喺度同大家補充一下,雖然我係第一次拍拖,但我前女朋友唔係第一次拍拖,佢喺同我一齊之前,都曾經同一個同班嘅男仔拍拖,不過我憑住沉實寡言嘅性格喺條仔手上搶走我嘅前度,雖然我自己都唔知當時係點樣撬人牆腳,但總之我成功咗啦!276Please respect copyright.PENANAgpUbdGqtZH
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自從搶到佢之後,我就好似啱先講嘅情況咁,成日同佢一齊,好似成粒糖痴豆咁。唔知點解拍咗兩年拖之後,我發現佢突然同我有一段距離,就好似佢有啲嘢隱瞞住我咁,自從升中三嘅暑假開始,我哋傾偈嘅次數同時間大大縮短,甚至連話題亦都開始減少,我唔知係咪我自己做得唔好,我淨係知道佢永遠喺我最忙嘅時候煩住我,有時喺我打緊機嘅時候要我同佢傾電話,明知男人喺打機嘅時候嚴禁被人嘈住,所以佢次次打嚟我都好暴躁咁叫佢唔好煩住我,然後就cut佢線。有時就喺我做緊功課同溫緊習嘅時候要我同佢傾偈,溫書最棹忌有人騷擾,所以我都係搵藉口叫佢唔好嘈。276Please respect copyright.PENANAOxXxerzXfb
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明明我都留好多時間同佢傾偈,但偏偏呢啲時候都唔搵我,呢啲時間其實我係非常樂意同佢慢慢傾到天荒地老,但喺我打機或者做緊嘢嘅時候真係唔得囉!276Please respect copyright.PENANAKxNKUCRZJQ
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自從我不斷打斷佢嘅對話之後,佢就比以前少搵我傾偈,我哋之間嘅距離亦都疏遠,之後中三學年開始,以前熱戀時期嘅甜蜜動作通通冇晒,取而代之係陌生朋友關係,無論小息定放學之後,佢都好似有意迴避我咁。我仲發現自己原來對佢身邊嘅嘢全部都唔知,連佢換咗電話、換咗筆袋都冇同我講,以前佢每次買新嘢都會問我意見,例如買咩色同個樣得唔得。見大家個關係拘謹到咁,所以有日放學我WhatsApp佢:276Please respect copyright.PENANAuhKD7A5WXj
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「我哋係咪仲一齊㗎?」276Please respect copyright.PENANAs8s70ZEzA8
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不過得到嘅答覆,就摧毀我一切嘅幻想……276Please respect copyright.PENANATFDXnQVm2c
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「好對唔住,我真係好辛苦、非常咁辛苦。276Please respect copyright.PENANAgntnIQXF2r
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首先好多謝你呢三年嘅陪伴,我真係好開心可以同你喺埋一齊,呢三年一齊溫書、一齊度過唔同節日嘅回憶真係可以回味一世。我超級感恩可以識到你,令到我成個初中生涯過得美滿。276Please respect copyright.PENANAej6Yly0Ruc
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但同時我喺呢幾個月都過得好辛苦,我自己唔知做咗啲咩得罪咗你。當我最需要你嘅時候,你總會有藉口而唔理會我,乜打機真係重要過女朋友咩?我明白男仔真係需要打機去放鬆平時學業嘅壓力,但可唔可以理下我,我舒緩壓力就係搵你,你就係我唯一可以傾樹窿,對比起我啲姊妹,我最信任你,因為你係我男朋友,我唔搵你,我仲可以搵邊個呢?276Please respect copyright.PENANAbwW0xxP4hS
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我往往最需要你嘅陪伴時,你卻偏偏唔喺度,你知唔知呢幾個月,我到底有幾多個夜晚係喊住而瞓唔到,我相信你係唔知,因為你係同緊一班兄弟玩到忘我境界,你玩得歡暢嘅同時,另一邊嘅我卻喺度孤零零咁望住冷清嘅景色,慨嘆點解其他女仔有一個好男朋友可以同佢分擔壓力,而我卻冇。276Please respect copyright.PENANAEuOe762JT5
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好多時候,我都唔敢搵你,我驚騷擾你溫習,費事耽誤你嘅學業,但你有冇體諒我?你有事搵我嘅時候,我永遠都係即刻放低手頭上嘅工作即刻解答你、陪伴你。有次我忙得滯遲咗覆,你就發我脾氣,我真係好委屈,我都唔係有心唔覆你啲message啦,我真係抽身唔到去覆你而先要已讀不回你一陣間,你就唔理我幾日。276Please respect copyright.PENANAN1B404uxi2
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你搵我嘅時候就要隨傳隨到,我搵你嘅時候就要識時務者,睇你面色做人,我真係好辛苦啊!276Please respect copyright.PENANAAuvFjfSOGb
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所以我寧願做衰女都要同你講分手,我即使好愛你,但我都要為我嘅幸福著想,我好想男朋友可以陪伴我度過人生唔同難關,而唔係我要做男朋友嘅解悶機器。276Please respect copyright.PENANARFJyH42rF4
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最後祝你之後可以搵到一個比我更加好嘅女朋友,永遠懂得你心意嘅女朋友。276Please respect copyright.PENANAWLEtALmCaa
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一個曾經愛你但已經再頂唔住嘅前女朋友上」276Please respect copyright.PENANAVryVCZQZb0
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我睇完篇千字文之後,我終於醒覺,原來個問題唔係喺佢嗰度出現,而係喺冇知嘅我嗰度浮現。我好後悔,好後悔自己親手斷送一段甜蜜嘅關係。276Please respect copyright.PENANATTaNmB7JrA
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我冇做好「男朋友」呢一個責任,我之前不斷搵藉口逃避佢對我嘅需求,永遠要佢迎合我,但我自己卻冇做任何嘢去報答佢,仲係覺得女朋友對男朋友好係天經地義。276Please respect copyright.PENANA0c5YR697tZ
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我有好多嘢想同佢講,但我已經唔敢再開口同佢講,我放唔低佢,我後悔冇當初唔識珍惜佢對我嘅好,喺失去之後先識得珍惜。276Please respect copyright.PENANAeEgPx8zhCU
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(正經男視覺完)276Please respect copyright.PENANAk8c3SiJOl6
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「初中!?乜你而家仲讀緊書咩?」聽完正經男嘅故事之後,我一頭霧水,佢個樣同初中生完全唔相關。276Please respect copyright.PENANAdqcOeQp5A4
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「其實呢件事已經係十年前,當然我而家唔係中學生啦,我已經學士畢業,而家喺某大型科技公司做緊電子研究生喇!」正經男笑笑口同我講佢嘅現況。276Please respect copyright.PENANAhUaHOwruEK
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「咁都過咗多年,你都仲放唔低佢?」雖然我知人對第一次嘅記憶印象係零舍深刻,但都唔係十幾年前發生嘅事都而家都要念念不忘囉!276Please respect copyright.PENANALvlMqTSsFY
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「其實之前嗰幾年已經放低佢,但最近佢……最近佢同我哋同班中學同學結婚,佢仲有邀請埋我去。」聽到之後,我內心其實係有啲想笑,雖然我知道咁樣係好賤,但呢個問題喺我個腦彈出嚟:究竟正經男坐喺「中學同學枱」定係「新娘的前度‘s枱」呢?我知道我真係好地獄,但呢個問題真係好值得深究。276Please respect copyright.PENANAAPBwyvCAYp
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「咁結婚當日你坐喺咩枱呢?原諒我有些少八卦。」我真係好有興趣知道結婚當日嘅尷尬,但當然冇咁直接問正經男啦!276Please respect copyright.PENANAbG4Lk1PdY3
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(待續 To be continued)276Please respect copyright.PENANAiN7VqclTJH
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