJJXfzGD1
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLr212YjKAl
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgAgNenH8h
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BIGsCBgOM
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQecU47FH9
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxdyCPCDr6
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlm04BP9lW
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfsULICmXD
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmiNjhQmVZ
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH15xfN65OJ
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YE90a4zSJ
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD8avhFNyl
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我的衣服嗎？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LiiC1oTfV
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ8wafUhqH
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqJLsXXeYr
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX4XdX1C0g
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO6z6TZOs8
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAuKFikevx
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8iQyBHTyi
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExWoDgPD7y
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVc3S1o84N
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEqGJZiVN9
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbq8qxj0wU7
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04MAz3B5Ag
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHwxqqUvii
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8YPPICNjyR
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。207Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6i2TOCa6a
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