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一次意外，我失明了。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1kCoFrX8Z
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明明再也看不見，卻感受到有一道目光正在凝視我。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4MU1JezjHF
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「是誰？」我問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglsuFS4Bqu
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無人回答。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZKUpz0vLX1
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有人說我未習慣黑暗，有人認為我疑神疑鬼，有人擔心我被變態盯上了。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzv3fudR1C
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無論旁人如何安慰、陪伴，我仍然感受到那道目光。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyiF4zm6dN
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總覺得自己的一舉一動盡收他人眼底，總覺得有人正在對自己評頭品足，總覺得有人會在我不為意之時撲出向我施襲……263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JFxlCF8ny
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雨夜，我獨自上街散步。雨聲淅瀝，偏偏掩蓋不了那人的喘氣聲。那人尾隨我已有好一段時間。我急步拐到小巷去，那人加速追上。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3lgJnaVuh
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插——263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka8HjTZhmy
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憑著腳步聲，我準確估算出自己與對方的距離，精準將小刀插入他的喉嚨。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmayAw39zE
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「就是你一直在凝視我嗎？」我問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2k4J7UWWp3
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他沒能回答我。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOzbamflOs
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終於解決了那道煩人的目光。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX9vaKaA0w
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誰料還沒走上兩三步，我又感受到那道目光。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLPeCYxhSs
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「是誰？」我問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYsNe3eb57W
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無人回答。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RMhEE1v8E
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數日後，又一個雨夜。我又殺了一個跟蹤我的傢伙。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOKneqm7Sy
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沒來得及高興，我發現那道目光尚未消失，陰魂不散。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlZjkVzEmT
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「是誰？」我問。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYwX8so32W
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無人回答。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdhmRxU4Rz
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我不再逃避，往目光源頭走去。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe5cLvicZz
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聽不見對方逃跑的腳步聲。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstLOdIc0aH
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難道對方打算待我走近時向我施襲？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiayfii8kjl
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我止住腳步，佇立原地，靜觀其變。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2dc6ofnTG
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不變。對方徹底融入環境當中。沒有呼吸聲，沒有體味，沒有任何能夠揚起身邊氣流的動作。彷彿沒有形體，甚至是……不存在。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN05uJuSpp
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鬼？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEcpCrCnzZ
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寒意蝕骨。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhryvKoIP9z
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接下來的數天，我接連參加多個聚會，希望熱鬧歡樂的氛圍可以將鬼邪驅趕。奈何那道目光如影隨形。時而在與我暢談的某君背後，時而在室內一隅往我一瞥，時而透過牆身反光物料朝我一笑。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGcbvr9FQ0
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我瀕臨崩潰。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcC8BtnhoS3
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某天，我參加一個朗讀會，聽同路人朗讀名著。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX03c2dJSDZ
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「當你凝視深淵，深淵也凝視著你。」有人朗讀尼采的名句。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMsQ2e9kZS
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一言驚醒夢中人。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFugIDVqHs
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我開始明白是誰正在凝視我。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQM6pFAXSR
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決不坐以待斃。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloTLLcWksj
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我要主動解決他們。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQTq1OFRPU
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備好小刀利刃，智取一眾惡人首級。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7m1QQ0WWSp
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死不暝目。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUwFe5S54S
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首級們整齊排列在地，質問與我無怨無仇，何解痛下殺手。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTO4NzY6zRA
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「現在無怨，不代表將來無仇——我擔心你們將來會襲擊我。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxTUgTOfgt
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首級們笑聲震天，笑自己死得冤枉。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO95w7dHIx7
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「我一介弱質女流，雙目失明。擔心被害，實屬正常。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKsxlHhz3R
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首級們痛罵我發神經，心理變態。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7yxCoGnyf
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我氣得擸起利刃，亂手將首級們砍成肉醬。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3AxPV9nZZ
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但我砍漏了兩片薄唇——我看不見它的位置。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4eCT3dVAH
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薄唇說：「你擔心，是因為你有『心』。」263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdE2HX0i4C2
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手起刀落，薄唇二分為四。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkxIR7qu6E
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死寂。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEChAfr121N
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又是那一道目光。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUE1dql09wu
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哪來？263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcvmEzXHW1
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不在別處——在我心中。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhJHgrWUu9
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我驀地憶起薄唇的話。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjMY8lzDv1
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我擔心，是因為我有「心」。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxidnSLAMot
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如果我沒有「心」，我就不會再擔心。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtumUjXCENj
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開膛，欲取心。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYLWPhSWbk
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發現沒有心。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTTKiMiJOT
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只有一片虛空的黑。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL8wL3wH88
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如深淵。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DqoH6Fn4E
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無盡。263Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuWKkWtdeq
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