「愛是最扭曲的詛咒，卻也是最純潔的祝福。」──《咒術回戰》209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVeqFCNC85
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陳凱婷依稀記得媽媽自殺前一天突然緊緊抱著她，說了莫名其妙的一番話。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7A18I1Y3Bk
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「阿婷。媽媽從來冇後悔生你出嚟。」年不過四十的女人五官素雅，纖手撫上陳凱婷的臉頰。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUQBsZE7wh
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她長了一雙和陳凱婷一模一樣的圓眼，柔情似水，猶如看待工藝品般細細端詳面前的小女孩。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8p72JqH1p
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「只不過世途險惡，人心難測…」她嗓音逐漸染上嗚咽，眼底下是無盡悲涼：「我已經冇辦法再行落去。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8azOD7MEC9
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九歲的小女孩固然未能理解大人的世界，她感覺媽媽很委屈，很寂寞。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3fBE6tia9
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女人帶著拋下一切離去的決絕，卻流露出不捨的表情，矛盾極了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6qK50d2Sd
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「所以你一定要堅強。」媽媽抱得更緊，聲音顛抖不已。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedtINlQeNe
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「陳凱婷，你一定要堅強咁戰勝一切。」她在女孩的額上印下一吻，猶如給予對方最好的祝福。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutmNJTUyIV
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陳凱婷呆呆地凝望笑得淒涼的女人，有點不知所措。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWLAUjbRcf
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那時媽媽倚在窗台邊仰望夜空，微弱的光不輕不重灑在她身上，襯得她無比光潔，好像靈魂不再屬於這塵世。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwgy3Covr2
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記憶是象牙白色的，可她清晰地記得媽媽的眼角泛了紅。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwGSE7xpzH
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就像面前這兩根紅線一樣。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gQq1BAvn7
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陳凱婷大腦瞬間變成一片空白，她獨自坐在那裏，仰起頭緊盯天花板，與蒼白光燈對望。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEcbDQYa8A
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神啊。我上輩子到底是犯了甚麼錯，才使得這輩子插曲不斷呢？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHlfx9gxPp
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看來你和我一樣笨呢。你投錯了胎，而我信錯了別人。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXNhCXoSlt
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她垂眼，捂上平伏的小腹，不敢相信有一個微弱的生命此刻正與她共享一副身體。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrT7tzHSy5
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那只是片刻的慌亂，陳凱婷下一秒便整理好思緒，對她的決定極為清晰。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww1gzsI8Lc
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事實上，她作為一個年僅十七歲的中學生，還能作出甚麼抉擇呢？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rqOGPhwi3
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她根本沒有選擇權可言。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMCReIBIy0
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死路一條。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9VAvsrQtJ
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狹窄的廁格裡隱約傳來潺潺水聲，滲得人發慌，然而她信念無比堅定。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mlwYwRftS
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對不起。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVu9w8aJaqM
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這句是對肚子裡那人兒說的。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ydlqJKwHb
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陳凱婷深深吸了一口氣，推開門時恰巧照了些陽光進來，灑下一地溫暖。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr0I90CiCH
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張靜宜見她出來，忙迎上去，滿眼擔憂：「點樣啊？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmfDPi8vWd
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陳曉智也望了過來，熾熱的目光讓陳凱婷難堪地別開臉。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYutb3NmJ0W
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對不起，我終究是沒能好好保護自己。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnxaFzmrFZ
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陳凱婷沉默片刻，然後強顏歡笑：「係呢，有冇人想陪我去家計會？」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd42yVaFLD
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再遲鈍的人也能理解她說話背後的意思。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvOx7maMUU
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張靜宜瞬間神色泯然，一下子抱緊陳凱婷蹭著她的脖子：「我陪，我一定陪。」209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIRdqY78rmN
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也許神明刻意以黑暗籠罩著陳凱婷的前途，但張靜宜一定會陪她走出來。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QrZYzJyr1
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畢竟再為無盡的黑暗也終會迎來光明，不是嗎？209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKK3ArIb8sx
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這次輪到張靜宜成為陳凱婷的小太陽了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuykgYbU9CX
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接下來的幾個星期，陳凱婷成為了家計會的常客，急急忙忙地排期進行手術，以及和社工周旋。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMlP1QFx50
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那些「點解要咁衝動呀？」、「你真係決定唔要啦？」成為家常便飯，陳凱婷聽了不下十次。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnumviKKIG
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她亦從未感到一絲動搖。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8SoZFSSAg
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她並不是沒有想過自己能夠和心愛的人結成聯理，只不過…209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX1De58BYj
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無謂再作解釋，一切已成定局，多想亦只會自尋煩惱。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5Hj8lbkvA
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幸好她上學期沒有缺席，因此這段時間才能不斷請假去看醫生。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmud1E4K6mH
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與此同時，他們三人的保密工作做得天衣無縫，朱碩謙對這件事毫不知情。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7RRyqEwUr
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他一直以為陳凱婷是懶得上學。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnKaQI2ISN
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但朱碩謙已經不會再對陳凱婷噓寒問暖了，因此理所當然地被蒙在鼓裡。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbsEx1j8w0
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聽陳曉智所言，他們的父親險些氣得要死，把陳凱婷趕出家門。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnUHDwczlC
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然而張靜宜並不知道這軒然大波是怎麼被擺平的，對方不願繼續說下去。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRUbS9GGt0
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即便陳凱婷回到學校上課時，不是在睡覺便是在發呆，整個人彷彿丟了魂，愈發寡言。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElHvMXhj9w
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最近她想起媽媽的次數也愈發頻繁。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPUMPyeD99
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窗外晨光拂照，嫩葉萌芽，一切都為春天的到來準備就緒，她內心卻透着死一般的靜寂。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lNtg61nDR
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她有意無意地將流產手術的日期定在二月十四日。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbnEq4x4JK
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趁人們情意正濃，親手捏死自己的感情。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldxDhSNvXd
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諷刺極了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LawOvrvB4
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說實話，陳凱婷和肚子裡的生命沒有甚麼特別的牽絆，感覺對方只是一個租客罷了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKxKlj9mwS
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而那短短三十分鐘的手術便是請走客人的過程。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuARIYJMEUx
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但是，當陳凱婷模模糊糊地從麻醉藥中逐漸清醒時，鑽心的痛感同時變得異常清晰。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJDFZLJqPk
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她對上張靜宜和陳曉智的目光，淚水驀地奪眶而出，眼角泛起薄紅。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjDxQjFnrA
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這是她第一次在倆人面前忍不住哭了起來。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsW2iBpMJW0
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心臟好像隨著抽泣的起伏一抽一抽地痛，不斷錘著她的胸膛。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ngWQAtvc2
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她可是親手斷送了一個生命啊。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcJo1YeiFW
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說到底，她比所有人更清楚自己根本無能力養育另一個人，另一個…有血有肉的人。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡffnOE0atzk
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陳凱婷腦海中浮起學期初和張靜宜的對話。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eXBykUVSd
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那時，自己說小朋友只是一個副產品而已。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsaeTVF1iFH
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陳凱婷終究是錯了，徹徹底底地錯了。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg9SDE1YaV
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她們從來都不是副產品。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVwkLZIWsR
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她是在黑暗中堅定地走下去的人啊。209Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUgJCM49Ru
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