仲有幾日又係重陽節，自從喺農曆年同男友行花市，四圍去拜年，吃喝玩樂幾日之後，中間呢九個月過得好沉悶，同佢見面越嚟越少，見親佢，佢都好沉默，我哋之間好似有一條罅隙，而且條罅隙越嚟越擴闊。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqHziov1Py
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再過多一個月，男友就正式借調去總公司，聽講係佢主動申請，佢要喺嗰邊逗留最少九個月，或甚至一年。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCznoJcnz7
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjXIctAP8X
如果我唔再爭取多啲機會，可能要一年後，先可以多啲時間同佢相聚。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPcWBJXXAB
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLjf4e74bz
為咗有清晣嘅交代，佢安排咗嚟緊連續三至四個星期日，出差同海外客户工作交接，所以佢都唔會喺香港。
自從中秋節後，我已經幾個星期無見佢，如果再唔喺平日搵佢，都唔知幾時先可以再見到佢。
"今晚有無時間陪我食餐飯？"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWI2TnkgwZH
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6H0Lwz5a27
我過咗下午茶時間先傳訊俾佢，因為太早搵佢，佢都未必可以即時肯定答應我得定唔得。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtJinsxArJ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroybAWJEEK
"我諗可以嘅。"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9z19JbqkC
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpsoFfHXn8
接近六點，佢回覆我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2eGgpma3K
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4Dw8hC2fw
一餐好平淡嘅晚飯，再唔似以前嘻嘻哈哈，我同佢少咗好多話題，有啲嘢我想問，又唔敢問，變成大部分時間都係靜默耷低頭食嘢，不過可以見吓佢，我都好滿足。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYUadK6ASHN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZrA9Hzp1D
"我抽時間同你執吓行李？"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7nTr5TN5D
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS50Pv1FDH
"嗯........好吖。"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Aatowlof
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6TqydwcTT
佢近來都係咁講嘢，滿懷心事咁。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjHKRf09lc
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQCVCU5aH8
"係咪有心事？"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiLqz9jt9C
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70K56unBXz
我真係好想知佢近來諗緊乜，唔通佢真係想同Julie復合，如果佢真係有咁嘅念頭，我又點可以阻止，我只求佢早啲同我講，唔使等我心掛掛。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8m8sQN6oi
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiWJJKDifc
因為Julie喺facebook沉默咗一段時間，兩三個月前，佢又活躍番，似乎好開心，有啲嘢想公開咁。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHRXX7p3RY
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLEuxuqUxJ
"嗯......無嘢呀！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN6P4elqJG
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UrrfuDC9y
我關心佢，但嘅然佢咁講，我只好接受，當佢真係無嘢算啦。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF7SbVcGEN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8XGJjMQ4L
"今晚上你度，好唔好？"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuBiQnNFq2
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡive1D69Feu
食完飯，佢打算送我走，開車無幾耐，我決定拋開女仔嘅矜持，主動同佢要求。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiYOlYlJgk
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIMReg63M7
我好掛住佢，好想佢攬吓我，愛吓我，我同佢無親熱好耐，唔通佢無需要，定係有其他渠道發洩。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnb2ta9URgR
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68GowwA5J6
"唔得就算啦！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmlrC3QnLl
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJsmQG0t5E
見佢好猶疑，我有啲唔開心。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nulpY2jPR
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcXCzJUF2z
"唔係呀，只不過........."378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LIZbAk7dA
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaxheKzisx
我突然想起Gigi，佢掛住啲家務，連做愛都唔專心，唔通男友又係咁，掛住啲工作？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oeMJiuyKZ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyduuZQ6qY
"係呀，揸緊車，好吖........嗯......係呀..........."378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvbJyqFPBY
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnz351N0I9P
男友未同我講完，佢手機響，佢平日習慣用短訊，但係揸緊車，回覆唔到，對方可能搵得佢好急，等住佢回應。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP9lNhCRwsh
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGtAsRWeXy
"前面放低我，我自己上你度，如果你唔方便嘅，我第二日先再上去啦！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgtWdfMiJd
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaNgpyn50J
我見男友講電話講得吞吞吐吐，隱隱悔悔咁，又不時眼尾望吓我，好明顯佢唔想我聽到佢講咩。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4KftrDCsI
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs99NMtHpi
我拍吓佢手臂，叫佢喺前面路邊放低我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JkACnrigQ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSP9i5ox6TB
"一陣再搵你！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jmEsoyDpJ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3vRMK0jSk
男友向對方講一句，匆匆忙忙收線。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED4y6aCSnA
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX9xiuE4WQ
我有不祥預感，對方可能係Julie。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3UJUjeOHa
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj08dZ0Ouh6
"對唔住呀，我唔想阻住你講電話！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxAtq5YUke
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDOe1R9dDY
男友仲未停定架車，我搶先同佢講，我好辛苦忍住眼淚。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5KbRBpTIV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtBSNfw49X
"唔好咁啦！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvtIJXakPS
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFELGsr7hHY
男友唔俾我落車，繼續車我去佢屋企。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbndA4SOdFl
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3CecPWqg8
"我好快返嚟，等我。"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjSiGdUdQ3
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf9hiWZ7LH
佢陪我入咗屋，到底係咩人搵佢搵得咁急，為咗工作，定係其他急事，佢無提，無講咩原因，淨係叫我等佢。
佢從來未試過咁樣拋低我，自己走咗出去，莫非對方真係咁重要。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lQKgNy7GK
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYhfw6Z3xF
我第一時間衝入浴室，坐喺浴缸邊飲泣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAmTYgujx7
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oUzaphlbJ
我好想搵人傾吓，皓皓？van仔？佢哋會明白我而家處境？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnFjl8tRU8
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIPFRC4VkH
我逼自己平復心情，男友可能只係落街覆個電話，佢好快返到，我唔想俾佢見到我咁樣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5fOih9mAh
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctNr16SUAa
我喺廳度等佢，一個鐘頭過咗，佢仲未返。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAxSklKUIw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzDDluo9dw
感覺上佢屋企啲擺設嘅位置有輕微改變，唔通係Julie做嘅，佢用佢一貫隱晦嘅手法通知我佢上過嚟？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4B09ivhO8
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIxD7JQXvL
不過我太耐無上嚟，已經唔記得自己之前點擺放佢啲嘢啦。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxop23Q4KPe
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZBf4ENMsa
飾物櫃旁邊放咗一疊明信片，明顯係以前無嘅，我隨手睇吓，不出所料，全部都係Julie呢四個月喺外地寄俾佢嘅。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGRVNteeQN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMaMr3NxVHx
我以前無見過呢啲明信片，今晚俾我見到，可能我突然上嚟佢度啦，不過我始終信仼佢，一直以來，我上佢屋企之前都唔會預先通知佢，佢對我亦無嘢隱藏，甚至連屋企佢部私人電腦，佢都解晒鎖，任得我登入。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI068cVGduP
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzuvNjbSq6
可能以前啲明信片擺放其他地方，我無留意到啫。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv09N0KTqJM
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhs89ZIkz64
.我呃自己，我無時無刻都留意住Julie，佢寄俾男友啲嘢，如果我見過，點會唔記得吖。
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『Hello，一到步即做兩件事，一，寄明信片俾你，二，坐緊的士去個客度開會。Miss you！！』378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF31l0RP70
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcN6vtMSYs
呢張係四個月前第一張。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwjeYx7rMx
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKvGLtEDdmr
Julie習慣寄明信片，喺佢facebook都見過唔少，378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXD1bR1Us50
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuJdYWErin
『Hi，雖然係夏天，見到個雪山都覺得凍，有個人攬住吓，俾啲溫暖我就好嘞！Miss you！』378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lPd66N8Nf
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDieJxyDZVn
呢張應該係瑞士寄出嘅，佢依然用曖昧嘅手法，係咪俾緊暗示男友呢，憑佢哋以前嘅關係，男友一定接收到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaP21eRuSS
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡparxma9ygG
『Dear，It's a hard day。Miss you！ Miss you！ Miss you！』378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMzobkE8BV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMsOzi0V64
呢張寄出日期距離瑞士寄出一張，相隔一個月。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYPSHsp83Z
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDeVPisk8o
以日期排序，跟住仲有兩三張，每張message都好簡短，但係佢對男友嘅稱呼越嚟越親密，顯示佢哋發展好順利，難怪男友對我亦都越嚟越沉默，呢幾張明信片好似一把把劍，每一把都狠狠拮落我心裡面。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHceDHIkbY
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb24X4f23H4
尤其是最後一張。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKFUGT2YVr
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ27Z7ObvE
『Love，will be back on next Wednesday ！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVc4BrDrfoj
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgLE5V73IV
Sweetie，期待嚟緊嗰個trip，love and miss you。 』378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaS6NPMgSSl
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQnqLbFmg1
下星期三？咪即係今日！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9WwMfNDUR
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyLivKAtHn
嚟緊嗰個trip，Julie會同男友一齊出trip？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46iDBTGLoI
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa40yYeXnfw
我腦裡面一片空白，成個人恍恍惚惚，呆坐喺廳。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw3BMOM79o
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9C6akoijb2
我一直疏忽咗，男友個師姐早前曾經提醒過我，佢話Julie對想得到嘅嘢，佢好積極，好進取，同埋好有部署，好有計劃。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhZ8Be6LDv
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tzbsFxgBl
呢七個幾月嚟，相對Julie，我偏偏太被動，太不干預，太佛系。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTQM0GJ6z4
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfdQI59TJx
不過我唔想將愛情變成爾虞我詐，勾心鬥角，況且我唔擅長攻心謀略，要同人鬥爭，一丁點我都做唔嚟。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfZlBKNi9m
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54W0e3c1OK
～～～～378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ixGdW24DV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKfcIBwwvN
凌晨四點，我聽到開門聲。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡko13n6ZulY
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtjxK9DxSQ
"對唔住，我遲咗返嚟！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkV1JuU15d
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLF59fl5IC
男友嘆一口氣，歉疚咁望住我。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaClap6EWm
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuQzPFbU2C
"我call咗車，我走先！"378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG78maNxnV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMposEu6B36
男友喺後面叫住我，我無理佢，一口氣衝咗出門口，我怕稍一留步，就會撲埋佢度，攬住佢大喊，我唔想攬住正話攬過Julie嘅人。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoudHj5oel
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxANUZA4rJ
我想避開男友，走咗落兩層樓嘅後樓梯，坐喺地下流眼淚。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKTZoQV9pj
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ4lJamTQN
“C，對唔住，我傷害咗你！”378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOeN7pfL8h
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroYVVPT9AP
男友追到落嚟。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlv0BcfToW0
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHqv89QfMz
“我唔知自己想點，你俾啲時間我，可以嘛？”378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobbZgC3Kwr
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMgyQLymq5
我同佢一齊好幾年，佢對我好，我好清楚，只不過而加出現喺我同佢中間，係一個佢深愛過嘅人。
佢哋一齊嘅時間比我同佢長，而且和平分手前，佢哋一直長久保持住非常親蜜關係，男友只係無奈被迫放手。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY4oxEQd8M
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmvUH6w0wL
我各方便都唔及Julie，我想放棄。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7zxKPEqPz
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlVMv8eWBl
男友拖住我返上佢屋企。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCq1HLTdYs
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsEQ1U5BtF
我同佢雖然兩、三個月無性接觸，但我而家一啲需要都無，相反，我想佢用力咁攬住我到第二日，俾我感受喺佢懷抱裡面嘅安全感，今晚係我同佢最後一次擁抱，我心裡面有咁嘅準備。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyxScnSKgo
