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因為殯儀館的氣氛太悲戚，我沒有在那邊待多久，看了妳的遺容鞠了一個躬就離開了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jlQs6huC9
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我甚至不太想去翌日的火化儀式。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpqDVBK9Nl
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和妳的家人道別後，我獨自步行下山，思考有沒有避免這件事的方法。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHDqOAX3aD
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而在途中，我看見了一個身穿白袍的女生站在路中心。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsD6pOr19ll
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你希望改變過去嗎？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnTmuuBW29
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她說，我自然地回應她，那當然吧。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYVMWDXPeB
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她莞爾道，那跟我走吧。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEGFdNiuuQ
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唔？為甚麼我會跟一個在路中心出現的女生搭話？然後又跟她走？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3uBKNaIn2
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在我意識到問題的時候，眼前出現了一片濃霧，然後又迅速地消散了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxidGkBsRN
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因為眼前的景象沒有變化，我不虞有他，繼續向市區的方向走。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUpJVZIr9Z
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奇怪了，天色突然昏暗了許多。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jbFWWJuRF
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我看看天空，黑得好像快要下大雨。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRn3H02aFkn
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這刻的景象，似曾相識有點印象。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrf255bUNf5
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嘛，反正我帶了雨傘，即使下大雨也不用怕吧。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNcqwnnto5
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結果三分鐘不到，從毛毛雨演變成傾瀉般的大豪雨。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G0hiKHEk5
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雖然我有帶雨傘，可是這種大風雨使人寸步難行，因此我只好躲在天橋下等待停雨。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHceTJe8snF
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我終於明白是甚麼一回事了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHYSAd3Dxk
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這是她自殺的前一天黃昏。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwvJzAoQyp
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那天晚上雖然下了很大的雨，不過雨勢不持久，一小時左右就停雨了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS889LJnOnc
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然後在當天深夜，她打了一通電話給我。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5giMVDp7zp
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其實那通電話沒有甚麼特別的情況可言，只是一般地聊天。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ljlSqTvGE
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硬要說的話，就是她說很辛苦。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYMwONkUMx
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「你不去找她嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw44uXkWZwV
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在我思考的時候，一把女聲在我身旁召喚我。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGNezE91dY
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那個人是剛剛的白袍女生。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ21VZBKSjp
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「啊……？為甚麼妳跟來了？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqRM5KfiCs
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我問她，女生說，你很快就能明白。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1QmkgSdXCQ
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她說，她調校了我的手機的設定，我可以打電話給她。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN3DYAsbmm
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我捏一下臉龐，痛感沒有一秒的遲緩和減輕，看來是真的。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡur5YY5Zp1r
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於是，我拿起手機。可是這一刻，我很猶豫。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkbCKJNrnQ
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真的需要這樣做嗎？無緣無故登門操訪，這會不會太煩人？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41GLgakad5
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我在思考著，橋外的暴雨沒有停止的跡象。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZTUWUHQbs
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女生沒有說甚麼，只是默默站在一旁看著猶豫不決的我。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBdvXi2nxB
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「你不會不甘心嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoVp7FcvfR
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她冷不防蹦出這句話，不知為何，這一句好耳熟。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUXo02FxO
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「人生可不是經常有這樣的機會讓你重來的。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgeEy4i6eE
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她說。越發不安的我終於按下了屏幕的電話鍵盤，打了一通電話給妳。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR9fTa2gKq
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有空嗎？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCCXazZDwn
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我生硬地問，電話另一端的妳慵懶地問，為甚麼突然打電話來。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FJ4q6Jlze
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「這可不像你的作風欸，突然打來是有甚麼事嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDP6e75b3U
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妳問，我問妳現在是不是在家。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj9NGLqPha
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「那當然，不過我現在不太想見人……我明天才找你，好嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa2Ugvylvo
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妳疲倦地說。要是我這一次像從前般不干涉妳的私事，那麼明天我看見的就是妳的屍體。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibJrA7cfUv
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「……要是今天以後妳不會再見到我呢？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tts8tjbik
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我說，妳立刻害怕地問，是不是之前說錯了甚麼。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0KoBPi8Eu
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「你在我家附近？那你想上來還是我到樓下接你？」妳問，我說我自行上來就好，妳替我開門就可以了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysqBmc2tYB
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妳隨口說了句好吧就掛線了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjSVdIeQON
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雨稍微減弱了，我就立刻衝上妳的住處找妳。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGajblkoXb
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這段路我一直在想，要是可以重來，我定會珍惜這一次的機會。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTjU7PhwZCC
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跑了十至十五分鐘終於趕到了，妳披頭散髮迎接我，我沒有一絲介懷，馬上給了妳一個擁抱。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVqbpJypc4
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我眼前抱緊的是我最愛的人，是那個讓我經歷各種第一次的女孩子。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLK3w2CR9Y
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這個不是夢，是現實！410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe7fT41DLl
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妳撫摸我的頭安慰我，問我是不是作了甚麼惡夢了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnw0W8Gcrz
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我笑笑搖頭，以孩子腔說沒有這樣的事。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2LW94ly0M
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溫馨的氣氛在我們重遇的大門口縈繞，我幾乎忘掉過來的目的。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoPbXF6Mit
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然後，妳把我帶到了妳的房間。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfJRZkKQ2r
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妳一關上房間就直入主題，問我為甚麼突然那麼緊急地找妳。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9Qyy882Nw
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我問妳，跟朋友吵大架的事和好了沒有。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMIJxk3xJR
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「我跟她已經決定好重修舊好……不過她男朋友的事就不能提及了……」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJVV01Vmad
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妳碎碎唸道，真不懂自己在搞甚麼。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68NC0MeRwV
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好討厭……410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYoIQWZLTK
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妳潸然淚下，整個場景急轉直下。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSdOVpyjjw
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「明明已經做好打算這樣一勸朋友也當不成了，要是勸阻不成日後不見還好，現在這種結果卻是那麼四不像，豁出去的勇氣全白費，像個傻瓜一樣……」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w5t7AA5BI
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「……身邊沒有一個人理解我，我好辛苦……」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreuMjEFkIr
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妳哭著說，我不發一言，給了妳一個擁抱。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyv4Rtofvk
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有我在。我說。我會支持妳的。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv3QrukiRk5
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然後妳哭得更大聲了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrNGxDGpCW
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「你真的會與我站在同一陣線？你會支持我？你不會抛下我的對吧？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnDnCAxfS8
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妳哽咽著說，哭得淒厲的妳說話也不清楚了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv8kzarnCcy
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「我會，就像現在一樣，我不會再讓妳一個人承受這種痛苦了……」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4f8fC2KZx
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答應我，以後有難題就一起面對，不要窩在心裡好嗎？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPqaoxnPOp
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我問，她點點頭答應。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2YT6caeTAO
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過了一段時間她才冷靜了下來，然後就直接梳洗睡覺了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3v3DanC0H
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我陪伴了她一整個晚上。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIWGwfVZhQ
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到了凌晨時份，我也沉沉睡去進入夢鄉了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqiypgqYA3
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到我醒來的時候，天已經亮了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkwdfBOYlJ
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睡眼惺忪的我看一眼手機，日期是四月十四日。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2kAzjuA0i
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也就是我回到現實的時間了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasqQLhW8It
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後面突然一個女生從背後擁抱我叫我早晨，說今天天氣很好。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xFfy07tuB
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「不過肚子就不太好了……下輩子得投胎當男人。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmouRGIfa3Z
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她搓搓肚子說。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKyLnLo9yE
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阿咧？時間線不同了？410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dZ0FWB23H
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我狐疑地想，為甚麼整個場景不同了。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyryVAf5e5e
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過來一下。我們到廁所討論。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloWSR9q8gU
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一把熟悉的聲音在我的後方響起，原來是送我來的天使女。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzuh27IBVh
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「恭喜你，你改變歷史了。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepieUiiRh9
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她問，想不想知道為甚麼我讓你回到過去改寫歷史。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuPpK7kZL2
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「為甚麼呢？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasxnUAiaTm
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我不作任何推測，單刀直入反問她。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzOTUk4Mh3
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「這篇文你寫的嗎？」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtaNEiDcLt
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她把我女朋友忌日那天的日記的一頁拿下來問。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QGpBE4qgf
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喂不要隨便拿我的日記啊……幸好沒有寫下甚麼具體色色的內容。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkQZSRuMX8
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我僥倖地想。她說，既然我說自己經一事長一智那就要表現出來，要看到有改變。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbpLTrIiAv
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「原來是這樣呀……總之謝謝妳了，讓我能力挽狂瀾。」410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkHoPNoAW9
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我莞爾著感謝她。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgtAp0gJAC
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不用客氣。她微笑著消失在空氣中。410Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBfFEpfRa0
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我握拳暗自發誓，這一次重遇一定要讓我成為一個成熟的男人。
