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一次意外，我失明了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJjjQABI54
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDjPnI9mGZ
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「是誰？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tMLgIR8um
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無人回答。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOswZyJjEk
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85HBthwRSf
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt01C6hhtly
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYnaCRmghu
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkowdTqOSK
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插——249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaMuG74Eiu
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazYAxHjrto
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzE2Tdd5ykt
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他沒能回答我。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq4XJ481y1
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1IFjB6Ubi
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggULlKOSGK
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「是誰？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgXS4cRwlo
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無人回答。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJXwlBglyi
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnZZgkYzDh
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUTnMH1FfC
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「是誰？」我問。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZBMAeusYF
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無人回答。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7i1WOKAFO
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzV0PsMcW3
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2d95DM8YLY
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjYVoMp1Eu
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3adwGOzZVt
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpA7IJgFTLM
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鬼？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVP5BQiCw7
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寒意蝕骨。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2NFgKx1BA
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONff7ld5Ng
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我瀕臨崩潰。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4T2v326PD
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv09grJSzI
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRZNVhvJCh
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一言驚醒夢中人。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0r5jHHFKHq
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oJ2FE6YF1
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決不坐以待斃。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGF7Qqo3t9
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我要主動解決他們。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB6ELRo0HC
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ekNd9aL7B
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死不暝目。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtZZbz8BVp
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqBKDac2hp
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZS7wSeTVb
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMbgpJJZuX
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s0UpgEIbA
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrtbkAZSV2
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJjedIL8I9
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOVbV6UUng
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINygzoUPkC
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtA9iWVrl5
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死寂。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncOMbsnpKQ
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又是那一道目光。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUo51SL2Sv
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哪來？249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLC73Apx3h
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不在別處——在我心中。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeKOBFotwF
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdeG97zohq
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYROXSWV9BJ
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZSThgUYww
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開膛，欲取心。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ72Np7WHB
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發現沒有心。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOBx3LKcSx
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只有一片虛空的黑。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡus9a5YBYX9
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如深淵。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhXRj27Rh4
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無盡。249Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62vTJ7xadT
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