Contrition
My words may come as a shock to you,448Please respect copyright.PENANAj89mB9jPuE
To me, I am most certain
When we first met I was amazed448Please respect copyright.PENANAumwUQDBpu5
You were all I ever wanted to be448Please respect copyright.PENANAD5NtW9GkpP
(And more)448Please respect copyright.PENANAfu7ge0cU0l
You had talent and brains,448Please respect copyright.PENANApWgyW1DTgc
And was also physically neutral448Please respect copyright.PENANA62CC3UuuSK
But when I tried to be friendly,448Please respect copyright.PENANArHKWcWv1vX
I was pushed away
Looking over my words,448Please respect copyright.PENANALvg82jvXbQ
I'm being too kind, too generous.448Please respect copyright.PENANABiovQx8D76
I was pushed to the ground448Please respect copyright.PENANAKscQ3mX18n
And shoved so that I would stay put.
It's not like anyone cared
Reminisce was not my intention,448Please respect copyright.PENANABxeNgoWiyy
But what's done is done448Please respect copyright.PENANASKr45iKF0c
It's been a few years since we first met.
In your case,448Please respect copyright.PENANARYEHjpM9Ml
Harsh words and insults448Please respect copyright.PENANAE41AvZK6ob
It became an irreplaceable friendship.448Please respect copyright.PENANAIE70QpQeco
However, in mine,448Please respect copyright.PENANA672N3E4iyw
Glares and sharp glances448Please respect copyright.PENANA5QEqVX4Mbb
A hellish nightmare I cannot escape.
To this day I ask myself448Please respect copyright.PENANAzA7xH7MZNy
"When did our loathing,448Please respect copyright.PENANAAAqMSp6h83
Become... Something else?"
I could have lived without it
Written: Sunday 15th February 2015448Please respect copyright.PENANAOUfQ9XyWmn
Published On FP/ Pen: Wednesday 18th February 2015/ Tuesday 28th June 2016