張靜宜站在家門前,拿着鑰匙的手停滯半空。293Please respect copyright.PENANAvlO48VqHfY
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從學校乘搭巴士回家的路程只需二十分鐘,而張靜宜平日當值後會準時六時半便出現在客廳中。然而她今天的腳步格外沉重,晚了十五分鐘才走到家門外。293Please respect copyright.PENANAw90dqu6EU6
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我遲到了。媽媽肯定會質問我。293Please respect copyright.PENANAlOvcqyrFML
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張靜宜嘆了一口氣,對接下來將會發生的一切萬分抗拒。293Please respect copyright.PENANAcSsmxG1Rmu
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人們總說家是避風港,能安撫疲憊心靈。293Please respect copyright.PENANAmnbD42VHOW
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對張靜宜而言,門後那單位卻是煙霧瀰漫的戰場,無刻都要提心吊膽地生活,稍有不慎便會一命嗚呼。293Please respect copyright.PENANAdwGsfRiJTU
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「點解你可以遲到?」293Please respect copyright.PENANA3om53ZFnl4
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門突然被打開,張太一手抵著門邊,丹鳳眼居高臨下地對張靜宜上下打量。293Please respect copyright.PENANAJ9WFEBnzRJ
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「連準時都做唔到嘅人注定唔會成功。」293Please respect copyright.PENANAd8XpmPUYDf
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張靜宜的媽媽是一名大律師。293Please respect copyright.PENANAWH2EA3QMkQ
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作為一個成功人士,她對管教女兒方面自然毫不手軟。張靜宜之所以能得到傲人的成績,除了因為當時想變得像鍾文傑般優秀,更因為張太的無情鞭策。293Please respect copyright.PENANAil0t51WDqw
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張靜宜肩膀無力地垂下來,萬分不願去回應母親的數落。她雙眼略略掃過七百呎的單位,父親已經安坐於飯桌旁,手中卷著報紙,對女兒的到來不聞不問。293Please respect copyright.PENANAL9e08s6IVq
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客廳內鴉雀無聲。293Please respect copyright.PENANAi92usmzjqn
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「人哋同你講嘢你要應。」張太站在張靜宜背後。293Please respect copyright.PENANAjQSMR7r6vl
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張靜宜緩緩轉過身,一眼便看見母親那梳得一絲不苟的髮髻,尖削下巴勾勒出端正五官,久居上位者的凌人氣勢絲毫不減。293Please respect copyright.PENANAmt8lexivCg
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「知道。」一切無聲抗議在絕對權力前蕩然無存。她竭盡全力牽起僵硬的微笑。293Please respect copyright.PENANAB4Om7FcErw
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張靜宜連忙關上房門,小小臥室中刷上淡黃油漆,書櫃上整齊地放著她最喜愛的文學經典。293Please respect copyright.PENANAr5ierPAStO
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專屬自己的空間看似舒適無比,她卻坐立不安。293Please respect copyright.PENANAghuh4CrvXk
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書桌上放了一張就讀小六時與鍾文傑的合照,那是鍾文傑拿到第一名而張靜宜屈居第二的一刻。293Please respect copyright.PENANASMTJb7p9GE
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當時她雙眼發光,只顧著凝視站在旁邊的他。293Please respect copyright.PENANAO19jd8Cvz6
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真諷刺。293Please respect copyright.PENANAZAHfGc2Zf0
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相框一下子被反轉,昔日的憧憬已化為泡影。293Please respect copyright.PENANAEyPpMJmRju
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「邊個俾你閂門?」293Please respect copyright.PENANA4jFwDUby5G
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「對唔住。」所剩無幾的私人空間最終被強行奪走,張靜宜不敢對上門外那雙眼,唯有低著頭坐到飯桌旁。293Please respect copyright.PENANAFhC0VcGCEf
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每天的晚餐流程都一成不變,先由張太追問學業進度起,到累得匆匆吃完飯去洗澡為止。293Please respect copyright.PENANAzxFGyZusXi
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浴室裏亮起燈,蓬蓬頭的暖水飛到張靜宜臉上,沿著眼角滑下去,在白瓷磚上濺起水花。293Please respect copyright.PENANAKycXOh3SFE
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從小到大,張靜宜一直缺乏號啕大哭的勇氣。293Please respect copyright.PENANABW9aFwCMp4
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每一次禁不住眼淚時,母親便會變本加厲地苛責她:只有弱者才會哭,強者需要做到喜怒不形於色。293Please respect copyright.PENANACOizWosrIY
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正因如此,她對鍾文傑的心意隱晦而朦朧。293Please respect copyright.PENANAsm2fmQMqju
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她只需要悄悄地靠近對方,默默艱耘,成為配得上他的人。只要成績上能與他一起擠進全級頭三名,她便心滿意足。293Please respect copyright.PENANAWNy05Swgba
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也許一切還未被畫上句號。張靜宜突發奇想,偷偷拿走電話溜進浴室。293Please respect copyright.PENANAl9PVbl8uzO
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這場長達十年的戰爭怎麼能就這樣結束?也許她能改寫結局。293Please respect copyright.PENANAIzD5YIuN7q
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一切由改變自己開始。293Please respect copyright.PENANAc1QfMhZXcH
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只要她明白鍾文傑的世界。只要她理解鍾文傑的心態。只要她…293Please respect copyright.PENANAGmtSWcAeiG
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「如何模仿性行為」張靜宜對自慰一事毫無概念,只能笨拙地將難以啟齒的內容交給偉大的搜尋引擎處理。293Please respect copyright.PENANAbUxcs32ej3
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兒童心理學…模仿電影性行為…模仿成人… 所期望的答案無影無蹤,看來得靠自己了。293Please respect copyright.PENANA9XGKFEwpW0
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衣服一件件被剝下,露出蒼白身軀,贅肉沒精打采地圍繞腰間,雙腿下爬著若隱若現的青蛇。293Please respect copyright.PENANAiRNWQXG4Nm
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那並不是吸引人的身材。293Please respect copyright.PENANAVKbkpkF78v
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張靜宜終於發現自己和泳淇的差距。293Please respect copyright.PENANAYts4uwxVBb
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一片片泡沫被沖刷到地上,張靜宜蹲下來,兩眼望著去水位上的小旋渦緩緩轉動。293Please respect copyright.PENANAHRJKMZzgPU
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她帶著背水一戰的覺悟,按著記憶模仿起鍾文傑。293Please respect copyright.PENANAkRclVlJtbU
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指尖小心翼翼地撫上胸前那點紅,卻毫無變化。293Please respect copyright.PENANAaQwr0Dz7fK
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那為甚麼當時他們看起來那麼享受?293Please respect copyright.PENANA7eLcRjVkm8
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張靜宜不禁焦躁起來,使勁地搓揉著乳尖。然而五感彷彿被阻塞了般,身體依舊麻木不已。293Please respect copyright.PENANAtUsA0cdbls
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微微顫抖的手指開始在下體摸索著,毫無預兆地刺進那乾澀甬道,最終跨越那道防線。293Please respect copyright.PENANAsNqQPgYSef
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相關知識始終仍停留在理論上,加上張靜宜周遭的環境因素,她根本對性事一無所知。293Please respect copyright.PENANAocm497q0NI
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緊緻的軟肉似乎萬分抗拒異物的入侵,張靜宜只能艱難地把半根食指伸進去。293Please respect copyright.PENANAWUCe5QQ99X
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「嘶—」293Please respect copyright.PENANA8IlUpsR6YI
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強烈的不適感使張靜宜霎眼間便把手指抽出來,皮肉撕裂時痛得她倒吸一口涼氣。293Please respect copyright.PENANAXn52eM1kS4
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耳邊水聲嘩啦嘩啦地冷嘲熱諷著,淋熄了最後一絲希望。293Please respect copyright.PENANAqEFn4BiJzc
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也許像她一樣畏首畏尾的人不值得擁有快樂,也許這些年的奮鬥只是一個人的自我感動,亦是可悲的獨角戲。293Please respect copyright.PENANA4lqUVkeRPQ
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她擦乾身體,換上睡衣,和家人道晚安。293Please respect copyright.PENANAlLathGMFXO
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一切動作如此平平無奇,今天卻暗藏著濃濃的不自在和逃避感。293Please respect copyright.PENANAqhrLkxxXNX
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頭上那盞燈被關掉,張靜宜眼睜睜地看著天花板,鼻子忽然酸溜溜的。293Please respect copyright.PENANAN77nLvtGLj
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她的真心被徹底捏死了。293Please respect copyright.PENANAESwmoRmLke
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