我青梅竹馬同咗個死MK仔一齊//《不懂愛的青梅竹馬們》 - 【第二章不是愛情】

我想講下我同阿敏係點認識。

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我哋兩個都係4、5歲左右就搬入嚟呢條邨，之後仲讀埋同一間幼稚園，但係學校又無乜交流。

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直到有一日，百厭嘅我走去阿敏屋企㩒門鐘，當時我唔知阿敏係我鄰居。見到一個同我差唔多大嘅小朋友應門，我就講：「你好呀。我叫樂文，你叫咩名呀。」

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「我叫敏情。」

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細個嘅阿敏用佢水汪汪嘅眼，隔住鐵閘咁望住我。

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「情…ching⋯⋯」細個嘅我唔係好讀到個情字，我唔知點解要數住手指去讀，但就硬係咬唔正個音。

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「讀唔到就叫我阿敏啦！」阿敏見我讀唔到佢個名，佢就改咗個花名俾我叫。

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「阿敏，一唔一齊去公園玩呀？」嗰時嘅我冇乜顧慮，好直接咁邀請阿敏。

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阿敏聽到之後好似雙眼發光，即刻打開鐵閘話要一齊去。

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最後嗰日我哋玩完，阿敏發現自己無拎鎖匙，要係我屋企等到佢老豆返嚟。

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之後我老母同佢老豆就咁認識咗。佢老豆成日都要返工，接唔到佢放學。咁啱我哋係鄰居，我老媽子接我放學嘅時候都會順便接埋阿敏。

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老媽子將我哋放返屋企之後就要趕去返工，我哋兩個細路成日都會偷偷地走落樓下公園玩。當時嘅公園都有幾多細路，我哋通處跑，玩捉迷藏，跑下跑下就開始日落。

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「仔，返屋企啦！」有一個年輕嘅媽媽來接走佢個仔返屋企。

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個小朋友好開心咁跑去攬住媽媽，再講：「媽媽我愛你！」

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「我都愛你呀！」

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我同阿敏望住個小朋友嘅眼神都係帶着嫉妒、妒忌，我哋都有人想同我哋講愛。

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日落嘅橙光射落公園時，通常個公園都係得番我同阿敏係到盪鞦韆。蟬唔再叫嘅時候，我哋就會拖住手返屋企。

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阿敏好多時都唔願意自己一個返屋企，所以佢成日都會係我屋企食晚飯再等到佢老豆返嚟。

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當時我問阿敏：「點解唔返屋企呀？屋企有咩唔好呀！」小時候嘅我一臉天真無邪咁問。

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「屋企得自己一個。」

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「咁都好好呀！」

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「會好寂寞，我想有人陪住。」細個嘅阿敏講完就攬實我手臂。

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個次之後，我就知道阿敏係一個怕寂寞嘅小女孩。

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但其實我都係怕寂寞嘅人，因為有阿敏一直嘅陪伴，我先係無咁寂寞。

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小學嘅時候我老媽子會放盒波仔叮飯俾我做晚飯，因為每晚佢都會去咗返工。

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而每個晚上，我都會分一半嘅飯俾阿敏同佢一齊食。

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後來阿敏老豆知道阿敏會係我屋企食波仔飯，於是佢就買咗一大堆波仔飯叫阿敏同我一齊食。

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當時，幾乎每個黑夜我哋兩個都會坐係梳化一齊睇電視，或者幫對方屋企打掃，直到對方嘅父或母返嚟。

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睇電視時我哋都會挨住對方唔出聲咁睇，其實電視播緊乜我唔係記得好清楚，我只係記得阿敏係我身邊。

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其實我哋都幾慘，咁細個就要自己做晒啲家務，又冇屋企人陪。對方嘅存在算係不幸中嘅大幸。

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每次阿敏要返屋企，而我老媽子仲未返到屋企時，我都會覺得電視聲好大好嘈，阿敏一走我就會即刻熄咗佢。

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睇到呢到，精明嘅讀者或者已經發現，我同阿敏都係單親家庭。

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單親或多或少對我哋都帶嚟情感上嘅缺失，而對方嘅存在填滿咗嗰份空虛。

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我同阿敏成個小學嘅晚餐都係食波仔做晚餐，直到升中呢間事先有所改變。

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我哋小學畢業後好好彩咁升到同一間中學，就係小學升中一嘅暑假，有一晚阿敏買曬餸走嚟我屋企。

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「今晚我煮飯！」佢胸有成竹咁講。

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但係我由細到大都冇見過佢煮飯，或多或少有啲擔心，怕會食死人。

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我問：「你得唔得㗎？」

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「無問題！我哋總唔可以日日食波仔！好唔健康㗎！」

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我行過廚房睇下佢搞乜，然後又問：「洗唔洗幫手煮呀？」

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「唔洗呀！你快啲走開啦！你係到阻住我做嘢呀！」

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阿敏明明手忙腳亂，但點都唔肯俾我幫手。仲要用腳不停踢我去趕我走。

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要佢煮飯就硬係有啲唔好意思，所以我想幫佢做返家務。

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「俾你屋企鎖匙我。」我伸手問佢攞鎖匙。

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佢一面疑惑咁問返我：「點解？」

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「你喺度煮飯，我幫你執屋。」

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冇理由乜都要佢做晒，佢煮飯俾我食，我點都要幫返去做啲嘢。

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「好啦……呀！」佢將鎖匙交到一半嘅時候突然收返起隻手，再突然大叫，嚇咗我一跳。

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佢面都紅晒，fing曬手咁講：「唔洗啦！我執完屋啦！」

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「咁你做乜面紅啊？執完屋咪照直講囉。」我都唔明佢做乜要怕羞。

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佢細細聲咁講：「我啲胸圍未執呀……」

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佢個細細聲唔係真係咁細聲，其實我聽到晒。我雙眼即刻望落去佢個胸到。

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佢見到我視線就狂打我個頭到：「鹹濕佬！」

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嘻。

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「唔望啦，唔望啦。講俾我聽你今晚煮乜啦？」我捉住佢隻手唔俾佢再打，然後問。

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「放手啦衰人！」

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我好似太用力捉住佢，我鬆手後佢再講：「白汁雞皇飯！」

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「吓……」我第一個反應真係吓左出嚟，我行去雪櫃，拎咗個白汁雞皇波仔飯俾佢睇。

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佢見到呢個飯之後就鼓埋泡腮：「波仔嘅點及我煮嘅好食！你好快啲收返埋佢！」

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見到佢嬲嬲地嘅樣就覺得搞笑，我聽佢講放返盒飯落雪櫃。

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「咁我睇住電視等你啦。」

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煮好之後我同阿敏一人一碗飯，佢好緊張咁望住我，叫我食先。我食完佢又好緊張咁望住我叫我講食評。

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好甜。

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好似落得太多糖，但好好食。

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我望住眼前呢個女仔，佢緊張又帶點驚恐嘅眼神，我就話：「好好食！」

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佢即刻好開心咁叫咗句：「好嘢！」

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之後我哋兩個就好快咁食晒個飯繼續坐係梳化一齊睇電視。

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自從呢晚開始，阿敏每晚都會過嚟煮飯。

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順帶一提，第一次煮飯之後嗰個禮拜，我食咗一個星期白汁雞皇飯。

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我哋兩個都係單親家庭，父母對我哋都係放養。我哋中小學同幼稚園大部份時間都起埋一齊，我哋屋企都唔係太有錢，所以其他人參加嗰啲興趣班、補習班我哋全部都冇份。其實我話要參加，我媽媽都應該比到錢我去，但係唔想比咁多負擔佢，就算我哋冇乜交流，我都睇得出佢嘅辛苦。我無對老媽子特別喜愛又無特別討厭。

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我哋嘅父母好少同我哋交流，佢哋大部分時間都返緊工。好多時候都係擺低錢就算，我哋同父母嘅關係都係拎錢同收錢，感情其實好薄弱。或者呢個原因，我哋好似格外依賴對方。

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但升到上中學之後，唔知點解我會好避忌喺學校同佢傾偈。喺學校入邊男同女傾偈就好似做錯嘢咁，唔係話校規唔俾，而係同輩之間硬係有種壓力咁樣。

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啲小學雞好鐘意見到一男一女一齊就起哄，結果嗰對男女永遠都要尷尷尬尬咁分開。

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明明嗰對男女冇做錯野，但就好似俾人恥笑緊咁。

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所以我同阿敏喺學校其實好少交流，係我主動避佢。明明大家都無錯。

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另外，我同佢都參加咗啲唔使錢嘅課外活動，我加入咗足球隊，佢就去咗料理學會。

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我哋唔會一齊放學，因為走嘅時間唔一樣，但係阿敏照舊會上嚟我屋企煮晚飯。

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阿敏開頭都無問點解我要係學校避開佢，或者大家心入邊都有知道個原因，我哋都太介意他人嘅目光，又或者話我哋都好自卑，唔覺得自己可以成為別人嘅焦點。

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直到升上中三，有一晚佢煮完飯就問我：「點解你喺學校好似要避開我？」

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「無呀。」我答得有啲心虛。

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「明明就有！」

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「幾時呀！」

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「成日都有㗎啦！喺走廊見到嘅時候你都唔會同我打招呼！」

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「咁我見唔到你呀嘛！」

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「面對面望住你都見我唔到！」

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阿敏嬲嘅時候都會鼓埋泡腮，塊面又紅到成個蘋果，非常之可愛。

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我真係唔識應佢，因為我真係特登避開佢，但我又唔知點解唔想俾佢知呢樣嘢。

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就係呢個尷尬嘅時候，我老媽子開咗門返屋企。

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「我今日收早，可以一齊食飯啦！我仲買咗盒叉燒加餸！」我老媽子門都未入晒就大聲講，仲係到find佢手上裝住發泡膠盒嘅白膠袋。

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老媽子望望我，再望望阿敏：「阿敏妹，你又來煮飯比我個衰仔食啊，真係麻煩你啦。」

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阿敏立刻由嬲變笑咁講：「順便啫！」

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啲女人真係好蠱惑，變臉快到咁。

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「呢個衰仔冇用㗎啦乜都要靠你，咁多年來好彩有你陪住佢同照顧佢咋！」

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老媽子邊講邊除鞋，仲要睥實我。

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「我都有照顧自己㗎……」我細細聲咁口噏噏，生怕太大聲會比是但一個女人鬧。

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「客咩氣呀！樂文係學校都樂『照顧』我㗎！」年紀比較細嗰個女人特登拖長照顧呢個詞來講，擺明仲嬲緊我。

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啲女人洗唔洗咁小氣。

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「咁都好啲！咁未來都靠你睇住佢啦！」

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阿敏塊面紅著同笑住咁覆：「我會睇住佢㗎啦。」

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阿敏就係一個咁嘅人。佢好似從來都唔會介意自己付出幾多，只要人哋有所得著佢就滿足。

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料理學會每個星期都要有人係活動前一晚買定材料，佢每次都唔介意做買嘢嗰個。煮完飯佢又願意做留低洗碗嗰個。

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我問過佢點解要咁好心，佢話：「如果我嘅辛苦可以換到人哋嘅快樂同輕鬆，咁樣都唔係太辛苦姐！」

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嗰晚我哋三個食完白汁雞皇飯同叉燒之後，我叫咗老媽子返房瞓先，我同阿敏就喺廚房洗碗。

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我哋一直都冇講嘢，佢應該仲嬲緊我。

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我嘆咗口氣，就用膊頭撞一撞阿敏：「喂……」

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阿敏撞返我，但係冇講嘢。

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條八婆咁小氣仲嬲緊。

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「唔好嬲啦。」

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「我無嬲。」佢每隻字都放重音去講。

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唉，無計，我跪。

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「對唔住呀，我以後係學校見到你一定say hi！」

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「唔夠。」

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「咁都唔夠！？你想點呀？」

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「我想睇你踢波。」

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「踢波？女仔點會鍾意睇人踢波啊。」

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「我就係想睇！」

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就係咁啱得咁蹺，足球隊禮拜五有friendly，但係俾班死仔見到我帶女嚟我死硬。

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阿敏都係唔講嘢，算，死就死。

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「星期五足球隊有Friendly，你嚟唔嚟睇我比賽啊？」

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「睇！」阿敏諗都冇諗過就答應咗我，然後再講：「一早就應該叫我去睇啦！」

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「好啦好啦，悶親你唔關我事。」

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我哋又洗完碗之後就一齊做功課。

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「點解你係學校唔同我講嘢？」阿敏一到寫一到問。

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又返嚟呢個話題。

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事到如今都費事隱瞞佢，我就話：「學校班小朋友見到一男一女傾偈就會起哄，成件事好尷尬。」

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「哈！哈！！」阿敏聽完就笑到收唔到聲，佢笑完再講：「你先係小朋友！人哋做乜關你乜事呀！我仲以為你驚比其他女仔見到我同你傾偈會誤會。」

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「怕羞呀。」

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「我同你有咩好怕羞！總之以後喺學校唔可以避開我！」

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「唉，你都唔明。」

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「唔得！」阿敏哄塊面埋嚟盯住我，其實佢隻啡色嘅眼珠都幾靚。

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太近啦。我擰開佢塊臉，再講：「好啦。」

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCbdQJJAfO

「有人臉紅。」阿敏笑住咁篤我臉頰。

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「小學雞。」我死淨把口。依家諗返其實唔知點解要驚人哋起哄，但中一、二嘅自己就係怕。反而係女仔嘅阿敏好似唔太介意他人目光，結果搞到我好似好冇用咁。

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禮拜五，阿敏真係嚟咗睇我踢波，結果我啲隊友起晒哄。

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斜陰嘅傻仔腎係球場到大叫：「邊個帶條女嚟咁串！」

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傻仔腎語帶憤怒咁咆哮，我一時之間唔敢講係我，怕佢哋打死我。

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其他隊友都你眼望我眼但係就冇人敢出聲。

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係呢個咁惡劣嘅時刻，阿敏揮住手同我講：「加油啊樂文！」

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仆街……

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條八婆係咪特登陰我。

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傻仔腎用凌厲眼神啤住我，我即刻耍手擰頭咁講：「我同佢冇嘢㗎！」

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「冇嘢又會嚟睇你踢波！」我突然間感受到大家嘅怒氣，我好似做咗眾矢之的。

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「我同佢唔會有嘢㗎！我哋兄弟嚟嘅咋！」

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「男同女邊有兄弟！」傻仔腎一到講一到行近我身邊，我心知不妙，想轉身就走。結果其他隊員喺後邊攔住我。

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「我同佢只係孽緣咋……」我越嚟越細聲咁講。

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmokQ1lXHsT

最後喺開波之前我比班隊友con咗一鑊，然後場友誼賽我都冇好認真咁踢，場波最終召喚掌門人作結尾。

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踢完波我哋就坐去教練面對聽breifing，呢個時候足球隊嘅女經理人小璇俾咗枝水我。

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小璇係一個幾細粒嘅女仔，捲短髮，又好傾又友善，係我哋足球隊女神。

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「唔該。」

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小璇笑一笑之後烏低身細細聲講：「唔洗客氣。係呢⋯⋯嗰個你女朋友嚟？」

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小璇眼角望著阿敏講。

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「唔係呀，我同佢兄弟嚟㗎咋。」

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufwGxvYTSC

小璇聽完好似笑得再開心咗啲，再用食指篤我臉頰：「估到你無女朋友。」

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講完佢就繼續派水俾其他人。

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教練講完之後我哋就去換衫散水。

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喺更衣室入邊，傻仔腎拍一拍我膊頭再講：「今日你唔係我兄弟，你去同啲女人食飯啦！」

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG0OYTitBh

本來每次睇完波我哋都會成隊一齊去食飯，結果今日眾怒難犯，我被趕出左呢個餐聚。

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換完衫我就死死地氣咁走去搵阿敏：「今次俾你累死……」

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「咩呀？你踢得幾好啊！」

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我嘆口氣再講：「冇嘢啦，去食飯啦，今晚唔好煮啦。」

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之後我哋就喺球場慢慢行去我哋屋企附近嘅茶餐廳。

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阿敏一邊行一邊講佢啲八婆friends嘅嘢，邊個想溝邊個條仔，又話邊個表面上同另一個好friend，但實際上就好憎對方。

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我都唔明點解啲女人咁鍾意講呢啲嘢，我淨係知道我今日都好似冇晒啲朋友。

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我諗都冇乜邊個男人會對女人嘅八婆嘢好上心咁聽，我都係不停咁重覆，「係呀」、「嘩」、「咁仆街」。呢三個回覆已經夠我應付佢講嘅是非，仲令佢覺得我有認真聽佢講嘢。

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係餐廳坐低之後，我就叫侍應過嚟。

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「兩個沙嗲牛麵，配火腿奄列。一杯茶走，一杯凍奶茶少甜多冰。」

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我一次過落晒我同阿敏要食嘅嘢。

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCJdj7NIC4

「多冰？」個侍應有啲疑惑咁樣反問我。

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「無錯。」

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阿敏笑住咁望住我：「好彩你記得我要多冰。」

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「邊有人咁奇怪飲嘢要多冰。」

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阿敏好鐘意咬冰，佢每次出去食飯都一定要嗌凍飲加多冰，結果好多時落單嘅時候都會俾人用驚訝嘅語氣去問清楚我係咪真係要多冰，搞到我好似有啲奇怪生物咁。

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啲嘢食好快就到手，我哋亦都好快就食晒。

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終於唔係白汁雞皇飯。

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走出餐廳之後，阿敏話：「我唔想行返去啊！」

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「乜Q呀，食飽就行下啦。」

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我心諗，想點呀，好麻煩。

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「唔濟呀！」

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佢講完就谷起塊臉再嚟痞起到唔郁。

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「唉。」

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我知佢想點啦，佢又想坐車。

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將軍澳周圍都係共享單車，我租咗架藍色嘅共享單車，再叫佢坐上嚟。

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「知你又想坐車嚟，上嚟啦。」

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佢即刻跳咗上後座，然後攬實我條腰。

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「我開車啦。」

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我慢慢咁沿着將軍澳海旁踩返我哋屋企，夕陽的餘暉咁啱灑落我哋身上。

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沿途人來人往，我哋就靜靜地、慢慢地前進。

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我望向後邊，見到陽光喺佢塊面上，突然覺得呢個女仔嘅側面都好靚。

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阿敏皮膚其實好好，外貌都算標青。

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有一刻我好似心動，但下一秒我就有罪惡感。

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呢個女仔應該係我親人，我點可以對佢心動？

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我同自己講我唔會鍾意佢，呢種感覺唔會係鐘意。但係佢真係好靚。

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突然，我見到阿敏望住我，我就即刻望返前邊。

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然後，阿敏就成個人伏係我背脊度，再講：「好暖。」

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佢個胸大咗。呢個係我一個感受，之後我再覺得其實我哋今日好溫馨。

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我不自覺咁放慢左踩單車嘅速度，好想拉長呢一刻嘅感覺。

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呢啲可能就係家庭溫暖，同埋應該唔會係愛情。

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始終我哋相處左咁耐，點會突然之間有火花？

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返到屋企之後，阿敏沖完個涼就過咗嚟我屋企做功課。

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佢心情好好咁，喺度嘻嘻笑，好想問佢笑乜，但怕問要俾佢鬧，所以廢事。

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嗰日我唔太能夠專心做功課，我不時望住阿敏，我對呢個女仔係咪有啲感覺？

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但我好堅定咁同自己講呢個應該唔係愛情，因為我哋識咗好耐，所以冇理由係愛情。

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囉囉攣。

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我嘅專注力好自然咁俾阿敏吸引。

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我哋做功課做到10點來終於做完。

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「好肚餓呀！」做完功課嗰刻空腹感來襲。

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阿敏企起身講：「煮個西多士你食啦！」

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「敏姐萬歲！」

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好彩聽日係星期六，食完可以慢慢瞓。

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咁啱呢個時候我阿媽返咗嚟：「阿敏你又煮嘢食比個衰仔啊！真係辛苦你囉。」

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「好小事姐！我哋啱啱先做完功課我都肚餓嘅！我順便煮埋俾佢食咋。」

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「衰仔，去幫下人手啦！」老媽子扑咗我個頭一下，佢再講：「我今晚出去打牌啊，唔返嚟㗎啦。轉頭我就走啦。」

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難得老媽子有娛樂，我都無謂阻住佢。

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老媽子來去如風，入一入嚟留低幾句說話就出返去。

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間屋又淨返我同阿敏。

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老媽子唔係到，今晚間屋咪得返我一個。

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食完西多士之後阿敏話：「咁我返屋企啦。」

739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ndNjXGMT3

嗰日我都唔知自己發生咩事，我拉住阿敏隻手，問佢：「可唔可以留喺度？」

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我唔知點解自己想佢留喺度，都唔知點解會講出口，更加唔知叫佢留喺度可以做啲乜。

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但係一切都好突然，我就係想佢係我身邊。

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阿敏瞪一瞪大對眼，再講：「……好呀。」

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然後空氣就靜止了。

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阿敏無問到點解我要叫佢留低，我亦都無解釋點解想佢留低。我哋兩個坐喺梳化睇電視，睇睇下電視我哋兩個都瞓着咗。

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我哋默默咁挨住對方，阿敏個頭瞓咗落我膊頭。

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「你輸波唔開心呀？」

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「吓⋯⋯輸咩波？」

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「今日踢波你無入波呀嘛。」

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「對面都無入，咁樣係打和。」

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「咁即係你無贏。」

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「你唔明白足球架啦。」

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「但你唔係唔開心？」

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「唔係。」我望望佢，再講：「就算唔開心，依定都開心返。」

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「有咩唔開心都可以搵我，我隨時係到。」

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我哋就係咁係梳化瞓住咗，挨住對方。

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電視播緊啲乜其實我無睇，我哋無開廳燈，成個屋嘅光源都係嚟自電視。吵鬧嘅聲音卻沒將我哋嘅專注力拉去畫面，我倆依舊不動如山。

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或者係晏晝嘅心動令我留住咗佢，又或者我只係唔想自己一個係屋企，但唔會係愛情。應該。

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佢留低嘅原因，或者只係唔想獨自留係屋企。

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一時嘅衝動，感覺嘅先行令我留住佢。

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我唔知咁樣做係啱定錯，或者一切都只係自然而生。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1imYc9toMj

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