「哎唷,隔著浴廉又看不見,你還在生氣啊?」背後傳來小蝶271Please respect copyright.PENANApfA3UoQyA7
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試探的尋問,隔著兩層薄被,可以感覺到她過於冰冷的體溫。271Please respect copyright.PENANALgzNhBvROG
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「你還記得嗎?志珊,高中畢業以後,有好幾年我們都沒有見271Please respect copyright.PENANAniyOpsgaVl
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面耶,而且你後來搬出來住,要不是半年前我從你哥那裡問到住址271Please respect copyright.PENANAgAwRwwEQt3
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,根本就找不到你的人,更別說像最近這樣一起過夜,現在讓我好271Please respect copyright.PENANAqwoKEV5zob
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懷念國中的隔宿露營哦!」271Please respect copyright.PENANAnYkyA5Hw4r
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小蝶的體溫總是比一般人來得低,國中剛入學時,好不容易從271Please respect copyright.PENANAwa4CXla0U3
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不同班的國小六年被編入同一班,我們開心的拉著手逛遍整個校園271Please respect copyright.PENANAqincIpk7J8
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,從那時候起國中三年和高中三年,都是我負責在幫小蝶暖手。271Please respect copyright.PENANAx9ctkPubeR
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我繼續假裝睡著,不搭理小蝶的自言自語,而小蝶不曉得是睡271Please respect copyright.PENANAlSWgbEGTKH
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不著,還是知道我還沒睡,自己一個人喃喃說下去。271Please respect copyright.PENANAX8tzrRmoDZ
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「說起這個,就想起那個時候的志珊好能幹,無論是搭帳篷還271Please respect copyright.PENANAjB47mUwCV5
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是燒碳烤肉,你都可以一個人做得很完美,那個時候我就覺得未來271Please respect copyright.PENANAQiHEwHERv6
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一定比不上你。事實證明也是這樣的,志珊一直都很厲害,成績比271Please respect copyright.PENANAwcihLaYWXO
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我好,就算你爸反對,你還是念了大學夜間部,然後白天在你爸的271Please respect copyright.PENANATYdBxq2RFL
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公司工作,畢業後沒多久就篡了你爸的位,還把公司帶進上巿上櫃271Please respect copyright.PENANA9UFeyeuvWh
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的境界。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAhZy0NO5p6G
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背對著小蝶,我的思緒落入話題前半段的國中時期,印象中那271Please respect copyright.PENANAImVTzEeuEN
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個時候的我,只是個凡事愛逞強的笨蛋,不願意求助於人,更不願271Please respect copyright.PENANAeLLNOEBrKK
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意輕易在小蝶面前示弱,或許天真的以為自己有一點點希望,才會271Please respect copyright.PENANAu11WdbIKYQ
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那樣傻的以小蝶為中心團團轉。271Please respect copyright.PENANAvD390cb3cM
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「後來我高中畢業又念大學,畢業到現在常常都是待業中,每271Please respect copyright.PENANAR2cGUDmYD2
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次都在想,為什麼我不是志珊呢?志珊長得漂亮,又不只在事業上271Please respect copyright.PENANAxfeW7QAfIn
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有成就,連感情史都那麼豐富,簡直就是我想當的那種人。」271Please respect copyright.PENANA6IANiopXzw
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當我有什麼好?只不過是一個愛逞強的笨蛋,放不下長達二十271Please respect copyright.PENANA0Js6dS6SIL
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年的感情,更放不下比天高的自尊心,才將全部的心力用來工作,271Please respect copyright.PENANAilZj9hNVP9
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或用來跟一些不愛的人一起玩樂,這樣的我有什麼好羡慕的?271Please respect copyright.PENANAQhmKU2tdP7
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「如果我是志珊的話,劉華軒一定會在意我的,才不會三不五271Please respect copyright.PENANAliOfjfEOp5
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時就給我搞失蹤,也不會總是讓我等他,唉!」271Please respect copyright.PENANAwAmSmJQQN8
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聽到這裡,我終於忍不住了回話。半年前擅自闖入我世界的小271Please respect copyright.PENANAsYMTTojUgI
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蝶,跟高中時期的她一樣,心裡想的一直都是她愛的那個人,雖然271Please respect copyright.PENANAExNkLljajp
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當時和現在對象不同,但那為愛情?牲自我的小蝶是同一個人。271Please respect copyright.PENANArl1CRKpaK3
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「說來說去,你滿腦子只有那個劉大少爺。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAPuMlqnAsFb
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「不要吃醋嘛!」小蝶挪動身體靠了過來,這是她的撒嬌攻勢271Please respect copyright.PENANAptjJqddypc
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,十年不變。「轉過來啦,你還在生氣哦?」271Please respect copyright.PENANAJPcr8dXBAX
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「沒有,有什麼好氣的嗎?」我移動身動往床的邊緣靠近,拉271Please respect copyright.PENANAppRFbphcL4
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開與小蝶的距離。「我只是不滿你來我這裡哭訴,佔用我的時間,271Please respect copyright.PENANAJIZTq3Qyp4
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還佔用我的床,再來又浪費下一個五年,浪費我的同情心。」271Please respect copyright.PENANAfIsQCBOhEV
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許久,我的房裡只是一片靜默,我知道那些話可能刺傷她了,271Please respect copyright.PENANAE7aMshCuQE
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但我又何嘗全身而退?271Please respect copyright.PENANAOjPpmaRq29
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高中時期就是這樣,小蝶永遠在戀愛上妥協,次次配合著對方271Please respect copyright.PENANAgp6ysTip8i
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,連自己的生涯規劃都可以為愛情而改變,如果當時沒有發現對方271Please respect copyright.PENANAjkyxkcYoAC
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劈腿,小蝶就不會是現在的小蝶,不會念大學與劉少爺相遇,而是271Please respect copyright.PENANAOBleg191Ib
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跟著那個人出國,過著在國外工作生存的同居生活。271Please respect copyright.PENANAjkQtgeWZBj
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小蝶雖然是個軟弱的女孩,卻可以為了感情作出一般人作不到271Please respect copyright.PENANAy1FAtznsOE
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的重大決定,例如她為了空出和劉大少爺約會的時間,處於學業延271Please respect copyright.PENANAO16EB0UTUO
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畢,連工作都找不到的慘況,仍然甘之如飴。271Please respect copyright.PENANAIEGl7CY7YU
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如果用生命愛一個人,能夠得到對方相同的回報,我希望我也271Please respect copyright.PENANAkOx2EqS4n4
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有小蝶那樣的勇氣,可惜我和小蝶不同的地方也在於此,她即使得271Please respect copyright.PENANAEiurHOgpJw
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不到對方相同的回應,還是一如既往的用生命去愛,而我卻是還沒271Please respect copyright.PENANA9ZPwkGxSWA
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開始就放棄了,連有沒有回應都不想去確認。271Please respect copyright.PENANAnpY0Lv7lcL
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這樣的我,難道有資格責備一個為愛付出的女孩嗎?271Please respect copyright.PENANAbtHsjS8Zxh
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「對不起。」我輕輕說了三個字,閉上眼不去看她的反應,但271Please respect copyright.PENANAdaNk2aBJDi
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心裡很清楚,容易心軟且生性善良的小蝶,絕對會馬上就接受我的271Please respect copyright.PENANARXz9ru3LIT
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道歉。271Please respect copyright.PENANAnCGckvckf6
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微涼的體溫靠近,溼滑的臉龐貼上了我的肩,小蝶用雙臂攀住271Please respect copyright.PENANAYbCDqmxgRd
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我的右手臂沒接話,我們就在這樣的氣氛下迎接隔天。271Please respect copyright.PENANAaAn5yJFu5W
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