仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBtTEFDEq4
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKcQkuZlwU
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如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECxRQIoIQe
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為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMuKv01BhK
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我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Lz31WsYpz
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"我諗可以嘅。"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Ohn3H8H6
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接近六點，佢回覆我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAtJWfujwG
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一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIIg8p0cQC
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"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORwO8xld6C
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"嗯........好吖。"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfSKR7A5Wv
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佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfGybVfZFW
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"係咪有心事？"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzQsIOj6Do
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我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9b2N26g2W
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因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQ9d7E8DQE
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"嗯......無嘢呀！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxPDnEnV8e
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我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZda37EY7AY
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"今晚上你度，好唔好？"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELw8Pow4Sn
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食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpulXk1FtV
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我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiYyyCldFj
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"唔得就算啦！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwN1GxY6Jp
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見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfX6YVK6IBu
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"唔係呀，只不過........."319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyADNoTOlE
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我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI2Wf9Ii4G
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"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1lcMxP7oJ
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男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNsT75W1qE
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"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeyqL8dwzf
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我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhjBQaYfG8
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我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ANr6q1miI
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"一陣再搵你！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqDxYJln7M
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男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij44auq53C
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我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVTMIFF6zk
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"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBMuaL5GHE
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男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Y1WrU1iEF
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"唔好咁啦！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sqJnFEO8o
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男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrh54L10An
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"我好快返嚟，等我。"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcBXrtjKpX
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佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2deybtLQS1
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我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4KtGf0o0M
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我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUqUJyrmZY
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我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyijmxCxzc
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我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNaSsQOWtY
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感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6GsVFbkXy
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不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gNrOt2fll
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飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3wC89rmadV
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我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8r0eYiC3R
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可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO4ylLUa58
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.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCshkqVPYG
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呢張係四個月前第一張。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ErLfGRPQu
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Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DdExe2S3E
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『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj3b3XLtHN
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呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjJ9LKCWv2
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『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPKdbbfNzx
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呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouk7ULAwgI
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以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvQmuoWhvN
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尤其是最後一張。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77lPqD4486
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『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HroPbNQeR
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Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwvEz088oH
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下星期三？咪即係今日！319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbttoGalORr
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嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ7moUmnMI
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我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2wsp9KYai
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我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡst1oM6ZupZ
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呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQmvrGxUyN
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不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDjyi0H1oi
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凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TniWSFeYJ
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"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONn9MHOQMR
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男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0E6jWEx3HN
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"我call咗車，我走先！"319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1qXsiIJEb
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男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU0LhVE8hr8
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我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvaIJIHBOv
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“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NhRwypxGJ
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男友追到落嚟。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTgd1Qjf44
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“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQzdjRocrB
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我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojAyAFYZQ5
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我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VpEiMi40j
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男友拖住我返上佢屋企。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLFiXru8HP
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我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。319Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQv3MTBEyt
