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一次意外，我失明了。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKT6hth4WaW
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q2IyxBStg
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「是誰？」我問。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8JEfBw2n2
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無人回答。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFuXLxCDRzV
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdFP4RANNz
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG6vjqYPOE
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNuVo6LuZe3
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wWBjBdOTA
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插——251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4nqrZMXfzd
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUK3NtUCI5
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHh0DPxQSm
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他沒能回答我。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4DWz0nbfs
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZ0zuMt3tp
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHpmcRTqbx
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「是誰？」我問。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKIJ0jxHXg
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無人回答。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZiQsLhzXq
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6UStxZFXS
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XPdyRe6sJ
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「是誰？」我問。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrAwzZTYTT
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無人回答。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5qMuddglt
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6Iq6Al8EK
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9t1XPllPoi
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBzSjihBGu
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFRhT9SaUD
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKP0Hs9DSg
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鬼？251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjKZTyIf9j
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寒意蝕骨。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyhg1nUMW4
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hi8nZvVdq
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我瀕臨崩潰。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiZKwMiVOQ
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRSeD7sgei
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpF9X8Twfnh
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一言驚醒夢中人。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTw13wzUbeK
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZAcTzSIEg
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決不坐以待斃。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfQ137InpN
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我要主動解決他們。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2QlDkNK4Q
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx1ktJbzCv
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死不暝目。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCILxtxwQxZ
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwH5XIjHB4
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlxOitmZxk
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f6OqJul0t
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW1FrURpHm
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSbNkAcOSe
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Hl1HU1yZv
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YY82iAxjT
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTUknHaXy6
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54P8j7rtBz
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死寂。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy05HNY5mf3
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又是那一道目光。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeDrCugdyW
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哪來？251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVt3RVBLoj
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不在別處——在我心中。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lpppTuqhi
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lZkL2adUc
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzhkvfCOw9
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFgCs45qmz
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開膛，欲取心。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xApaqRw6I
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發現沒有心。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpzP2UpXJ0
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只有一片虛空的黑。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32vMiAzw8l
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如深淵。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtuQ8RmOP3
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無盡。251Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l2g1qdVwz
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