19841218--19日记274Please respect copyright.PENANAPg55kW4pat
274Please respect copyright.PENANAiI3ZY9b4OF
1218274Please respect copyright.PENANAn0ZVr7UqPl
今天一天心情沉闷,似乎有什么东西压在头上,大气也不敢喘,觉得一切事都在274Please respect copyright.PENANAylWd2FxlyS
274Please respect copyright.PENANAB9gEbpFCZH
变得明白,无意义,似乎一切都是假的,悲观极了,再也无法兴奋起来。唉!真274Please respect copyright.PENANAMyR03WBzE9
274Please respect copyright.PENANAQUZjQXenHx
不知怎的。274Please respect copyright.PENANAbaCopkwSro
团支部包场电影《死亡的陷井》,是5点20分,可5点才吃饭,忙忙碌碌,去时已274Please respect copyright.PENANAqLnOxLcgcj
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开始放了,和毕庆元找不到座位,是楼上11排6、8号,后才知是最后一排,找到274Please respect copyright.PENANAXYCTgmjNZg
274Please respect copyright.PENANA3Zgeb0t0KJ
后坐下,坐在最后面似乎视眼开阔点,电影还可以看,只有那时才忘了忧愁。过274Please respect copyright.PENANARupXvz8hYw
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时又出现了,唉!274Please respect copyright.PENANAzrW1y99TlB
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1219274Please respect copyright.PENANAN2fnLJ9akA
不知怎的,似乎不能自己,任凭一切事在变换。274Please respect copyright.PENANArcURAHvOU6
下午开了团会,姚书记作了报告,是要做个真正团员,起先进作用。散会后去徐274Please respect copyright.PENANAc7Yiaiz9xr
274Please respect copyright.PENANAOeAzCCK4db
锐处要回暑假借给他的高一课本,他都放在箱子里,忽然改了对他看法,但又改274Please respect copyright.PENANAWSO0MCYvkS
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得不对,他应还我(先)才能做朋友,或者是借书人。当然,书还是拿来了,这274Please respect copyright.PENANAfzvM0Q2XDI
274Please respect copyright.PENANAsO3gt2yMXP
,我已几次想要了,只是怕要,看来任何事,只要去做都是能成功的。274Please respect copyright.PENANA8GXBMV3RXO
274Please respect copyright.PENANAlLsAazUiHk
19841220--21日记274Please respect copyright.PENANAiXq6emxzui
274Please respect copyright.PENANAsgtqloAA0P
1220274Please respect copyright.PENANAzJxs9jJyPG
中午和王锋一边晒太阳,一边看书,互相问着,觉得其间感情十分可贵。下午团274Please respect copyright.PENANAUtCaeJu8Ac
274Please respect copyright.PENANAM0URRdLM4H
支部书记(洪欣)说团员开个会,对班上几位要求入团的同学举手表态,可我们274Please respect copyright.PENANArQxv9s7TNb
274Please respect copyright.PENANAgwM2nPtDd2
又没有标准,只是胡乱地举着手,更有甚者,去年我们高一为初三入团同学表态274Please respect copyright.PENANAwE2Tpsbdla
274Please respect copyright.PENANAoKS5gkrmVN
,那些人见都没见过,也更是胡乱举几次,真是形式极了,滑天下之大稽。274Please respect copyright.PENANAVoWnSX1gNY
274Please respect copyright.PENANA68yoGiKMPV
1221274Please respect copyright.PENANAo1Js8jERdk
真难办,范老师要我准备一期“溪流”,可我这里一篇也没有,答应他星期六交274Please respect copyright.PENANA0jMFDbnOcM
274Please respect copyright.PENANA5eDN0n7R6d
,可今天星期五了。274Please respect copyright.PENANAIwItiiigAP
在王飞那里要了篇《秋韵》,可是短得很。中午忽然想再去汪贝玉处要,果然他274Please respect copyright.PENANAyGHy2jCrYD
274Please respect copyright.PENANA18YG6ktirz
很多,便叫他抄来。自己昨天也凑了篇《物理老师》,这样,顿觉轻松了许多。274Please respect copyright.PENANA07KRwqV8y0
下午去阶梯教室听讲演,觉得很不成功。274Please respect copyright.PENANA6hgf41N5fb
上午,邰成华送来一叠菜票,盖是其欠我的。倒是好笑。这是两个星期前,他向274Please respect copyright.PENANAsPjvfT3YRe
274Please respect copyright.PENANAzegklMbFnh
我借了一元钱,后一直没还,也没提及,因他借日是星期六,他回去了。早几天274Please respect copyright.PENANA8yDbnL63Z9
274Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6AsgfSfkl
便觉他确实忘却了,想到这点,不知怎的,心里很不是滋味,似乎太那个了,几274Please respect copyright.PENANAqZgOv6NX12
274Please respect copyright.PENANAvJSLxTfxnD
次试探,其无应,昨日他回家来,又讨,他便说没遇上他妈,无钱,我大恐,说274Please respect copyright.PENANAjaxpcRz45F
274Please respect copyright.PENANA0NpyZLPrAl
:“你忘了呀?”他说:“没”,我说:“没什么?”心里直当其忘了,他说:274Please respect copyright.PENANAshSuZpcavg
274Please respect copyright.PENANAjfs25nq2N4
“欠你一元钱,这我不会忘的,”没有错,他是不会忘的,可这曾折磨我过。这274Please respect copyright.PENANAwtrNpntGIY
274Please respect copyright.PENANAuZ3K47zSnD
时,我捏着菜票,在口袋里数了起来。274Please respect copyright.PENANASWGQFtJcD5
274Please respect copyright.PENANA4PGZx5ue3n
19841222--31日记274Please respect copyright.PENANACXplB0TH3V
274Please respect copyright.PENANAxQtnKVAK2D
1222274Please respect copyright.PENANALvAMcjR2zc
不知怎的,心里十分沉重,似有什么无形意识压着,不得抬头,暗暗叫苦,可奈274Please respect copyright.PENANARLFiuwUGRi
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何,真不知怎的。274Please respect copyright.PENANAouMkW7XDZG
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1223274Please respect copyright.PENANAAch92Fy5DD
心里沉重,一切都无意义,烦死了。274Please respect copyright.PENANAVl7jGleV2n
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1224274Please respect copyright.PENANA8W6OGulydI
夜间下了晚自习,觉得心里抖得慌,腿也抖,腰间似乎更抖,象要断一样。274Please respect copyright.PENANARvoC5jotVU
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1225274Please respect copyright.PENANAeAQ3PYa3cs
中午打饭,在食堂里抖得慌。274Please respect copyright.PENANAavQGglm7mZ
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1226274Please respect copyright.PENANAsGDB7E03A3
痛苦极了,只见人家欢乐,而自己却不得,旁观者苦。274Please respect copyright.PENANAMEJLjsTwU2
274Please respect copyright.PENANABPB0vYRfAW
1227274Please respect copyright.PENANAt7IVURTuXu
体育课心里发慌,腰酸极了,还好,拉单扛及格了(7个),可再干别的,就怕274Please respect copyright.PENANARJjPDbrHes
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了。274Please respect copyright.PENANAMiauduT405
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1228274Please respect copyright.PENANAF7Oq7e7xUB
心里还是痛苦万分,同桌毕庆元亦然,自以为摆脱,却不得其终。274Please respect copyright.PENANAYH9oFhvv4Z
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1229274Please respect copyright.PENANAx3LaiQc3As
晚上范老师叫抄期《溪流》,我去他处排好版,便由毕庆元、李二乔抄,一刻好274Please respect copyright.PENANAVCOVuUakuF
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了,送去,他也称善,发现其书多,大慨,夜里反复,想一篇《父与子和子与父274Please respect copyright.PENANAMcAqOYp4AS
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》,却不得入梦。274Please respect copyright.PENANAbuSIoSGQld