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這兩週，是我人生中最忙碌的一段日子548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZan2GwfmbQ
主要是因為發生了兩件大事548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVff8squFN
１、我結婚了！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0O7gSJdgin
２、女兒確診！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDE0Q5eXecG
且聽我娓娓道來
決定和老婆結婚548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ370zsDxUO
是2020年10月的事情548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwlPPmowW8
當時因疫情影響，餐廳無法舉辦婚宴548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8Xj1SWImK
我們決定先辦理登記548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3XgrTy2Ec
等疫情降溫後再補辦宴席
身為一個完全不懂羅曼蒂克的直男肥宅548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNOonRKmYA
本想隨便找一天登記就好548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hiTTmrsey
但老婆堅持要一個好記又浪漫的日子548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjS5h7ypzw
【5/20】548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4omyBZomya
反正短時間內不能宴客是確定的548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbOro0zk9V
那延到2021年5月20日登記也無傷大雅548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj53GDq3xM
於是，登記結婚的日子便敲定了
已決定步入結婚禮堂的我們548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydRicdCOpc
該做的防護措施自然也都省了548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82x3EW0zNI
於是，在2021年過年期間548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqixiShSiu
老婆便懷上了女兒
疫情期間懷孕真是非常辛苦的事548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvChK7Wy9u
我老婆又是醫院行政人員548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE35WpAzuaT
只要上班就肯定會碰到確診者548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSlSb9wWvK
每天都過得提心吊膽548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhkS5XERkl2
我也很佩服她產前產後都沒有得到憂鬱症548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ypAx5ZBxn
在夫妻倆的努力與警覺下548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92bGGq1N7k
一直到女兒出生，我們都沒有染疫548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFBeUczLjG
但女兒出生後，真正的大挑戰才剛開始
新生兒本來就不好照顧548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZ1GhLMiH8
加上女兒又有一些先天性的基因缺陷548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX67e44KzSd
需要留院觀察一個禮拜548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UAfi3QCmZ
我和老婆是緊張到不行548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjP1WM0ghy8
老婆更因為自責哭了好幾次548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE4Cmqe1QO
幸虧在台大醫院醫生及護理師的專業照護下548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m1437R71k
女兒很快就恢復到和一般嬰兒沒兩樣548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv1uU5Wb60
直到這時我們才鬆了一口氣
接著便是老婆和我輪流請育嬰假照顧女兒的日子548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvs13wlmbWq
台灣最近修法，請育嬰假6個月有8成薪548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi6DOau73c
對本來就想離職的我來說，當然沒有理由不請！
遺憾的是，隨著女兒日益成長548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8PhbDGyzy
家中長輩的身體卻日漸衰老548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP6B9KF0aA
一位和我們很親近的阿姨548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nO2rI3m0q
確診了腎上腺癌，而且是末期！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVV7SOvwUe
據醫生所說，壽命只剩下不到三年！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh03XAV23uI
（這還是我們最近才知道的，那位阿姨刻意隱瞞了好久）
稍微推算一下日期548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUKf9TpRye
在寫這篇文的當下548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv4nGum9dI
阿姨壽命很可能剩下不到半年……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCbvATmlmY
親友們不想說得太明白548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc9gOl2s20
但大家心裡都有數548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMIKdx7OoC
這個婚宴，得要盡早舉辦！
於是，我們在10月初開始策畫婚宴548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJp8vDjoQD5
幸好因為延期的關係，少了迎娶步驟548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeLqHc3364
整個流程輕鬆多了548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7MQU8MXuU
婚宴辦在11/5，就結果而言相當成功548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kmemMFEoW
（過程一團亂就是了……）548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjCXzAmfio
但至少，大家都很開心！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQ9CMY7uoo
老婆和家中長輩也都感到很風光！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozFo8chuY3
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1AiJljdDFQ
11/8凌晨548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd0uSyiyrt
女兒開始發燒548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNM0VP4kQYb
給她喝家中常備的退燒藥體溫有降下來548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcRi2WaVP2
可一旦藥效過去又開始發燒548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDx4tfDevo
當天下午，我們便帶她去兒科就醫548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6iNlLLRf21
醫生說是哮吼548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ct2fHQ1TH
流感或肺炎類病毒引起的氣管腫脹
當時我們（含醫生在內）都沒有認為是Covid-19548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMpj7BuftN
醫生表示：現在的病毒株不太會引起哮吼症狀548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8BizCPXmj
所以沒有太在意
11/9晚上548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT4tC7osgQ
老婆的喉嚨開始痛了起來548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uqMblEyeF
在醫院工作的她當下便做了快篩548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QjsqR9rRK
畢竟萬一真是Covid-19548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJR3JDd2WmJ
把病毒帶去醫院傳染同事可能導致醫療體系崩潰548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4THbYmQhGl
院方在病情相關的SOP總是格外嚴謹548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpX8hqLYS
老婆身為院內員工自然也是小心為上548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4hoeFvlI0
一篩下去：陽性！548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeIyfEBbdR
還不只老婆，岳父母做了快篩也跟著確診😓
面對這個情況，我們是早已有所預料548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPdH8f0iba
在婚宴前有提醒親友去施打疫苗548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JaAWg4Ens
大家在確診後也才沒有太嚴重的症狀548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD4I9eEHRD
然而，家中的小寶貝才１歲１個月大548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPK3v08dLgg
因為擔心疫苗副作用沒帶她去打
既然媽媽已經確診548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6aGPghnNNv
那我想，女兒的病因很高機率也是Covid-19了548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVRsKIlr0m
不過，Covid-19目前統計報告看來548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc060GplrIF
兒童重症機率偏低548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxX0KwVFcc8
因此我們也只能多留意、多觀察
11/10凌晨548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKoA1eLA6I
在老婆確診後的6個小時548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNoDO6SI2i
當我正要睡覺時548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaG91q2Q7Eq
幫女兒量了一下體溫548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPBJtoQ3EJ
雖然沒有發燒，但哮吼症狀卻越來越嚴重548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTLXEy6bcv
因為我自身有哮喘（氣喘）548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDDSsQ0m00
很能理解那種呼吸道被壓迫的窒息感548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTV1trapzA
當下心裡就有一種548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd6sYbWSxe
「如果放著不管，可能會有嚴重後果」的不祥預感548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORQlkqBEbV
於是我便上網搜尋關於Covid-19跟哮吼的資料548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyP0B8oWR3M
猛然看到一個關鍵字「血氧」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QdEThY2nO
想起前陣子新聞廣為流傳的「隱形缺氧」後548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQZxk2uvN5
我便拔下之前為了監測自己睡眠而買的小米手環548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnn1TKoiWl
開始幫女兒測血氧
小孩子的手跟大人畢竟有差548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNA9vb4RFyY
量了大半小時好不容易才量到一個數據：83548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWh56TXDRO
我整個嚇到548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1ks5XFDiU
不確定是量嬰兒比較不精準548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1kPT3GCOU
還是手環數據僅供參考548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgbNSM74qn
（畢竟不是醫療級）548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hYdJsHvOK
於是套到自己手上量一下：97、99548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitxn6ApRmm
連忙上網查資料：548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNf30rnBfEp
【血氧濃度低於80可能損壞器官功能】548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPgS49UO3p
才凌晨一點就83548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LA4rCkgFJ
那如果睡到早上的話，不知道會降到多低……
我立刻撥打1922通報548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq8N7NTpfr
疾管署建議馬上叫救護車548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUVCneHTkw
於是，我人生第一次坐救護車的成就548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU0DDCKm6w
就這麼突然的達成了……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKkfT0W8o6
（女兒也是成就＋１）
急診室內每個人都非常忙碌、話也不多548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM00IRk51P9
所以我一直是處於混亂狀態548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLdvfCjmW6
反正醫護人員叫我做什麼我就照做548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8dny5TvEh
後來有三位護理師來幫女兒打針548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsrLHHFbrMD
請我站到門外548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBAYorvCrJ
看著三個護理師抓住女兒548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBmqAr5jdz
幫她打了兩針、又用棉花棒捅鼻子548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0OBl5VBmP
女兒只能哭著用無助的眼神望向門外跟我求救……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ81r1XRoCJ
當下真的忍不住淚水548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUEf8Pq1uY
站在病房外就哭了出來
身為創作者的我548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7WRcISfPl
寫過無數作品548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtiZUyS7Og
至今沒有一件作品讓我覺得完美548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUV491BRGm
唯獨女兒548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1DD6NMg91
她是我生命中最完美、最重要的「作品」548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYgZk3f7mD
也是我付出最多心血、最引以為豪的「存在」
在一連串檢查做完後548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ193QMPcbTJ
哭了一個多小時的女兒也感到疲憊548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiy8OUEn1U
在我懷裡沉沉睡去548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lD8BwHBlW
而我則用護理師幫我準備好的氧氣面罩為她供氧548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLXjmgrpR5
眼睛望向護理師剛遞給我的急診病歷單548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6Sy48CuBK
上面寫著，血氧濃度：84.9548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtuvbpaVMo
看來……小米手環還是有一定的參考價值……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclZvA1gUOi
我的決定是正確的！
從11/7下午到11/10凌晨548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlRerVOJcV
我總共只睡了三個小時548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6LdSD29ur
但，至少結果是能令我安心的548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yBZbziNUt
我對自己的處置方式感到滿意、驕傲
在類固醇的作用下548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiYBSW0eB1
女兒呼吸逐漸平穩548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJUwESEef0
睡得跟平常一樣香甜548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowTTj4OSkj
我也終於露出微笑548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkbADz4QAX
立刻向老婆、父母、岳父母報平安548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvjE60LezW
留在醫院觀察到早上7點後548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7k0FjXlTC
醫生確認病情穩定548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnHWrr1rN0
才准許我們辦理離院手續548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLV1LW2B21p
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmoJSYhWEa
寫這篇文是11/12凌晨548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66dMuZotRy
女兒已經完全沒有發燒症狀548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ACjIBNGNh
除了喉嚨燒聲、變得很愛撒嬌之外548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sYXsp1tcr
暫時沒有其他異狀548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs03GdURQPW
希望她的病情能持續好轉548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hNgARPlH3
也希望確診的大家都能早日康復548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKsUnMntYy
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFl3XE99tA
至於我……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pzte5YT1F
和兩個確診者同住四天548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmCJwRoRtc
到現在依然是陰性……548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YS7wA1LRb
548Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ081yvm6pZb
難道我就是傳說中的天選之人嗎🤣
