回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElQMwiOYN5
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxE3toTBYKo
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuDy9oVQ7C
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfMnvdCof3
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgVC53t7IJ
我的眼淚不斷湧出來564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7UujjvX3T
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3qutXpwNV
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuojfdx3GF
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa2cSvClgG
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZwqYBUFbW
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpC2VSWjqNM
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVEuz6FK4z
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hIwKe4chV
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwYvjliLae
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1gMQ8nfvD
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFO3YbwKI1r
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8tJh2I6dO
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NRbzPlPAm
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX50UEGK7MI
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nAaFneEDW
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTl0y2QqxO
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUPcAYJsyd
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6g3hA3Sw9a
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedhNxed6RC
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可惡！連手機也沒電！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsidHCrEsj
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIerdy1qcF
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVL74nuS9R1
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZiYWMhmgU
我仍然有呀怡．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRcjV9wEvx
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電話沒電。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmnLrNor4D
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdO6DVLgKg
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdryGZatCeU
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第６次撥號，終於通了564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkL2kL84c7
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSLDOjXa2Q
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8mgevSXTl
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9EuRqBU8P
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLMHOAQNqY
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkAVJCSaUg
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1HajQkIB1
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwra4yGdEyx
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF5ReFiMDI
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCLqH25OVa
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPW02tk6I1
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3m2K2DRMah
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApW45fSMip
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZC0mUOaRtA
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjRA97ESJM
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「你．．等陣有野做？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MlsvIER61
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9hlwn9qvi
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLQ9wQ1Vvt
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPexInkggi
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdz2LGD0AKK
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGvUH8PkJK
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT9i0b6p0qQ
我仔細想想，還是算了564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWksJVvhZG
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡInCZzE5Sts
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurYclC0Nvt
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cs98TkxGK
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6Yaz1Regs
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NSlOocxkz
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UHdoNI8il
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeNztI4G5i
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UIwiVdJBo
我也只好乘巴士回家564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFAjjx0ARI
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC37U72e2KO
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VS4za5nnD
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回家後．．我不知如何開口564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwhTyi4hHs7
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh7MkWmuUo
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXLUvtg7vd
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzSwjESPFp
家人可說是我的死穴564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXNMjqB7R8
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqglnF7San5
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbGf5OoTWe
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEez34bCGoQ
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很累．．我真很累564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJFpkl2lV4
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我躺在床上564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXpKXxldRD
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16IVHPlnOZ
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3VjVPKhsY
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3kj0KFKiR
