回想起自己這麼努力，這麼辛苦569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx8CObIUVq
花了兩年光陰完成高考課程，花了不少金錢時間補習英文，溫習到凌晨達坦569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Q394CjWzm
這一切這一切．．．現在卻什麼都不是569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOposzFCgdB
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再回想家人多想我能進入大學，尤其是媽媽，每天也給我湯水．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HWhE6IQNV
想到這裡，我崩潰了．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rYnw8TgrE
我的眼淚不斷湧出來569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuvOXOgNiS
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但身旁卻是一群陌生人，我不想．．我不想自己的失控把旁人嚇怕，也不願讓高佬文他們看見，我嘗試冷靜自己569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5yhoajTQ6
但我真的很辛苦．．很苦569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KknCz8nDl
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而往後的午餐，吃了什麼，我也不記得，反正都沒有味道．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOfXUNarBe
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「呀峰，洗唔洗咁頹呀，你肯努力既一定可以上番大學！」 高佬文看見我沒出聲，便希望鼓勵我569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCCCNB9NmKt
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我點點頭，笑笑以示明白569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYNzE1PN68
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「誰都不知我心底，有多暗」這是我現在的感受569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5KDWAXJEb
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呀怡傳來訊息問我情況569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaHKmi3p2r
我簡單回覆了，表示不能進大學569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAVVNcoQWg
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「親愛的，任何事都有我陪你，你要繼續加油呀！支持你！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pfyM5aPY4
呀怡的回覆令我的眼淚又再次湧現．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7R6fGveuK
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「多謝你呀！我愛死你啦！我今晚想見你呀，可唔可陪我」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbF1uOc2xU
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「可以！但我今晚謝師宴，可能要遲Ｄ．．」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGbAZ4GbNi
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「唔緊要呀，我等你！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZmTFQIA5t
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對，原來呀怡今天是謝師宴，她可以玩得開開心心，我卻．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr0o6gWZsb
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辦理好入學手續後，也算暫時放下了一些煩惱569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhuTbErghv
但有些傷感，仍然揮之不去．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcauAH8eYsN
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我最後去了幾間的院校留位。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglpzwFxosd
不知覺間，原來已經晚上８時多．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgXEOW1qf7
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可惡！連手機也沒電！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVlyAmGB6N
這天是什麼日子呀！！！！！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoL59EVO9H
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一個人的晚飯後，便開始等待呀怡的來臨。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RYKPXONkq
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當時的我覺得還算有點安慰，在我失意的時候，還有女朋友陪伴569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCuzQzXYYc
我仍然有呀怡．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY9GpFzzE2
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電話沒電。569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTE7AW77gmW
幸好我記得呀怡的手機號碼，利用街上電話亭打了很多次，也沒人聽．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOeWenDvTP
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我就這樣一個人在銅鑼灣．．．呆呆地等，不知等什麼，就像廢人一樣569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrA3lrRSRp
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第６次撥號，終於通了569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wRLlIlJPu
「你係邊呀，我打左好多次比你啦！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUU2gpLZ5YA
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「喂喂．．喂．．呢到收得好差呀，我仲影緊相，好快，好快」呀怡的電話接收不清楚569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom3e9psfvK
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「咁我轉頭再打比你！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxo0YbBi1VM
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難道連呀怡也不關心我．．．我的情緒真的負面至極點，我很想發洩！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHnExTK2tb7
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過了３０分鐘，終於看見呀怡569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1q9nxLokn
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她的確裝扮得很美，一身吊帶長裙，加上淡淡的裝，還有身上的香水569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kdY62MEx4
這一切在我眼前，令我怒火有點減退，始終這天是呀怡開心的日子569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLCogKA4Rj
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原本的我很想找呀怡發洩，為何要我等這麼久569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbx2j7JHcY
但理性想清楚，這是我的失敗，為何要別人承受呢？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR1WVMLdgc
所以我也像平常一樣，笑著面對569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgWlo6H5NO
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「我今日靚唔靚呀？嘻嘻」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjdqARetvU
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「痴線，又會咁靚都有既！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFmVqhjyc4
呀怡的笑容，真是沒有輸的空間569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTApKFCtqp
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「哈哈，算你啦！我地快Ｄ影相啦」呀怡好像趕時間569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAADehB4Z1B
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「你．．等陣有野做？」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRsAPWbz7Z
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「係呀，同班同學去唱Ｋ」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6zRVjfg8w
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「你．．又話陪我既？」我有點生氣569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXflltE7Wyr
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「呃．．但係我應承左去喎．．一係你一齊黎啦」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAfZeNqsjX
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「你Ｄ朋友我都唔識，加上我依加真係無心情唱．．」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncfEsf5rzk
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「吓．．咁．．你想去邊？？或者我等陣過黎啦」她有點失落569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYXOq3zmBF
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呀怡的時間觀念實在嚇人．．就像她剛剛說走了，但３０分鐘還未見人569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxzdyCIfCI
我仔細想想，還是算了569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJAZIy9ClJ
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「算啦算啦，你去玩啦，我自己返屋企得啦」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc7B3rpue8
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「喂，做咩又發脾氣呀！」呀怡也有點生氣569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfxw7XZU0B
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「唔係呀．．咁你今日謝師宴，要去玩呀，咁唔係點呀．．．」我的怒火也蓋不了569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOol7TIPtqA
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呀怡沒有說話，她生氣了569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkAzp2bjbS
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「唔係呀．．岩岩大聲左，我真係冇野．．你去玩啦，我都攰，想返屋企抖下」我聲線變得很低，我不想再吵交569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80cCFW4aU5
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「我都知你今日唔開心．．對唔住，但我都想謝師宴有個開心回憶」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQtkyb47km
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「唔緊要啦．．你小心Ｄ啦，返到去打比我啦」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡths4kyTjvO
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就這樣，我目送呀怡跟她的朋友離開了569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPQXGLHBYl
我也只好乘巴士回家569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm76803DCji
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我倚著座椅，呆呆地看，看著車外的風景569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHURbBcgR4w
即使香港的夜景多燦爛，維港兩岸多麼漂亮，我的眼內也只有灰色，心情爛透了！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGjfXK3YGu
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回家後．．我不知如何開口569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36kwwhDwR8
「峰仔，點呀，依加諗住讀咩」媽媽關心地問569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjnBZme21HD
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「報左幾間，遲Ｄ再諗下讀Ｄ咩，唔洗擔心呀媽，我冇事」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsYn8XPPU3
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「唔緊要啦峰仔，唔係個個入到架，你會考１８分呀媽已經覺得好叻架啦！」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJRDYRr1cM
家人可說是我的死穴569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YLWdHHR55
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媽媽的安慰，令我淚水再次浮現，但我不可以讓他們看見569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPwJ0zDZIb
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「媽，我沒事，我去沖涼先啦」569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqwvHOzVMp
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在浴室的我已經忍不了．．這天可說是我哭最多的一天，也是我第一天因為讀書而哭．．．569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1mBcIzBdF
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很累．．我真很累569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypRoax2vSN
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我躺在床上569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLidZFzhg4
夠竟呀怡是否明白我這刻感受呢？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02StpPbCaW
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也許，我還是自私，想別人關心自己，想別人付出給自己，或是愛情原來就是這樣？569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrFMypySPq
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換了數星期，便到呀怡的放榜日子！569Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRXdM29VDy
