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一次意外，我失明了。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83dK073QZH
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT5WqHiUK8
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「是誰？」我問。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnA62t5RVv
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無人回答。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMLCvCUMiK
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSofnt3svsq
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamLJFp5wDp
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4EgLLEI2v
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ30spfSyxZZ
雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUP3nirKeNZ
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插——269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2gNp2HpaK
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FWZfQs2vg
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFVpxKzytS
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他沒能回答我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgxZy3ZzNU
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsL4OGnl7VA
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3WKFBVTPK
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「是誰？」我問。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32MO9ftzCt
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無人回答。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQX47hrUgT
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRmQPyVm5F
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1RLKZO5kU
沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QE9Tt2IZg
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「是誰？」我問。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm47bxPmkoR
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無人回答。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFum7QAsI0
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DParEJWar
我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1mA35EZYg
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gOrJ9FxHb
269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RxEFQiCKK
難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUABpHjVwE
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡguB0AXN1j4
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BceL3TPkU
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鬼？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxNOoYmq2M
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寒意蝕骨。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyxdr6hB94
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOtoUQNbSv
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我瀕臨崩潰。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGIPVlKFqB
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4oDjptJs2
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfWkWx2Nyy
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一言驚醒夢中人。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdjLybvkNc
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP0zYElKqp
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決不坐以待斃。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQjqAH3F52
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我要主動解決他們。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsrAg1AJX2
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHD6ifhRsY
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死不暝目。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTK9CFkyDw
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAxyfdgpM4
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFgHP0LDMV
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSWPkvGVUt
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGDBcOh8KQ
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYiRwrI283y
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP93hcBTphA
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vHRHIMLCp
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQwI3IfoV2
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZG0MQQei5
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死寂。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnN3MqExnb
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又是那一道目光。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayboRLHf3h
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哪來？269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKVRNqXqqb
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不在別處——在我心中。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Rh58ioyDN
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqlEks34pB
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDX40lJ3H3
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h2Z3KPwbS
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開膛，欲取心。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXvnpArSoJ
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發現沒有心。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0WFE9yKTO
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只有一片虛空的黑。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WgQZXjPuM
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如深淵。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpyk4GIIfp
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無盡。269Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbN4kieqSOd
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