視角【男主】#小段子285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsKTLXUaGm
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGWyYrh7Xe
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRj1zqoKafO
最近那些人看我的眼神不太一樣，是一種怪罪的眼神，我不知道是他們變了，還是我變了。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohTZuKGcRM
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUrEUDglJc
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyXrM05EkK
一開始看淡，最後的重視已經無法挽救一切。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KS8s3xAMV
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGs7E3877Q
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsTyRlVmBE
最近諸事不順，還以為水逆了呢，直到現在我遇見了眼前身穿白袍，扎著長馬尾的錢斯彤，她是我的國小同學、青梅竹馬跟摯友，不過對我來說現在她是一名心理醫師。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaJsx3ht2w
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxnvDZzmbq
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVajY7zNQ1x
錢斯彤放下筆，直勾勾的盯著我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWNoQWbzZE
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7SEZZUTJ9
「最近有什麼事嗎？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i0dZ3Bzr1
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zNINbUgx8
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw9M3OFTaRj
「呃…沒有…應該沒有。」正在發呆的我錯愕得回覆了這個問題。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6pRcWIsbP
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27yZhG6Fqf
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2WsemWXyw6
「你為什麼來做心理諮商呢？」錢斯彤再次拿起筆，不過她沒有寫字，而是用筆頭輕敲桌面。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAUAcuRzpl
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bauSrTdIw
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNtDHDr7NK
「被逼的。」我從來都不會把實情說出口。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLlGZBtLOS
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsrdUPo1L3
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoyndPT0Hq
「那你有沒有不舒服或者想跟我聊點什麼？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSecj96PeJG
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxDS9ntm7N
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwREAxBLTL
「………」我沒有回答，卻看見錢斯彤左手拿著一本像是課本的東西。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqAbRjOVdl
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWO4a932Wd
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlCzwjFBrY
「你還記得嗎…這個。」錢斯彤放下筆，把國小畢業紀念冊翻到我們班一起合照的那頁。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBhY8cXc3J
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQNrWkefkt
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxCl4aV8IaE
「我記得啊，國小畢業的時候。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MX5tBuUir
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlNiaWZPe9
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMrxZzpaxn
「那你記得這個嗎？」錢斯彤把一兩疊報紙全攤在桌上，斗大的新聞標題寫著《驚傳維冠金龍大樓倒塌事件死亡人數持續攀升》285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpyZPAsYjPk
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8Ie7Etxax
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGWUcsf40L
「記得啊，我姐死在裡面。」我的口氣很平穩，似乎對於這幾年前的事已經釋懷。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXubwbfXyz4
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2x5F1GcEG
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbSat60r9C
「這個呢？」錢斯彤掏出一個皮夾遞到我面前。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98iXVoosm4
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJafA5WMNE
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwllq2UPKvO
「好像在哪裡看過…」我翻着錢包，因為老舊，外面的皮革層層剝落，在翻的同時也掉出一些碎屑。錢包裡已經沒有錢，可是還有一些發票、折價卷、一堆各式各樣的會員卡、一張身份證。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVGrJVJZec
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZEE1JBt8c
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczE2G7WlDr
民國43年6月14日。那是我爸的生日，那是我爸的身份證，那個就是我爸的錢包。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQh3QAoN5B
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GG2HrkGVM
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9BM604SFl
「回想起來還是有點自責呢，明明是長子，卻無法從盜匪手中把自己的老爸救出來，讓他就這樣被砍死。」我突然的一段話讓錢斯彤有點錯愕。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIIBLZTJ0S
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzVaWbSeOf
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUHASCLdM6
「我以為你爸爸…」她驚訝的摀嘴，隨後低頭道歉。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMa4Su5Aps
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYyMUcnXVr
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXUPbbubZb
「死了就死了，不用道歉。」其實是我經不起道歉，我早已習慣把道歉這種負面動詞的主詞通通改成我自己。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7yH9ClXmI
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPmQotrI4W
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkE7t97tjY
「我記得你以前都是班上的第一名，成績很好，尤其是數學。」錢斯彤對著我微笑。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctdwZLCPxS
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7V0rUdM0w
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtZUNooMtu
「那個能有什麼用，我身邊可以走的都走了。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBYMsc85Ck
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIAoTFhaYq
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ytWIUNMEz
「你有什麼興趣嗎？或讓自己開心的東西？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy33Q5eLWZa
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogjhgE0434
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5ZvPvB688
「我沒對任何事物提起勁過。」我苦澀得對著錢斯彤笑了笑。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3b6SDq1WN
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0F6uYXiar
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jQaj1sgkQ
「為什麼不嘗試看看呢？這麼沒動力呀？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveC25IqmQ7
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UAawqKt9x
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLgmr6CgWT
「我不想，以前想的時候通通被拒絕了。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsxfSlceDR
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqEN4uNkSn
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbuPE8RXs1
「誰拒絕你？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAOaXuwbS4
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNzPG0Vzet
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLOkI0KoHQ
「我媽跟我爸，照理來說我應該要不爽的，可是我沒有，反正他們也死了。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1r6eOtTwC
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzv85zOP0C
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYB08mUdPc
「冒昧問一下，你還有家人嗎？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRw5PqrS40
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf5cbIDUI8
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqDb2J2wNA
「沒有。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODOX7ZGYit
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZSlGbm31u
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2j5oEd5MR
一陣沉默，詭異的靜。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqJZslAsRj
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkv38XLOc3c
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWYScgr3UE
「那…我可以當你的朋友嗎？我想多陪陪你。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbkgK7d3o9
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Idf1UjodY
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TF1T5tuls
「妳不會不方便嗎？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgxSj3pDOM
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALiWz74rgO
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfbwJGtr0s
「不會，只要能夠幫你。」錢斯彤投射一道期待的眼神到我臉上。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLEANLiSO2
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnUPleeIM5
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9vbRpkMHF
「好吧…你要來我家？」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcjT4ksPdUP
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Y6wAZ3gH4
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVhxx1Aerz
_____________________________________285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdjKXvSlBbc
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPj6k0f08F
今年是第二年，錢斯彤跟我同居順便拯救我的第二年。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vQaDI77IP
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qXW33PCGs
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneskIzbncv
「你的病情好轉很多了！」錢斯彤開心的看著我自己親手做的木椅。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64th9pAdx0
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXz8YLaxOLL
我培養了幾個興趣。能夠幫我分散注意力的興趣。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsaONAAGVy
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirVKMQm8ns
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelEmWRR7w0
「開心嗎？那個送你，我現在有新作品了。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHeZIrcRlY
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpx9P39yci
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfoGppDKDt
「你真的進步很多。」錢斯彤眼眶泛紅，溼潤的瞳孔在鎂光燈照射下閃爍。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYAaWz7ylA
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXqqCWgCEgW
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpH1ko2Am1p
「我也很謝謝你。是你拉我一把的。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBJotU3smn
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIaI7xxUwJ
我也哭了，想到這幾年來錢斯彤把我當作小孩照顧，絲毫不見一點煩躁的神情，才能造就出這樣的我-有興趣的我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQA9Ivk89og
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOxNeHI2b8
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdobQHrlotG
「雖然很不捨，可是我還是得恢復我的崗位。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5mldJezVQ
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmT8OBuL0T
錢斯彤兩年前向上司提出我的病例報告，才得以有兩年的時間慢慢陪我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0n9Yuuya2
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2GhEPmHzE
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJGB6pm3dW
「好，你回去吧，多多保重，也要和我保持聯絡。」
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOAssomEVJ
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9o3YtLRXMy
「謝謝你，其實蠻有成就感的。」錢斯彤笑了笑，走到鞋櫃前挑選自己的短靴。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyOtT32fS7
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiL9cmbFCnE
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq3CJcsACc
「我送你去吧。」我也拿了一雙鞋。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡba4u61jxdZ
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyOLuQWYnF
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNE3MgPhWb
「謝謝。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJFLrT2GuB
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQObVUrSA6
我們走下樓，我的車停的位子離公寓有一段距離，需要小走一下。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCRSSwJPu1
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6G1ONvPwI
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZyBoaXfgJ
又是紅燈。小紅人樹立在LED裡，示意我們不要走過去。當我內心又想抱怨時，想起錢斯彤跟我說過「你可以拿抱怨或生氣的時間，多多想你喜歡的東西，不然可就浪費了。」285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgYZtL68zm
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenRinuFpyE
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzci2P5ohFw
突然一輛計程車從對向車道直衝而來，眼看就要撞上錢斯彤，我一把推開她。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXun3XnSlH
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡebt7iLbkmm
須臾之間，我看見她的表情。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0dHJKRdMe
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLheUT6eOK
(那是什麼？)我做了一個掛號在內心問自己。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhW44J11lc
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuz5Ulc5PDk
之後我就睡著了，什麼都不記得。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LN3JBmKee
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nmz7yrRQw
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9T0I3Ma0w
＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿＿285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8hftuoC69
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UiZ7q78PR
一群人在滿是鮮花中間放著一張男子照片的地方，有的泣不成聲，有的雖然沒有哭，仍漏出悲傷的神情，錢斯彤也在。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLWm559p38
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyXVvHlRV9
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgXHXdE8Ux
「為什麼要救我……」錢斯彤努力拭著一連串下來的淚。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdq2O9Gjuyj
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaA7Vj3lgr
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMolEhBO0A
啊，原來那是我的喪禮。原來我死了。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGTjBBCHtu
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOk63DSrwL
看著錢斯彤，有些欣慰，幸好自己擋下來了，幸好死的人是我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpcGPSpKask
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88goR1Hkq9
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnm4dPlBDeb
雖然知道妳聽不見。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKXYlHf79GC
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQvUdSZGV0
「謝謝妳！我終於報答妳了！」我大喊著，沒有一個人理我。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJw1x6yoReg
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsikzAtNNpH
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsSmSJ7SpW
我覺得全身輕快舒爽。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGfrjx1eNa
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9p3nnD2NB
至少我不像那些「家人」，我死時沒有虧欠誰。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Po2pMVPIy
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIo4rGYaQ2
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HOre4ek2f
很圓滿，很不錯。285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4bVE5XcKb
285Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MMY8XG0b5
我躺到裡面，又睡著了。
