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一次意外，我失明了。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MxIKsn0nV
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfN94Qvrp9
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「是誰？」我問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMromJKxwN
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無人回答。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTtibiN78R
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTN74LR1xy
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyQKV4aDgq
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCYr0AckTz
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHK4JrXRmO
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插——247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNprC3f8DVR
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i9ISfGYPK
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKmj1Q6EnH
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他沒能回答我。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsNGOSNb1p
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnvMDVZKZU
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhueuNCx4HV
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「是誰？」我問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFtPMTHPc7
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無人回答。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDdr9mo8BZ
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vWl5Eca3x
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkiPJOcKzc
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「是誰？」我問。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyLn7tSFvk
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無人回答。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3nousVhOg
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP7X2u73JQ
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1s631Pity
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7lsJevSLsy
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJH2oqSYyr
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZZmWtUo34
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鬼？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpVjFnJDeI
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寒意蝕骨。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrkKrGUAfN
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9w9HRWgRU
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我瀕臨崩潰。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6zWIo3s8i
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxNXpS5oyC
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiz4WoqSGF8
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一言驚醒夢中人。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag8fZJgByS
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZVkZP47C0
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決不坐以待斃。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGyO4XNm33
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我要主動解決他們。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9VCCtIQzW
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN8QBmmvlt
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死不暝目。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydnoHCWkHG
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFriVInEHPo
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHs4eZt3uCp
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjxthPL2jr
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDpKKciEMb
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Qj7p6V2rL
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjy5H6pltz
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfOxRrCdmP
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HhUulYkCz
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8vGLGrNF5
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死寂。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZkFUj7EiU
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又是那一道目光。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfchQFZkYTm
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哪來？247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMMi04SwZ4
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不在別處——在我心中。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pEweliO6D
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhoSKnnJhD
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpmnzKuVj9
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxEKeJDZlf
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開膛，欲取心。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR8D31Degg
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發現沒有心。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmmwrDQHpY
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只有一片虛空的黑。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5rr9wc2tz
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如深淵。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlozE3yUwO0
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無盡。247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8po02fNVo
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