“隻介指係我送俾佢，但唔係訂婚用嘅！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FihsJpjRv
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCp0g1v7rP
George再俾電話我嗰時，一開始就澄清最重要一點。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5trskGbfLr
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTWRvjriHd
“C，你講過，要我同你做決定，我而加邀請你同我一齊去渡假，你唔可以拒絕，知道嘛！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuShTIfBBor
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMcygFbrNdh
我擔心自己一對熊貓眼暴露喺佢面前，不過仍然撐得大大，眼淚不停咁流，但係開心到忍唔住笑，對住佢不停點頭，表示答應。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5evkhyCC7
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHJmCdG21g
“點解會咁突然，你唔可以呃我！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzHlcIr6SV
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJDbPdz5X8
“C，我唔會呃你！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeguRyDEkk
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ro15zLPCJ
“喺Julie face book上面，睇到你哋發展得好順利，我唔明點解會⋯⋯”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyeudBFp78
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJuofMnuXK
“C，我同Julie發展得唔係好似你想咁順利，我希望再同你重新開始亦都唔係好突然。"357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WmBPtH4m8
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0rhdQxqHW
George同我講返同Julie一齊嘅經過。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8Lkywlbrv
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYljxtdp60I
"我重遇番Julie，我係有啲矛盾，高興見番一個好朋友，但對佢當年提出分手有啲耿耿於懷，同佢一直都只係工作伙伴嘅關係。
直至嗰個星期六，我哋攪個修訂，做完已經好夜，佢第一次叫我一齊去吧坐吓，聚吓舊，我哋講番以前嘅舊事，大家好開心。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8T36G3uuDd
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GiRAy5nJC
我哋開始咗之後類似嘅飯聚，做完嘢，我哋會一齊食吓飯，然後散吓步，有時大家興之所至，就一齊再去吧飲杯嘢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMasHcCpGz
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5k0JFjqn6
隨住相處漸多，挑番起對佢嘅感情，我哋開始約會，當時我好矛盾，因為我仲愛你。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIhMGzKWiO
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG300GUFJJN
Julie要求我復合，我抗拒唔到，可能我唔甘心當年我哋無緣無故咁分開，不過我仲係好喜歡你，我唔知點處理，所以我逃避你，減少搵你，唔敢向你坦白，我心理壓力好大。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WFurmJVxs
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKC1b2x0rvq
直至你約我食飯，碰啱佢喺外地番嚟，佢一到香港，就喺機場俾電話我。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqGejim80Z
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADUN7zPasx
“我記得，當時我坐喺你旁邊，我估可能係佢。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJWuV5zsAj
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3yALCfckK
我同George講當時我有直覺，知道係Julie。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2cCI7nifv
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAzIy8qzC8
“我本來只係覆電話俾佢，不過佢堅持一定要見我，明知你喺我度等我，但係我好似著咗魔，仍然掉低你，上咗佢屋企。
C，嗰晚佢比平日熱情，好主動，超乎我哋復合以來只係接吻同愛撫，佢推我入佢睡房，想留我喺度過夜，我知道佢目的係想我拋低你，但係我都順從佢。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXAYcOsXAXh
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9Rof4A4K2
我奇怪George同我講過，我哋分開前，佢同Julie未發生過性關係，不過我無質疑佢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrS5VHfr8M
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTo2qd9wWe
“C，我好自私，當時我係想搵番以前同佢做嘅感受，但最後關頭，我就想起你，覺得我同Julie咁做，係對你唔住，最後一刻我無同佢做。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xezElKQ3d
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1k9dkVnXj
我覺得對你哋兩個都有虧欠，我覺得自己唔知想點。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7r2AtqMcDF
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzzJnfdmGa
你亦都喺嗰晚正式知道我同Julie嘅事。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAH3nu5JNGV
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SVkKJjfwD
“其實我已經feel到，加上Julie好早喺佢face book 度暗示咗，嗰晚睇到佢寄俾你啲明信片，只係進一步證實啫。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9dnMnWqT5
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6wMxHaIp8
我打斷咗George。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbAoeVNrGW
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91bg4DnbVW
“我同佢第一次見面後，第二日佢喺face book就要求我add佢，可能佢要製造一個渠道俾消息我。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZtUBEjXPc
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqOMejfIrH
我向佢補充。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPwZZ0n4Pv
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp1Ja1TpF0X
“C，我明白Julie心理，佢佔有慾強，嗰晚佢知道你同埋我一齊，所以佢堅持要見我，佢同我上床，就係想留我喺佢度過夜，就係要測試，你同佢之間，我會點選擇，好可惜，我明知佢目的，仍然順從佢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccoYsO7bXH
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPo0mSlsVe
到我半夜堅持要走，佢覺得係失敗咗，所以佢第二朝一早六點幾叫我返公司，無需我多講，嗰朝我係一早就撲返去公司等佢。
但係唔係佢比你重要呢，我真係唔清楚，我思緒好混亂，想趁去總公司做嘢呢幾個月，避開晒你哋兩個，靜靜咁想清楚自己想要咩。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMaAko4VLF
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiiehE3NJF
頭嗰個幾月，我無搵過佢，反而我不時想起你，忍唔住都聯絡你，嗰時我好開心。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbr6AKUTxs
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFI3WRW22y
我當然記得，佢話工作清閒咗，我仲替佢高興，點知好境不常啫。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtItAL0ZF3
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6GXSGsyzp
“無幾耐，香港呢邊通知我，話有幾個重要嘅project，一定要我接番手。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALmL2oUdGG
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjhsfrxwCZ
之後，Julie差唔多每兩個星期就過嚟一次同我工作會議，佢通常星期四、五到，跟住嚟緊嘅星期一走，佢話唔想住酒店，嚟咗我度住，我哋變相開始一齊生活。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmgDMhNR62
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAn2XOJtIl
“所以你無聯絡我。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVSzQZOR6F
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BpGAu8lPc
我諗番起，都仲有啲傷感。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aKleaZIwJ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeZODIeYeI
“C，好對唔住，喎陣我只係想，唔可以一腳踏兩船，否則，我、你、Julie，都會受到傷害。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49Uw8gnJf1
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcOiFNkxHC
“你選擇放棄我！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh71MkdHwEb
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5kPFhCb0k
我雖然自己都覺得Julie每一方面都比我強，認為George應該選擇佢，但當事情發生，我唔單止呷醋，仲好悲愴。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA2E1zQptD
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQq3TrxjElQ
“Julie知道只要佢一齊，我就唔會聯絡你，不過點都好，我哋一齊生活咗半年，大家好努力營造到我哋分開之前咁，不過只係一個外殼。
喺床上面，佢好熱情開放，但係我總係無咗以前同佢靈慾相通嘅感覺，反為令我覺得佢係好勝，只係要得到佢想要嘅嘢，同時要你輸俾佢。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZondRLTjAB
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV3WovAHbqu
我懷念你嘅笑聲，懷念你無造作嘅嬌慵，懷念同你一齊嘅每一個細節。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGnlibCzui
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpIOesKXZt
我想同Julie講清楚，但係佢比我想像中聰明，佢搶先我一步，以後佢過嚟都住酒店，只係間中約我去酒店。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXACzZiJJQ
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbcMQjK5zyp
“點解你會買隻介指俾佢嘅？”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwof7E2dAl
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyNYw2qkyA
“有一次我哋去玩，佢問可唔可以送一份禮物俾佢，我以為佢想要一啲旅遊紀念品，呢啲當然無問題啦，不過兩日旅程中，佢一直都無再提過。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzJwEqNhTo
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcGjHsaFFX
到旅程完結，返番去town，佢帶我去咗一間珠寶店，原來佢已經睇定咗一隻介指，我無得反口，就送咗隻介指俾佢囉。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Zm1N2ELAG
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0CB6WjAsU
“哈哈，你可能誤導咗佢啦！”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS3yt9G8ZX
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77Hxva6yFM
我輕鬆同George講。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tEyXRS4m9
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLVu6LKruW
而加佢同我表白咗，我無須再疑慮，心情同之前幾個月真係天壤之別。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTaV9bypXX
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXcI9NyrrK
“我無啦，我送俾佢之時，我仲同佢講，條頸鏈仲靚啦，只不過Julie話佢喜歡呢隻介指啫！357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6DNwNd19m
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRZJDa8y9y
C，成件事係我自己定力唔夠，令到你受苦，我想同你重新開始，又怕你唔肯原諒我。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtZ5pCgwMs
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoJwZFuCSm
我決定做番一啲嘢向你表示我對你嘅誠意。”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4SJobzWMx
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18RekYRN7Y
“你做咗啲咩呀？”357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG18DhQhHiU
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCPW5ikL0j
經過呢兩年，我唔再需要George為我做啲咩，只要佢喺返我身邊，佢已經為我做咗最好嘅事情。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BGI3kpsNn
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnswcMWYr7
佢話啲嘢喺佢屋企，佢要保持秘密，遲啲我過到去佢嗰邊，佢先會俾我知係咩嚟嘅，佢知我成晚無瞓過，仲叫我放一日假，休息一吓。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNYVA6Bpcm
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3AURmAvTb
但係我唔想臨時臨急放假，無人幫老闆一齊見客。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjpq0Dz9zN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEicua6itTs
雖然帶著個黑眼圈返工，但係心情好輕鬆，只要有時間就偷偷哋send短訊俾George，瑣瑣碎碎，乜都同佢講一餐。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQjS8U2dnP
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbt6h3UY9T
呢一年，我經歷咗無George喺身邊嘅失落，同佢每次接觸嘅喜悅，初戀甜蜜嘅感覺，原來只係佢可以俾到我，以前只係我自己唔知道滿足，又或者係我俾自己一個借口去放縱內心潛藏嘅野性。357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6K3VzKWmf
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGNQPFnXmN
357Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbZ3b9f0ZP
