回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nM0UkKXud
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjAZpsw3BV
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUEi8t40tY
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcT8gYaYyw
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqzuf5sSCg
我的眼淚不斷湧出來574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8E9psifBe
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraN56kmZ7C
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdJTXCKyyi
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSjy44NIwE
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LTUzsnWHJ
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgYiWKRuud
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFapUX78kXT
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mJoqKjEml
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UAcJ7RHZA
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdD9QRukSib
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFS4wwP58W
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdficCBE3zB
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX64EUlwu5c
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QR3OQ2WJm
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqEyHuRrNW
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPEloGogCyU
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYps35pRO03
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFehcMp6KXn
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMwnVmftsM
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可惡！連手機也沒電！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67jiB1vpBa
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIdZxuc66t
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50FBiWLoul
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXYD6ADtxL
我仍然有呀怡．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchxUjyvwaW
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電話沒電。574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtbWKTCZ78
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRh2i5Lo8f
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTfcdVhThr
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第６次撥號，終於通了574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMykSGx5BYH
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4S5mmf5DH
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynZaz91uY7
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXuub4HH0h
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXhlQ03FQZ
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSdqi1KrLO
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vaOhFGAy9
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjIsxokMLS
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdTvgehjtN
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJCyVeJFE9l
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlW2UoU2whV
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrLpNHcFEx
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0pwIHQXgK
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DoUrBdMIM
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpJHE8e0v0
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「你．．等陣有野做？」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu20KdbvGCz
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LX3NBnN4C
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIYNsKuubf
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMrLEBhffw
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJPqgNEq1c
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7H397hIP3
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKE40D3r5b
我仔細想想，還是算了574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhKByAHx3o
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eTB1xx6ZL
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4r4TDkBlhJ
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2btuOeYaMk
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMz1b59F4Gy
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvYN4hz2ml
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRCBlUdIcZ
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi0m92qvTh
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukHVO0l8M7
我也只好乘巴士回家574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Q7RMUxya0
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sCnPex6W4
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEKhcCTctk
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回家後．．我不知如何開口574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF3xccT93U
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84MBu9RZlb
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6VX07ASsy
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJbbuVflT0
家人可說是我的死穴574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgS9saAwtr
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNuJnXo3ZG
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYYhIjZIHb
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqT90RRRxdS
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很累．．我真很累574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLEvtrxaAr
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我躺在床上574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJIyR9Oqxb
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Nye1FpX7e
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxlBTsS0PK
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！574Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVc6eD2vpE
