One more sleep. 573Please respect copyright.PENANAGh0aW03QpV
I sit at my desk spinning with anxiety. 573Please respect copyright.PENANANvJzKWHfO6
Tomorrow, I seize my chance for a new start. 573Please respect copyright.PENANAdSwCPDIEQq
I can't sleep yet. My mind is racing, pacing, questioning if all I have been working for will come to pass.573Please respect copyright.PENANAn69amgPT8Z
Or will it be a repeat of last year?573Please respect copyright.PENANABljM46Oe3X
When I think of last year, I think of all of my failures. I think of how all of my dreams fell apart. I think about how all my hard work left me with the mocking shadows of my superiors. 573Please respect copyright.PENANAaEWxalGd1y
I was torn apart from my home and my "friends" left me behind. They saw I left and never said a thing.573Please respect copyright.PENANAINUM9ISBsf
My superiors mock with their silence. They don't mean a single word they say.573Please respect copyright.PENANAQ1MOjI99WP
I'm not missed.573Please respect copyright.PENANAXl8OrmHuci
I'm not cherished. 573Please respect copyright.PENANAUtKcwLws4q
I'm their failure. 573Please respect copyright.PENANABqMQUgFWPn
The last time I heard anything from them was four months ago, when I faced that nightmare...and somehow I still can't believe the tearful words they spoke.573Please respect copyright.PENANAKpN1vGpPAA
The lack of focus I have is getting to me. I feel like getting sick and screaming for all of the times I chose silence. 573Please respect copyright.PENANAlenq6f6W6v
I play a playlist of songs meant for dancing and despair to help me not think of what happened four months ago.573Please respect copyright.PENANAu19GGlepMu
Almost five. 573Please respect copyright.PENANA1gLDYqPQhI
The box fan's propellers are spinning, but the cool air isn't reaching me. 573Please respect copyright.PENANA3oY9PvKZKw
The choices I will make, the path I'll take...they seem hazy in the moment. But maybe with some sleep, I will gain more perspective. Maybe I'll cool down if I stop over-calculating.573Please respect copyright.PENANAhVy7ZSvhW8
May sleep come soon. I hope tonight, the PaperGarden will treat me with vivid peace. 573Please respect copyright.PENANASFe6je4jD7
To be Continued...573Please respect copyright.PENANAkcaqKp3l4g