「小蝶，坦白講，我不知道該怎麼回答你這個問題。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQtwrpYAeb
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「嗚哇......」小蝶戲劇性地哭了起來。「志珊不回答的問題202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzijt0hMI5
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肯定是悲觀的！或許......，他根本就不喜歡我！」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7bKA6vAf5
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講出結論後，小蝶哭得更理所當然了，我的心隨著她一抽一抽202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcYsZfA3zv
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的肩膀而緊縮，不禁再一次自責。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtc4yo3wiXH
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「也有可能......，他是那百分之一的機率啊，雖然很不想幫202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzVmgIpuME
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他說話，可是或許，世界上真的有那種......明明喜歡對方，卻常202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi2Zcn24LY
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常不在意對方的人存在也不一定......。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVzPoOX1YW
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「真的嗎？」小蝶終於停止悲傷的抽泣聲，抬起的臉蛋上佈滿202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlLiujLkno
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淚痕，那一條條透明水線，柵欄似的困住我差點衝口而出的殘忍。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpssoIhGbCe
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「明明喜歡，卻不在意，這不是很奇怪嗎？我實在不明白。就202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmR47z66Dj5
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算沒有事先跟他約好，也沒有要見面，但是下班後留下來開會時，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwB3Jzlsvc
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我還是會怕他擔心我而自動打電話報備耶！難道他都不怕我會擔心202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ikN64MTS3
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嗎？還是根本就不在意我會不會擔心？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarnWcG6ogO
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「唉！小蝶，會不會是因為你們交往五年了，他太習慣你的存202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFsdnRN7Vj
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在，覺得你的愛是理所當然，無論他去做什麼，你都會乖乖的等他202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rhEs0HkLG
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回來，所以他就讓你等、讓你擔心，一點罪惡感都沒有啊？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYJyoLweRD
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「你的意思是說，我寵壞他了？」對於這個說法，小蝶相當滿202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0qbTX8set
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意。「志珊，你果然最懂男人。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMtaED1rxY
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拜託！讓你擔心又讓你等，心裡一點罪惡感都沒有，這不就代202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGEWqIwTOF
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表他根本不在乎你嗎？完全不管你的死活啊！只管去做自己想做的202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxN4WEc42F
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事，從基礎忘記你的存在，這樣還能稱為喜歡嗎？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJJLrLRU7i
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可是現在的小蝶非常滿意這個解釋，一點都不想接受現實的模202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoGpv1tLlZ
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樣，我也只好忍住不說清楚。唉！女人只聽自己想聽的話。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzLDUrZ3Cz
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「小蝶，或許你是時候考慮新對象了。」無論如何，讓小蝶哭202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwzR9XxA9C
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的都是壞傢伙。「你們這樣五年了耶，他又不可能改變這個行為，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnD2WvnxibX
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你想要忍受他這樣一輩子嗎？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlOkYyFqoS
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「不想啊！可是如果就像你說的，他只是因為在一起太久了，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSBmp9a2MS
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忘記要珍惜我對他的感情，那我們應該不至於走到分手那一步。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pd8EPjnzG
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「所以，你已經決定要一輩子忍受他這種行為了嗎？」我想，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlohOytr2G7
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小蝶的意思應該跟之前一樣，天真的希望能改變對方。「你知道，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAJyNJMIIt
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愛是不可能改變一個人的，你要想清楚，不分開，就代表你會有數202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEWM03rHcA
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不清的次數打電話沒人接，數不清的次數一個人等著他回電，數不202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog2jEOOG7E
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清的次數害怕他是不是劈腿，數不清的次數猜想會不會發生意外，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFxZDdampP
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數不清的次數等待再等待，而且將來和你們的小孩一起等待，當孩202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xsSPbdDDX
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子問你爸爸為什麼還沒回來，你們也只能一起聽話筒那一端轉入語202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mojSuKdj3
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音信箱，就這樣直到小孩長大，你變老，一直等一直等......。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIQ9IJX6IA
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「......志珊！」她閉上眼大吼，制止了我這些讓她無法承受202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHwqjpL65R
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的殘酷話語，淚水在她臉上形成了包覆的面膜，我家客廳的淺藍色202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6BRMt8Ayu9
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抱枕，被小蝶決堤的淚水染成了深藍色。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yUiUc85gk
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「對不起，小蝶，我知道你會很難過，但是我不能不說，因為202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbse9TH7zRw
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我沒有辦法看著你哭一輩子，我捨不得。」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcFSDsUEAn
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關於這個問題，我們早就談論了五年，哭了五年的小蝶，難道202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YBx6gF3Y4
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從今天開始要一直哭到死嗎？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s9H5pvWIm
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然而最重要的原因，確實是因為我捨不得，小蝶是個多麼優雅202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67wRnRZuiC
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的女孩，從小開始就非常注重自己舉手投足的氣質，去除掉對蝴蝶202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLWwGKRXo6
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的狂熱，小蝶對生活和衣著的品味非凡，她總是美麗耀眼的出現在202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRspYZkPQcP
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大家面前，即使私底下，她在我面前也不曾有過不雅動作，這樣的202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEmVDGNsl4
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完美女孩，不該為了一個男人終生以淚洗面。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxirgmsiwt2
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「為什麼？」小蝶邊哭邊語音不清地說：「身為好朋友的你都202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWCMwxBjWQ
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會捨不得了，為什麼他卻不會捨不得我難過呢？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXoocLyQs1
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「因為......你應該換一個比我更重視你的對象。」如果可以202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZt6AZXxGJ
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的話，我也願意成為那個給你幸福的人，可惜我沒有資格。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts2o39WiFJ
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「嗚......，借我肩膀啦！」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡav4EUB27ND
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坐在小蝶對面，本來就是刻意的保持距離，我知道自己根本招202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77d1nKxSTp
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架不住小蝶示弱的每一個動作，就像現在小蝶要求的安慰，身為好202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0hQ4hBkYv
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姊妹的我，心裡強烈左右搖擺。我借的向來都不只是肩膀和安慰，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU07B5pfsVt
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而是我的關心和擔心，以及濃烈的......心酸。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHPWevmWT0
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「志珊......，我不會弄髒你的衣服啦，你來我旁邊嘛！」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvNNvxlXFf
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小蝶的手掌握住我的指頭前端，我仍然沒移動半步，在小蝶對202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlEJwhOyyx
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面座位猶豫不決，臉上亳不掩飾我的左右為難。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKyjpABiDp3
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「志珊，你借我靠一下嘛！我不要一個人失戀啦！」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7ZvaWNmRB
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她將我的反應解讀成討厭衣服被弄髒嗎？202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIkOU8IKyy
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小蝶說完又掉了四串淚，這華麗的淚痕簡直像刻在我心上，只202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIZTphCpEw
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是一秒，我就發現自己坐到了她身旁，下一秒，蝴蝶紋路點綴的雪202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNKnT7L0hP
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紡紗衣服就在我的懷抱裡了，衣服的主人任性的借走整個我，不單202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yeOkIjtzo
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單只是借去她說的肩膀。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiwKtZx0ZG
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她環抱著將整張臉貼在我的衣服前襟。「唉！不是說不會弄髒202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BSVjFpXrK
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我的衣服嗎？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuCqYeNnb
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沒有回應我的話，她只顧自己發洩痛哭，哭了一會兒，伸手從202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt1ESlvAYZ
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衣服口袋拿出手機，輕輕放在我手心裡。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4NpRu2hdZ
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「唔，志珊，你幫我保管手機，我想，如果我自己帶著手機，202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlxCND0U9y
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一定會忍不住想接他電話，或是忍不住想打給他，這樣，我會一輩202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnIFF2jhZ8
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子不幸的，你可不可以幫我這個忙？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvPAjDwlCS
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看來是下了相當大的決心，這樣的小蝶，不知為何的忍人憐愛202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJsfrK0bBr
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，我無法拒絕她的求助。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAHBrFtdQK
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「好是好，可是你不帶手機，我怎麼找你？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEgW01KQtr
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「不用找我，從今天開始，我想暫時住你家。」她抬起頭，身202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV5apGJCrl
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體仍然像無骨水母般癱軟。「收留我好不好？」202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssA10a7Udg
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「我家？！」幾乎大吼。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9QLWrL7hw
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這個消息也太突然了吧！我沒有一點心理準備。何況，我其實202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8A3Kk4qcV
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不太願意讓小蝶住進來，因為有不想讓她知道的秘密，一個我隱藏202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpTie9aJgH
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了許多年的秘密，現在讓她住進這個私人空間十分不妥。202Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiED3gHFk0p
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