Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,445Please respect copyright.PENANAXiqtB2y3B1
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed445Please respect copyright.PENANAjmQR4jSuWx
You were all I ever wanted to be445Please respect copyright.PENANAQMnw9i8kaU
(And more)445Please respect copyright.PENANAGOb6BhsW82
You had talent and brains,445Please respect copyright.PENANAoIDabn9lAA
And was also physically neutral445Please respect copyright.PENANAw13un0obXW
But when I tried to be friendly,445Please respect copyright.PENANA8BKZSYw9ra
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,445Please respect copyright.PENANA0G9Z4kDv7T
I'm being too kind, too generous.445Please respect copyright.PENANAHOebaH1n9Y
I was pushed to the ground445Please respect copyright.PENANAtATVJxsht7
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,445Please respect copyright.PENANA2AIhJq3WMX
But what's done is done445Please respect copyright.PENANAZq8XOPaUXU
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,445Please respect copyright.PENANARW8qgWrnIi
Harsh words and insults445Please respect copyright.PENANAtZSE0QwyNu
It became an irreplaceable friendship.445Please respect copyright.PENANAYIq4ZLFxhY
However, in mine,445Please respect copyright.PENANA7fq3eT2g2f
Glares and sharp glances445Please respect copyright.PENANACUM5jvigR2
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself445Please respect copyright.PENANAs8VdoyhMjn
"When did our loathing,445Please respect copyright.PENANA1oznQ6NXgg
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015445Please respect copyright.PENANArFL4MrSNJv
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016