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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5tOMrcTmpU
主要是因為發生了兩件大事544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2zACwuJzL
１、我結婚了！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMo31F3BHJ
２、女兒確診！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOOnH9Tgar
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3Ykhlw8Xv
是2020年10月的事情544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJleCcbzNF
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclDFesGJaZ
我們決定先辦理登記544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbYgadr6NN
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDETG5fmgw
本想隨便找一天登記就好544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUTl3lu2hB
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iiv7cNkoe
【5/20】544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr496JAGpZ
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxDNHEBMkz
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtVRBprdJs
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzA2Mjo024c
該做的防護措施自然也都省了544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSl5hdhQAv9
於是，在2021年過年期間544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUWwji73d5
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLuL4i9MiJd
我老婆又是醫院行政人員544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVbt4vz7bH
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxR4zEolS9
每天都過得提心吊膽544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cArLxTm0J
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRYLjnEsDW
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EUiB20iWU
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0FrDp4AhQH
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmsBvfjb1Z
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqeX1tIGYa
需要留院觀察一個禮拜544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQunBlEQAhr
我和老婆是緊張到不行544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH4zLUQ113
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcfFYh4EL8
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusWQ7zEX7o
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWSmcxpWpV
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GN856P6TL
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XauGOlLQH
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8duqw2INJw
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EXf7HVUyV
一位和我們很親近的阿姨544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOlYPDoYrx
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPDKLd3Njn
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yRQqvKyxm
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yj5CDwUCO
在寫這篇文的當下544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlQMb9jrpk
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNejV5SxFCv
親友們不想說得太明白544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkwnX8UqCF
但大家心裡都有數544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5gru9WAId
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYpI2LRjAU
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs4bQ7AjId
整個流程輕鬆多了544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdn4kVBcBd
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzf3FIUyn1
（過程一團亂就是了……）544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT1lcVRsDH
但至少，大家都很開心！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmAacFYtQG
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQeKZBNibO
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVQG5uYjrt
11/8凌晨544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXwYzcaqCb
女兒開始發燒544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70x5xJd0yG
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pEo9V3ruT
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVv9tJYF8W
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBMKp6HI6M
醫生說是哮吼544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcBVve5Vlu
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNyQ3TbWKz
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKky5tP6JF
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86MMknoTvZ
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YGvVax9Fd
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNgB8T9tKS
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpYkbFAFf5
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbA4LI9a8vF
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTnqtmDA2S
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64PbEFiGL4
一篩下去：陽性！544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKDjGbrwLw
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y8ef997rl
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVztNe2J8Z
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7SYIxPyUq
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWysmbsYqU
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9yeOm92Em
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcK1FnRqwKh
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYSGlAG6II
兒童重症機率偏低544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM5InYac8C
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf113HDNtM
在老婆確診後的6個小時544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzUVnSUWQ8
當我正要睡覺時544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXshMnklMD
幫女兒量了一下體溫544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIbusywdRC
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlP2CzAwh4
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6czGlDtY7
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUBp2TgCZn
當下心裡就有一種544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHMyxFBu3i
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy4MrGsukow
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAca0ZGxFxO
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIjyv9dpvb
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgXriMtQnA
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDErxflO2J
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDonneLOzp
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MLjG6C2Pp
我整個嚇到544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YrEJOdvdX
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMvmo97axs
還是手環數據僅供參考544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvflY1SB0T
（畢竟不是醫療級）544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51vllnl7bc
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JEqu3ausV
連忙上網查資料：544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL4r9Ee7gz
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bkT3ZzbNh
才凌晨一點就83544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNpSr76L37
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxvPXA5nAY
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJmgDfbjPF
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTHgTomFB8
就這麼突然的達成了……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxq6Gptu1b
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkVossV7kY
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x7zjrWaPV
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsFF2k5YqR
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGRH0JdfUn
請我站到門外544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4KlxR7UXV
看著三個護理師抓住女兒544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36fHmnNAvS
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneqOxBpINk
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgixJe8xORK
當下真的忍不住淚水544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpjeT2YYSu
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShZyCAR5IC
寫過無數作品544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXLu7NKNIT
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l0wr2Hl3G
唯獨女兒544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhSUBs5Vf5
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOngC0jxlK8
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeqP86lwbt
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVI77lyizXm
在我懷裡沉沉睡去544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviECEseZaU
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oIvKKmqvn
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ7Z3vHpDO
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83G1HYcgCi
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTptxNWo7d
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPo8mMX4Xtz
我總共只睡了三個小時544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDxdkLt5t2
但，至少結果是能令我安心的544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQwz5Lrp8E
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5N75ziG4i
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pLzrAdmBe
睡得跟平常一樣香甜544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7rlbxRFSS
我也終於露出微笑544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYB6OBV3JN
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWuBaxAMuP
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eClLYKlCd
醫生確認病情穩定544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHLp10Vczk
才准許我們辦理離院手續544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxuGQREviR
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pPNLEThFg
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7OpxO2gbX
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPn9n8o3Nu
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAgkIfuQah
暫時沒有其他異狀544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtN41fnE41
希望她的病情能持續好轉544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9u54RLFsYN
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgF7Oi4za03
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmrMqdoPB6
至於我……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHhn1v1sXL
和兩個確診者同住四天544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRK0mbATcq1
到現在依然是陰性……544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7T6e10N7q
544Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZks4Ynk0Ml
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
