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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpQpnNDUTY
主要是因為發生了兩件大事565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHJx0BaZhB
１、我結婚了！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbqB1xacRQ
２、女兒確診！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eAoDxhmPY
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhsH55X971
是2020年10月的事情565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8MKaRN6JQ
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9eXWnTqoF
我們決定先辦理登記565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEz9HIDxiG
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqyQJWb9C7
本想隨便找一天登記就好565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDWAhSCkjk
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tI6BRTSrY
【5/20】565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcval95k58I
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19BHmPglPm
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHNaLM3nIL
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHAYpO8Ri0
該做的防護措施自然也都省了565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebUUScWFCn
於是，在2021年過年期間565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYi52bV5eh
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWEZffn8RH
我老婆又是醫院行政人員565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyxHu34qfU
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqwobPrGLy
每天都過得提心吊膽565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡon7quapq0B
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaXecdWZOz
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1UL4bI8WVe
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2FESFEEWF
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEjB4qA7eQ
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjGWnVl27U
需要留院觀察一個禮拜565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDzDVRJU1f
我和老婆是緊張到不行565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmOQpaL8eP
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOb9UzmJsr
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVs1EEH75Yc
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1v5ayTgCU
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXL1MaNNoNT
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOU6tbLTcnW
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJysQBIsoOD
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNndtAz049u
一位和我們很親近的阿姨565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh3tT63EC8
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4O0MFSmwz
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMUNSPyWQh
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eVnexapuF
在寫這篇文的當下565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTD0BeK1xG
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumajOx272O
親友們不想說得太明白565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4wkl4IXWz
但大家心裡都有數565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3yoSBdzyd
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsPuMgqclX
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjq6D6NAOnv
整個流程輕鬆多了565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitVYAs1rDZ
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVNKbxe7BE
（過程一團亂就是了……）565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQvS9tMbsl
但至少，大家都很開心！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFckwWOGE7
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdvqjsqNvF
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAx8B72p5sZ
11/8凌晨565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLvQY0BLfE
女兒開始發燒565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgllwZezto
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74VoYfKsiS
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kLI4dp7FL
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqyFjgI7VT
醫生說是哮吼565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaofvCVzxZw
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnqbexS3cz
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUYkqEWT7c
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcorNSkq3WB
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oU02MpYOS
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe15pcwJfHB
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOJ2NUqIJL
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUYeaLYhXe
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiMGxHvrTI
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHBj7JciZ3
一篩下去：陽性！565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVd8K1XRSo
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyqLw036fx8
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG8gxT8cA4
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVV8xl6HVA
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhaaXOPuoM
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsqBUy1Xeo
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk4DnyYjze
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys7YQDBzwM
兒童重症機率偏低565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpZ6JiHBFV
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXp1Dr0ixy
在老婆確診後的6個小時565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvBQWyqlpw
當我正要睡覺時565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfWUPpzthD
幫女兒量了一下體溫565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiGQBXkcx7
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJ8UQ2r9ua
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroykrH5nl3
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRi1TcVwKi
當下心裡就有一種565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDFLz32jvx
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2brTuX53BT
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr18ZNSbYWQ
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKCaL31fJY
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQkKsXx0Kr
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2Qm7aHJTN
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCDJXwMckm
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg7ekWcaC1
我整個嚇到565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMRcEiz4Hk
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeM49wMwNv
還是手環數據僅供參考565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkb3biI0BK
（畢竟不是醫療級）565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHPlA5FjCW
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJVAVwJDrF
連忙上網查資料：565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2xJOvGHqY
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRvYdTnpTv
才凌晨一點就83565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2DW5RBJnD
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpjWlin9kJ
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6VoaEK78G
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVersVvzRva
就這麼突然的達成了……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1BC4CeI9M
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfTnXwUBDq
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYVOBTFACl
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE28cG3sZYa
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2Da7Y1RAl
請我站到門外565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsmbO4VS6U
看著三個護理師抓住女兒565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeHDJfR9Pw
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFc739NLLhv
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WQCUgXuM2
當下真的忍不住淚水565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsGUGwTiAK
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XJSPGzcmQ
寫過無數作品565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMEy4N86XN
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HzWe8YSbS
唯獨女兒565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmkhllZeZ2
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHZoeCeBRT
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpumyM6ZOI
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQinG8fpuZg
在我懷裡沉沉睡去565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72wQ3DCQXw
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6W1ftXaSp
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTjnTAHjMc
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaZ4EVouW0
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSS4Pb8qC3
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmbOnVVXQo
我總共只睡了三個小時565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlGh9ZneAb
但，至少結果是能令我安心的565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZonvaNFzy
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5mEhxrsI5
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFutYQ9npW
睡得跟平常一樣香甜565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWweQklxHmg
我也終於露出微笑565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tPmDTlUm3
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrTeecLKxC
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjwem7lKISU
醫生確認病情穩定565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iD3Y84pm0
才准許我們辦理離院手續565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6arxlt8n1L
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmeqCvuucRF
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CwehrnWEA
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KhnlnJBoi
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSq14tUKAXB
暫時沒有其他異狀565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxPTQkXLKK
希望她的病情能持續好轉565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGc0YrMs5P
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYrWBYHQTl
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoATKBRE7wb
至於我……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVTMRFwETX
和兩個確診者同住四天565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfyH7THfly
到現在依然是陰性……565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfajt80YbTn
565Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7ozqOoCXc
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
