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在小學的畢業典禮結束那一天下午，我是最後一個走進教室拿書包的學生。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQjP5NP2z9
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夕陽西下，昏黃的日光以緩慢的節奏射入。我看著待了六年的教室，不禁有點感傷。想說就要離開這了，或許不會再回來了吧。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoJbQnwUMc
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忽然間，我注意到被擦得乾乾淨淨的黑板。想到自己沒有留下任何東西就要走了，我忍不住伸出右手拿起白色的粉筆，想留下最後的痕跡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Omqyk9rX4
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不過就在我要寫下第一劃的時候，頭上突然冒出一隻手握住我的右手。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHI5ofOuBF
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回過頭看了阻止我的人一眼，我突然感到心臟一陣狂跳。因為握住我的手的那個人，正是我一直暗戀的導師小占明子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxj9lakCn3
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「川本君。」明子老師對著我露出微笑「這樣子不可以唷，衛生股長好不容易才打掃乾淨的說。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkbdd0svxu
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「誰…誰理妳啊！」我甩開明子老師的手。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUupU2Cs4M
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年紀小的我雖然喜歡明子老師，可是不知為何，我很怕明子老師會發現自己喜歡她。總覺得一旦被發現了，明子老師就再也不會理我似的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt650vbbOQ6
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所以我從來沒給明子老師好臉色看過，也給明子老師添了不少麻煩。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKYBFwL9BO
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「唉呀，生氣啦…」明子老師雙手插腰，溫柔地笑著「別生氣嘛。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v3LJIzzeK
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其實我原本以為明子老師會討厭我的，可是這六年來她從來沒疏遠過我，無論我做了什麼壞事，她都會像剛剛那樣笑著原諒我。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxoQ4DRETE
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可是就算這樣我還是高興不起來，因為對她來說我跟班上同學沒什麼兩樣，我很清楚自己並不是她心中特別的存在。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOmyDDA8Kg
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「不…不要管我啦！」我別開臉，假裝自己很生氣地大聲喊道：「反正我是個壞小孩，現在我要畢業了，你一定鬆了一口氣了對吧！？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Hl9a1NDdl
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或許是因為我太大聲了，老師突然沒了聲音。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt6m1GTDG7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhiUBXGjonY
明子老師生氣了嗎？我吞了口口水不敢看她，雖然很想逃離這裡，可是雙腳卻又像生根似地牢牢定住，動都動不了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xQZ3vIh2i
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「弘太啊…」也不知過了多久，明子老師叫了我的名字「老師知道你在想什麼喔。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtgyx23M4N
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「啊？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVXCKTksqe
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtZj0zeMyz
我吃了一驚，難不成明子老師知道我喜歡她的事嗎？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxLaMFSF3i
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「其實你啊…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVaaMuzGhd
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHKKWQ0Yxc
「等…等等…別說…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgenltRMpk
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我想都沒想就伸出手想阻止老師說出口，因為這事關男人的尊嚴。可惜還是慢了一步，明子老師還是說了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66USjNMIH7
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「其實你是因為要畢業了捨不得離開老師，所以才在跟老師鬧彆扭對吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAPT2NBFbr
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFJWs3HYJZ
「………」聽到明子老師說出在某方面來說沒錯，可是跟我真正心意依然差很多的答案，我不禁鬆了口氣「唉…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQpgCtxvXy1
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WJ3uKyQBs
「嗯？怎了嗎？老師猜錯了嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8Snr03tj9
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhHPfLrSwt
「沒…沒有…」就算打死我也不敢說出正確的答案「老師說的沒錯。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlV62bH5hB3
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡru5CKClbNt
「嗚呼呼…」明子老師往後退一步，靠坐在課桌椅上「你這個小笨蛋，只要你想，隨時都可以回來看老師啊。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gdfTHSEeC
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「是…是沒錯啦…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoYhzwo35I
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「可是啊…可是…」明子老師抬起頭看著天花板「老師跟你們不一樣喔，老師想見的人已經不在了…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiv9myPhxG
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUETR7MUYd
明子老師的話讓我感到有點意外，我本來以為她應該不是那種會去煩惱這種事的人。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5FVJWMNgN
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「弘太…你知道嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV3CvkJCh5
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpZIwIqhqG
「每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJKxkuyrU7
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「因為在那個當下沒辦法做什麼，或是可以做什麼卻沒做什麼。所以之後總會不停地問著自己，為什麼當時不這麼做呢？為什麼當時什麼都沒說呢？如果做了會怎樣呢？說了又會怎樣呢？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZz7I9KejG
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「可是啊…可是無論如何我們都找不到答案，因為時光無法倒轉，我們無法回到過去。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLU8c6r0dyJ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEM4wqeIii
「在找不到答案的質問中，心裡會漸漸地被挖出一個洞，不管拿什麼東西都無法把它填起來。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYEMsZLkpD
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「於是直到你死去為止，那個洞總會在最不應該最不應該的時候傳出迴音，空蕩蕩的，好像在偷偷告訴你，其實你什麼都沒有…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXW3REJOIE
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我並不是完全明白明子老師說的話，但約略聽得懂明子老師想說什麼。一股難耐的情緒在心底翻滾著，可是我卻抓不到那股情緒的形狀。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKyH0ialp
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我抬起頭看著明子老師，發現這是我第一次認真地把她的話聽完。因為總覺得如果不好好聽的話，一定會失去什麼重要的東西。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hZGtkFazx
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「弘太…無論如何都不能變得跟老師一樣喔…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc7tcuKhxD
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「想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt5V7dUW3N5
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明子老師說完這一長串後便看向我，再度對我露出微笑，可是那微笑好像有點逞強，讓我看得很心痛。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGokTocuA7
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「明…明子老師！」我低著頭，結結巴巴地說出連自己都不敢相信自己會說出口的話「我畢業以後，一定會回來看老師的！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUE0hHLNQp
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我很清楚說出這句話並不能改變什麼，我也沒有把自己真正的心意說出口。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nwVIRTC6w
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可是…可是，我很害怕畢業後明子老師跟自己就這樣失去關連。很害怕從此之後我跟明子老師就處於人生的平行線上，再也無法見面。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XiqL9NZfA
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然後，老師遇到的學生會越來越多，最後就這樣把我忘了。因為我不是老師心中特別的存在，對老師來說，我肯定只是個「比較難對付的學生」而已，不管怎樣都只是個「學生」。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoKYx7Exp7
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如果什麼都不說的話，最後一定就會像老師說的那樣，這愛慕的心將會化為我人生的第一個空洞。所以如果這時候不說點什麼做點什麼，我想我絕對會感到後悔。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4b4IrzW0u
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我靜靜等待老師的回應，雖然總覺得她會跟往常一樣摸摸我的頭帶過，但我還是在心裡抱著一點小小的期待，希望她能因為這句話而把我當成特別的存在。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ez0dzkTP0
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隨著時間一點一滴的過去，我心裡的緊張也到了頂點，但我還是壓抑住想拔腿就跑的衝動，硬逼自己留在原地。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktKXEWtZ0U
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不知過了多久，直到夜的黑暗完全吞沒教室，我的等待才獲得了回報。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGBoBZeSY7
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在經過對我來說宛如從出生到死亡般漫長沉默後，明子老師突然緊緊抱住我。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD79xEaCWoV
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「弘太。」明子老師的朱唇在我耳邊低語著「這是約定嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOsQvhvyg7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrm7FvnAqm7
明子老師溫暖而柔軟的胸部包覆著我，害得我緊張到全身僵直，憋了許久才勉勉強強，很小聲地擠出一個字。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1M47GiUff
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「嗯…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd5ywi2cww
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「那麼老師也和你約定，一定會等你回來的。」明子老師把我放開，在我面前伸出她的右手小指頭「就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEaqkXmrqT
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我看著明子老師纖細的小指頭，吞了口口水後才抬起頭看著她，然後伸出自己的右手小指頭，跟她的小指鉤在一起。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzZb5hJbpm
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「嘻嘻嘻。」明子老師燦爛地笑了「老師很高興呢。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0PxTKKnsT
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夕陽就快消失在海平面彼端，四周安靜到不可思議。我將老師的笑臉烙印在自己的心底，那天晚上璀璨的星空成了我這輩子最難忘的一刻。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchbzYWni8s
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但是，我始終沒有實現老師跟我的約定。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKgRIwAGKn
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畢業那年暑假，由於父親工作調職的關係，我被迫離開住了十三年的小鎮，來到一個離這裡少說要兩天車程的大城市。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9Yjl5DpGQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmIlRecafg
殘酷的現實打碎了我與明子老師的約定，讓我充分了解到自己的無能。我無法為自己做的約定負責，因為我只是個離開父母就活不下去的小孩子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyHCQZ7vY4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNvzImETY7
這樣的我領悟到一件很可悲的事，那就是當時的約定對老師來說，或許只是不值一顧的童言童語。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiijBApigIp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5BGKrLhWz
就像大人在哄小孩一樣，明子老師之所以會和我做約定，只是不想讓我感到傷心難過而已。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh4PvIcBko
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或許只有我一個人一頭熱，只有我一個人在高興而已，想到這我就覺得自己真是丟臉丟到了極點。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLUiIKbKHz
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因為對自己的無能與天真感到羞恥，即使後來有辦法靠自己搭車回小鎮了，我還是沒有臉看明子老師。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe6Y8TNzWb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEiTUu0S9V
我總是會這樣想，就算回去看到明子老師了又能怎樣？找機會跟明子老師告白嗎？不，她不會把我的感情當做一回事的，因為我只是個無法為自己的約定負責任的笨小孩。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxZH7zBGnv
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而且說不定明子老師早就有人在追求，甚至已經有男朋友了。那些人肯定比我還要成熟，還要有能力。這樣的話我怎麼可能有機會贏得老師的芳心，既然如此那我又何必回去自取其辱？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqUypYHFzm
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每次只要想到這，想見老師的衝動就會減弱不少。可是即使腦中充斥著這樣的想法，我還是無法停止自己對明子老師的思念。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz52RII6WhY
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於是我的青春就在矛盾與叛逆中渾渾噩噩地度過了，幼稚而笨拙的我也花了很長的一段時間才找到自己心中真正的答案。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQH74JQpXLL
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那就是無論如何，我還是想跟老師在一起。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡce18v5MCND
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雖然我很清楚現在的自己是沒辦法讓明子老師注意到，但是如果我能跟明子老師一樣成為一個老師，讓自己能夠和她站在相同的立場的話…446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzxYzzUuiO
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那麼或許，或許有那麼一天，明子老師會把她的目光放在我身上。或許到那個時候，我就能把自己的真正心意告訴她。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4ble61lhE
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回憶到此為止，在與老師約定的第十三年後，我總算從師大畢業，以實習老師的身分重回母校。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQY95SiBcW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeg01wkjD0a
「歡迎回來啊，弘太。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCIg25gld6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDGuN9a0ZT
滄海桑田，過去那個瘦瘦的男主任已經不在，現在這位則是個看起來約莫五十歲左右，曾經是學校廚房阿姨的稗田和。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRlgeyRIZj
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMsYzz0tIa
「沒想到以前那個調皮的搗蛋鬼，現在竟然變成正經的老師啦。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVbmBfgHae
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBTVeUlBai
即使已經離開十三年了，我在小學時代到處亂來的事蹟還是被稗田主任記得清清楚楚。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTseM8Horf
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuN8wYMtqcD
「不…不好意思。」剛回來就被這樣消遣，我感到十分窘迫。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVMXXlQuBx
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZY28MQPlO
「可是你還真有心啊，現在的老師大多往大都市發展，很少有人想來這種小學校任教了。我想這一定是因為你對這間學校特別有感情的關係，對吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUTvShqVqZ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhVa51bdOi
「主任說的沒錯。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuVlP786lPa
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp4UE6kIbq
我口是心非地答應著，其實我只是想回來見明子老師，實現我的約定而已，不過這種事當然不可能說出來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0idmN5Pdj
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuzR439LJ2
「因為你是實習老師，經驗還不足，所以我會暫時把你交給小占老師帶。」稗田主任一邊走在我面前，一邊說：「她是你以前的班導師，讓她帶應該很妥當吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmhflcX2gE
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ274ElT9j86
聽到明子老師的姓時，我的心臟漏了半拍。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9bQI52XcL
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeKnIKgz14
「明子…不，小占老師還在嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLhKi6BKvq
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCDngp6P0j
「當然啊！她才四十幾歲，怎麼可能退休？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpicRv1rDs
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIR5u1unyc
「也…也對啦…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZRuOQcoQR
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tQUIMQzR0
「她現在在教三年級，我們直接去三年級的教室找她吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclHUXGTmsK
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OwLHslqhG
「嗯。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbd805ls0h7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9atB8u1K2C
沒想到這麼快就要跟明子老師見面了，我感到有點措手不及。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LkBMVz5RQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqjMM80n82
原本以為至少得等到中午吧，可是現在馬上就要見面了，我卻不知道該跟老師說什麼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNm3MklYxgp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7lMTPCEiU
要說好久不見了，妳還記得我嗎？還是要說老師您好，我又回來了？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPsHAQWQY6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDItse707dc
腦裡充斥著一堆疑問句，但只有一件事是確定的。不管怎樣，我已經不是過去那個無能的臭小鬼，現在的我是個老師，已經可以跟明子老師站在相同的高度說話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91aQ96wRAk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfHVfGjnBF
我在心中告訴自己，這次絕對要把我的心意傳達給明子老師。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ljy0MQfqV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGbIZn4CH6
「啊，小占老師。」稗田主任的聲音把我喚回現實。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4jervlAf0
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXlz5nWDKC
我抬起頭看向教室的講台，卻只看到一個年約十歲，身高只到我的腰部，穿著奇怪的太空服，有著一頭銀色長髮，頭上還戴著一個紫色大蝴蝶結的小女孩站在那。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXxl0gIgTh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmrwrqUUAtL
「稗田主任，有事嗎？」女孩開口說話了，那聲音聽起來很沒力，有著慵懶的纖細高音。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQa0vSmB1hW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ5HPtx0tf
「小占老師，這位是今天剛到任的川本弘太老師。」稗田主任把我請到女孩面前「他以前可是你的學生呢。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcW5mnkXVmX
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaTzWt6kmf
女孩歪著頭看著我，我則是露出一臉不可置信的表情。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyba7HTA98
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVDI3Ch2YE
「這個人是誰啊？」最後我們兩人不約而同地說出同一句話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwgwmRo9tA
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrWXe0T7rz
「欸？難道小占老師你忘了啊？」稗田主任拍了拍我的肩膀「他就是以前那個搗蛋鬼弘太啊，他以前總是惹了你不少麻煩，你應該還記得吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCDKj7j3DZ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4klqmFPT0
「很抱歉，我真的不記得了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1sHyI36hp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4DDgVymg8
「稗田主任，這個人真的是小占老師嗎？」我指著女孩的鼻子「怎麼看都不像啊。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNoZIx6XU5w
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgceITwo4W
稗田主任看了看女孩又看了看我，最後嘆了口氣，說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9AZURoZHW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5mgcM3OuB
「弘太啊…你要知道歲月是很殘酷的…女人只要過了四十就…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDD8zVQLQi
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMOFxAzknc
說到這裡稗田主任就好像想起什麼悲慘的事，就沒再繼續說下去。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdIJZPgV3U
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j7RiH9sco
「我不是這個意思，是…」我正想提出自己的疑問，卻被稗田主任給打斷。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC5QHDt9Bo
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mgJvgobPx
「好了好了，總之呢現在可是上課時間，有什麼問題等下課你們兩個在慢慢討論，我先走啦。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjcmfFqFBb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpVMsh6UlW
完全沒打算聽我的話，稗田主任就這樣自顧自地走了，只留下我和這個穿著太空服的銀髮女孩在教室裡，無言地對著眼前的三十幾個學生。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHa3oSUWg0l
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlKNFo6FmY
「有問題等上完課再問。」銀髮女孩瞪了我一眼「可以吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOJYutckZp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjjDazK2oE
「嗯…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFjmBMEMV6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCi1xZMyDM1
看我沒什麼意見，女孩立刻把我帶到講台前，開始跟其他學生介紹我。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwuAZZXMI4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoxOjtvXHo
「各位同學，這位是新來的實習老師川本弘太，以後也要跟他好好相處，知道嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk2103G49EL
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9rZp4qNjp
「知道了，老師！」全班異口同聲地答應著。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhndS2qSYw
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEZ2o7PuLq
後來我就這樣坐在副導師的座位上，看著銀髮女孩踮起腳尖努力地寫黑板，還有講台下的學生們乖乖坐好不敢亂動的奇景。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEYDMDYUtS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUbkYKLRIj
我相信我的眼睛沒有看錯，我的記憶也沒有錯。那天下午明子老師的身影依然深深烙印在我的腦海中。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveOU8DyAR9
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31kiCZQvl9
明子老師是個有著一頭烏黑長髮，笑容甜美的女生。眼前這位女孩頭髮是銀色的，而且她恐怕連笑這個字怎麼寫都不知道。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGuPJeotB2
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdQo5Fc8H7
明子老師的身材不錯，我還記得那個擁抱帶來的觸感。這女孩根本就是個洗衣板，而且還是標準的幼兒體型。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡik8MWOFQLB
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3aVkcQBBp
無論我怎麼看，都不覺得十三年的時間可以讓明子老師變成這樣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvltpQ78sy
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhecrMjSEGX
更重要的是，她竟然連我是誰都不記得。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3RGgnUMz5
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7p4zH9EsQK
就算我在她心中並不是特別的，但我心目中的明子老師是不可能把自己教過的學生給忘掉的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNfPos7f1X
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreLTVQJwEP
所以這個女孩絕對不是明子老師，我得探個究竟才行。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZwgqMzCa9
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNEz1L9SZ6
※446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYHndA3k8R
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoIMvRb8UA
下課後，我跟著女孩來到學校的屋頂。即使已經過了十三年，這裡依然是這個小鎮中最棒的瞭望點，小鎮的全景連同漁港都盡收眼底。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaRy0dGaIx
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIslnYw3yj
「川本君。」女孩開口了「真是對不起，剛剛竟然沒把你想起來。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIQzkCfVbI
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorx0PnxbCl
我愣了一下，的確只有明子老師會叫我川本君。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P0ztD8GIL
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtq5MC9Syf
但是明子老師這樣叫我的時候總是笑咪咪的，可不像這個女孩連嘴角都不彎一下。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjEYU3bjWV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39aMOFRNki
「………」我一臉狐疑地看著女孩「你真的是明子老師嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX08P3NNUTL
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINA6NhWr8O
「討厭啦川本君。」女孩睜眼說瞎話道：「我一點也沒變啊，你怎麼會認不出我？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPx3DHyeFI
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGGcMYd3R7
這傢伙…存心耍我是吧？446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkI0hREaIcp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VGU2mUrbx
不知從哪來的怒氣湧上心頭，我忍不住對著女孩大吼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1MKkf4Dnb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w4uFh0Bn1
「別開玩笑了！妳怎麼可能會是我的明子老師？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyifm45QLDW
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7C2KAvizYs
大概是被我的大叫給嚇到，女孩的臉第一次出現了動搖。她眨了眨眼睛，似乎是在確認什麼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzw38mAPkz
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq9Ebfdjcl9
「川本君，我真的是明子呀。」女孩轉過身背對著我「為什麼你就是不相信我呢？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1sdhP89YT
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLx1kykRf2
女孩的聲音聽起來好像自己受了什麼傷害一樣，原本就有點虛弱的聲音這時聽起來更是讓人不忍。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVD3G3gWbY
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsPZr0ihnO
但是我可不會因此而可憐她。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1wuCKhWN4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDa4qFs5aK
「無論如何，妳就是要說自己是明子老師對吧？」我閉上眼睛，把雙手交叉在胸前「那麼我問妳，妳還記得我們之間的約定嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sVr2PF8ek
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqV6xQuYr1I
「約定？」女孩的蝴蝶結微微震動了一下。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfBfctnJTR
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0DlcPyqnW
輕柔的春風緩緩吹動櫻樹的枝枒，婆娑的聲響自遠處傳來，可是我依然等不到女孩的答案。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUFMwHEvZ2
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMUu7NOH8H
沒多久，上課的鐘聲響起。我原本以為女孩似乎要開口說話了，但直到鐘聲結束，她還是什麼都沒說。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSALN8m9WA8
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34Aq6WMuaP
「看吧，妳果然什麼都不知道。」我逕自下了結論，原本的怒氣卻不知為何消失無蹤「我不知道妳是為了什麼，又是用了什麼手段騙過全校的人，但是請妳不要在我面前假裝自己是明子老師。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50Uxv0WpFe
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy7cN4B2HI
我轉身離去，在下樓前又拋下一句：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4AF7pk0Z6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjSSN5flAO
「因為明子老師對我來說是非常重要的人。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TrgQvo4lI
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohe4tR3vLx
※446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnQRJDP9Un
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq6O4dfRpz
「川本弘太老師，你遲到了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC0mX17oba7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaptlaOBcJ
看著比我早到教室的女孩，我的嘴巴張得老大，完全搞不懂是怎麼回事。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFeKcKkzZo
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2VcWLWYkL
太奇怪了，我不是比她還要早下樓嗎？為什麼她會比我早到。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNOvXHJrOL
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dNh8dH02u
「還呆在那幹什麼？快回座位坐好。」女孩沒好氣地說：「真是的，你比小朋友還不如耶。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWUua5Mw9t
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMycJuurJR
女孩的話引起教室裡的小鬼們一陣偷笑，我不好意思到連耳根子都紅了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wcN3q0hyU
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNNomTe7eZ
「為了處罰你，放學後留下來陪我打掃導師辦公室。」女孩對我眨了眨眼「知道嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wn5AohSBy
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyjVtEuBDi
我看著女孩面無表情的臉好一會兒，想想剛剛的自己過於衝動的言行，再想想現在教室裡的情況。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eJCB5xbfP
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqVpwM6ia5
學生們睜大眼睛看著我，似乎在等待我說什麼。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LbM7dZ4wb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYJb8UIHo4
最後我嘆了口氣，說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP8Uax3rci
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3InLMEX1H
「我知道了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCW5hHlS51
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4FEybQHGW
後來這一整天我都看著女孩上課的背影，想搞清楚這女孩到底是誰。不過除了她身上那件可笑的太空衣可以讓我做個這傢伙可能是宇宙人之類的假設外，我完全找不到任何線索。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGeyzBoxOi
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxGG1pjV9QK
因為還在氣頭上，為了避免被當成怪人，所以我不打算直接問那個女孩，而是在下課時間找其他老師詢問。不過不管我怎麼問，都問不出什麼異常之處。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsA9F9Lsbj
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8aREu6Skv
「小占老師從以前就是這樣，沒什麼變啊。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b2UGJ39ql
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHzrnefFB1
「雖然年紀沒變大這點有點奇怪，但那也是保養好的關係吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF6CsulPXO
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnayvfWsvK6
「我認識小占老師十幾年了，從沒發現她有什麼異常之處。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf30CyKLD1h
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rmrY1jZM8
「川本老師你大概是太久沒見到小占老師，才會這樣懷疑東懷疑西的吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaeiSLMl9G
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZgpN7pjPx
從學校老師口中得到的答案大多是這類的，沒有任何人懷疑過明子老師已經被這個女孩替換掉，所以我得不到半點線索。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dgIN0m1jk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4Wo2diQyh
結果反而是我的怪異舉動引起那個女孩的注意，在中午吃飯的時候又被她拉到屋頂去。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKxQjX36s5
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6340Vzwdmy
「你到底是想怎樣？」女孩的眉心微皺，露出有點傷腦筋的表情「為什麼到處打聽我的事情？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsmJQ3iHzt
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyNTqrLk7A
「沒什麼，只是想知道妳到底是誰。」我從女孩的頭上睥睨著她「還有妳把明子老師怎麼了，就這樣而已。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgnO79igTV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3QouVBWCG
「你真的很煩耶！我真的是小占明子啊！而且…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CXclLwbbl
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlM8WdFURC
「妳這個騙子！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevcmGTFSr2
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qj0IWSOTg
女孩的話說到一半就被我打斷，因為我實在無法忍受她繼續假裝明子老師。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfi9JqmUAkQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzwgqAlUHy
深吸一口氣強逼自己冷靜下來後，我才無力地說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkb2LPdpH5O
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WWbe1sVlY
「真正的小占明子已經四十幾歲了，怎麼可能會是妳這個起來才十幾歲的小鬼頭？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4arEiNehH
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcxt6Fulsk
「什…什麼？」女孩被我的話嚇了一大跳「你…你看得見真正的我？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JjM2Ca0bP
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokkdo0jHRq
「是啊。」我不耐煩地抓抓自己的後腦「妳當我眼睛有問題啊？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDESzk98KuD
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr3CafBhNc
「不…不可能…」女孩低下頭咬著自己的大拇指，喃喃自語道：「催眠裝置沒有成功就算了，為什麼連光學模擬都會失敗呢…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5zJ4g50jq
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UdHWjt9LN
雖然聽不懂女孩剛剛在說什麼，不過該問的還是得問。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYgq2p1LLI
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl6zAIdswr
「所以說啊，我再問一次，妳到底是誰？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf23LKUENU
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvjHv1nBjX
「………」女孩並沒有立即回答我的答案，好像在猶豫什麼似的。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli1Wg0pr78
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpWN7zpWPx
不知過了多久，她才抬起頭用十分為難的眼神看著我說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5YHgNQNvw
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCf1f1wdTZ
「川本先生，拜託你等到放學，放學後我會告訴你一切，好嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxq3w1202y
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpDhTFH8uj
我看著那個女孩，她那青金色的瞳孔並沒有閃爍不定，看起來不像是在說謊的樣子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDFCmMOPyV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgQCieVDa4
「好吧。」我沒好氣地說：「反正都等了十三年了，不差這半天。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CCMy0AwHk
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfikB6ALSv
※446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Z84tFkUeB
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhBrk6whbS
放學後，女孩帶我到教師辦公室裡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYhBheBFIQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEttTzd5szJ
「我問你。」女孩打開自己的辦公桌抽屜「你真的想知道事實嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunAjsXPcwf
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wb67EHOjy
「嗯。」我點了點頭。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3IoCbGu8n
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q4RDcFsSi
「我知道了。」女孩從抽屜裡拿出一封信「原本我不想說的，因為我今天就要回母星去，接下來的事情都跟我無關。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW6raQCJvN
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEezj5CcFD
「這是什麼意思？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDVtK8oOjv
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmusfwRENhs
女孩沒有回答，只是默默地把她手上的信交到我手上。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkD42auomQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVqeKf8apv
「這是什麼？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFPDI4dO5h
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjvdivKiYE
「你老師的遺書…之類的吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOdFStvaEf
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB1UHdFwdQ
聽到遺書兩字時，我的腦中突然一片空白。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTCKWMUO1n
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwo0aT0QP5
「她在離開這裡前把這封信留給我，說如果有個叫川本弘太的人回來了，就把這封信交給他。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyvswbQ6P6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNt5TzF0GO
我急著把信拆開，從中拿出一張茉綠色的信紙。稍微看了一下，紙上的筆跡的確是明子老師的沒錯。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbzUgPy0Ep
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFohGomyCgC
「給親愛的弘太：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTBopuZwP7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Yxm1ZLyzq
　對不起，老師可能沒辦法遵守跟你的約定了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjextylfk7
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUwWrf0ABg
　因為老師得到一種地球上沒有的怪病。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMYZQyGDnV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAVkvqfEBi
　老師也不太清楚那是什麼病，只是當那些外星人開著飛碟跑來告訴老師的時候，老師才知道自己只剩下不到一個月的壽命了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHSepbbIt6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeKAlaeewWV
　雖然他們還跟老師說，只要老師願意可以幫老師醫治，不過存活率也只有兩成不到。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2eLqWRQWj
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2NXktFXVb
　如果可以的話，老師真的不希望你會看到這封信，因為…　　　　　　　」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVN3oFt0qM
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OYpoZTUEQ
我還沒把信看完就看不下去了，因為當那個女孩告訴我這是遺書時，我大概就猜到了一大半。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1XAtBqPII
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GVJhG0Ckx
「事情就是這樣，為了避免我們的秘密被洩漏，所以我被派來代替明子老師的缺直到她康復，或者…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDhEGnG8Vt
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVJitsrka75
「這不會是真的吧？」我打斷女孩的話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfR5tj4NUR4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWrV62PX8j
「是真的沒錯，因為小占明子得到病的是由我們星球過去研發的生化武器Ｃ病毒引起的，基於宇宙法的生化武器處理公約，我們必須將她帶回母星醫治。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfOsJu0i09
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHDmLTMRQd
「那是什麼時候的事情？」我抬起頭看向女孩。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHKr65AolZ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh33vFD1zkU
「大約十二年前吧。」女孩頓了一下，又說：「不過也到此結束了，昨天我接到總部通知，他們要我回去…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bb6wR0yGr
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgL2WXNH0II
「別說了！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6gnactaVb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNVEp7iC1S
我並沒有把女孩的話聽完，因為我不想再繼續聽下去。這裡的一切都讓我覺得好痛苦，現在的我只想離開這裡。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4cQZfGj42
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqxKPbrJbZ
打開門逃出辦公室，逃出校舍，逃出校門口。我不停地跑著，腦中全是最後一次與明子老師見面時，老師對我說的每一句話。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrwZxQGJAM
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUYOXoD7Dg
「老師…對不起…」我一邊跑，眼淚一邊不爭氣地流出來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ARMw6IIET
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zUzlLcdAD
弘太…無論如何都不要變得跟老師一樣喔…446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdZDY5f0l6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SZhhdBH9Q
「我應該早點回來的…」淚水模糊了視線，我幾乎看不清楚前方的道路。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjc9xjZWmV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPOU3OpsWk
想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyX4HZcjNrO
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlWTsSUaxM
「對不起…真的很對不起…」我跑過河堤，跑向漁港。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdwCwuIeMJ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡziNC4cNdyL
就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlm2ZwlJvxT
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RgjLFBUYk
「真的很對不起…真的…」我跑到海邊，在沙灘上無力地跪了下來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEacCiuYzS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn4EbWSE4R
不遵守約定的人不是明子老師，是我才對，如果我那個時候能夠坦率一點就不會這樣了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Op1AseC1
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0Ll1MeYOq
我還有好多話想跟她說，我想告訴她我有多喜歡她。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqxG81msdD
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMXfehqMW9
可是已經來不及了，明子老師已經不在了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoXs2Fm4j4
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFOyLL3WnB
無論我想做什麼，最後都只能後悔自己為什麼沒能在那時就說出來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO9cecblY0
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvujvqAWdh
結果到最後，我真的什麼都沒有，我依然是那個無能的小孩，我什麼事都辦不到。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk86HYgVcVw
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc6jasKZil
我趴在海灘上不停哭泣，直到夕陽西下落海，溫柔的月亮隨著夜色自山的那邊探出來頭來。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3GnvltuVb
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9Un9Tg6JU
入夜的海風吹到我的身上，抬起頭看著漆黑的海上幾點漁火閃爍不明，我的腦中突然有個很傻的念頭。於是我站起身脫下鞋子，步履蹣跚地往那片漆黑的海前進。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqYZbCP5SP
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfenSq7RjmI
海浪的呢喃啪唦啪唦地環繞在我的耳邊，就像是哈梅爾的笛聲在催促著我加入它們。而我也毫不猶豫地邁開腳步，希望能成為它們的一份子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNKE1fulwn
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweSKWkWzfn
不過就在我的腳即將踏入海水前，女孩那略嫌虛弱的纖細高音打破了它們的呢喃。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgJvUyU3LB
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSY5OU4lgrI
「真是笨蛋，這樣就想死了嗎？」女孩站在我身後冷冷地說著：「沒必要為了已死的人賠上性命吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwzEFcJgbo
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsLF9dwfVB
我停下腳步，回頭看著那個女孩。月光照在她的蝴蝶結上，讓她那蝴蝶結閃閃發光著。海浪湧上我的腳邊又悄悄退去，我別開臉，小聲地說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv18aHEd6JG
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4SjrAa7Ww
「你說的沒錯，我只是想如果就這樣死去，是不是就能見到老師而已…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOdbgvbgtQ
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvGoKvCx6E
「我真的搞不懂，為什麼你要對她那麼執著。既然已經死了，那麼做什麼說什麼都沒意義了，不是嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK28obULpp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62HCpqsytT
「我知道。」海浪的呢喃忽大忽小的，聽得我有點暈眩「可是告訴我這個道理的那個人已經死了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucvuhAYxvy
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgJ7jlav6v
「所以你就要放棄自己的人生？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YYmgTKtuY
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDiFvzc0Q6
「妳不懂啦。」我往後退了一步「我只是想要去找她而已。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToKu2oQDbE
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ7P0yIipGi
「不可能，人只要死掉就什麼都沒有了。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlHXMAvHaS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo8sY5NK3r
「誰曉得死掉是不是真的什麼都沒有？說不定有靈魂，有天堂或地獄啊。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbztqs4Tp1Q
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwpVudCREM
我已經不知道自己在說什麼了，或許我只是想宣洩這十幾年來對老師的思念而已。我的嘴巴完全不受我的控制，拼命說出許多難為情到死的告白。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKcVPDMUGa
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBqqWo7hWr
「我從小時候就一直喜歡她，好喜歡好喜歡。這樣的心情即使到了現在，也絲毫沒有減弱過。可是我從來沒有告訴她過，也不知道她對我真正的看法到底是什麼。所以我才想去找她啊，我想要好好問個明白，就算…就算…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnMfpbBIpe
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突然間我的喉頭像是被什麼梗住似的，什麼都說不出口。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH13eEONgbp
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女孩沉默了好一陣子，最後嘆了長長的一口氣，說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8znW7FcYbF
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWn4BFgA3n
「我明白了，既然如此，你親自跟她說吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHPFEXK8XX
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTs61A2zoD4
「欸？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYWJpmARC1
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfvz6nhwuq
一艘巨大的ＵＦＯ突然出現在我和女孩的頭上，我抬頭看著巨大的ＵＦＯ，還搞不清楚現在到底是什麼情形。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwB1KapZd0c
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一道綠光從ＵＦＯ中央照射而下，綠光中緩緩降下一名和女孩穿著同樣款式太空服的年輕女子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV15PhTOSkx
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgJ8RSVlXm
女子降落在我的面前，因為綠光的關係，我一時間也看不清楚女子的容貌。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0wQxXyqRF
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQT9R0U4t7
直到綠光完全消散退去後，我才看出眼前的女子到底是誰。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmgx2a86DV
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zhA0MFftz
「不可能吧…」我不敢相信自己的眼睛，所以用力地用手揉了揉，可是眼前那熟悉的臉蛋依然沒有改變「明…明子老師？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GbZYgyL0B
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI4jLojPfC
聽到我的聲音，明子老師長長的眼睫毛微微動了一下。接著她緩緩張開雙眼，呆呆地看了我好一陣子。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0RLTZDFrs
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jiw4rW7Wj
「哎呀，你是弘太對吧？」明子老師笑著摸摸我的頭「好久不見了，你真的長大了呢。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTVEOby6UU
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明子老師還是沒變，依然維持著十三年前與我分離時的容貌。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGOqso1ZMu
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnNIioJZod
「明子老師！」我伸出雙手緊緊抱住了明子老師「太好了…原來妳還活著…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOfQVcSZ0g
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsf7e9H8K5
「欸？啊勒？」明子老師有點慌張地說：「娜爾妲沒告訴你我的病已經治好，所以今天要回來嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyCF1cSocc
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5Qu3PZrAz
「啊？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgsF6ZjoJr
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKP3rN5poY
我轉頭看向女孩，女孩原本不苟言笑的臉這時竟然在嘴邊掛上惡作劇得逞的邪惡奸笑。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrO20e9oG6
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc64Gxf5owd
「所以我說你真是個笨蛋，難道不是嗎？」女孩擺出一副事不關己的模樣「不把信看完也不把我的話聽完就急著衝出去找死，地球人都像你這麼蠢嗎？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmVmKfRsQN
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9Pw5IFF50
「可是你不是說這是老師的遺書…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Qfz69FyvA
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVLent63P9
「我可沒說是遺書，只是說是遺書之類的。」女孩無奈地聳了聳肩「是你自己會錯意的。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OmaOMaxx2
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndnIwpSHpf
「我…我…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyZo3ydlnh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul0KGUAyK2
一瞬間發生了許多事，我的腦袋都快停止運作了。不過女孩並不打算就這樣放過我，還乘勝追擊地問道：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDXX5z8bLv
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「對了，你不是還有很多話要跟明子老師說嗎？趁現在明子老師回來了，快點說吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyG0gf3hbM
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygBTvPWINs
「欸～～～？」明子老師抬起頭看著我，一臉好奇地問：「弘太你想跟我說什麼呀？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwFIzfBA8N
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqjrnoUK17
「那個…這個…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvlkPvmpwr
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我想起剛剛說的那些，還有在這之前自己幹過的蠢事，深深覺得自己真的是個大笨蛋。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdAUMxCJ3s
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「笨蛋，快說啊，不說的話明子老師怎麼知道你的想法？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmLqeq8fOWO
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQSORoOeL9
「對呀弘太，快點說吧。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3fIIXTwEU
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因為受不了被兩個女人逼問，我的神經一時斷線，竟然掉頭拔腿就跑。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNE3YxOEVS
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaLgdrNAAm
「大笨蛋，你想去哪啊？該不會想逃了吧？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2LTmhbpYp
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtb97ApPxW6
「弘太！老師不是教過你不可以逃避嗎？快點回來呀。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYgq8xJSPy
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8w55T4xBJq
「少…少囉唆！」我回頭朝那兩個麻煩大叫「我絕對不說！絕不～」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmishPFwZM7
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第二天一早，我拖著疲憊不已的身體和黑眼圈走入教室。迎接我的是全班的學生，和真正的明子老師。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pluETPL8V
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBaLtKy9nu
「怎麼這麼沒精神啊？」明子老師對我露出她的招牌爽朗笑容「這樣可是會被學生看不起唷。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEHgvwUiLs
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明子老師看起來還是那麼年輕有活力，不過學校裡的人還是沒有發現她離開學校前往外太空治病的事。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCT1zOvOk5Q
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UYsXDQ8pS
「我…我知道啦！」我不好意思地別開頭「明天我會早點睡的啦。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJx5ywzmEoh
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5IaR3YxAi
即使過了十三年，努力成為一個老師的我還是沒辦法在明子老師面前坦率。這樣的我真是沒用到極點，丟臉死了。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dWM7ISFMY
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「噗，真是的…」老師露出有點傷腦筋的表情「你得振作點啦，不然怎麼成為一個好老師？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HROyIYzwq
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4viD1g6vh0
「還不都是因為你…」我小聲地碎碎唸著。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQbh2nkX2J
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「欸？什麼？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxG7R81yzWo
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRPwd5oFQN
「沒…沒啦！」我別開眼不敢看向老師「快點上課吧！」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwLTugYubA
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRWQ4XcjCL
原本以為可以這樣矇混過去，可是沒想到學生中竟然有人舉起手偷打我的小報告。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7mg9AgiUN
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「報告明子老師，川本老師是因為對你…」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOovpNmlwy
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzarHWEw97z
「哇！哇！哇！」我趕忙大聲打斷那個人的話「死宇宙人，明子老師不是已經回來了嗎？妳怎麼不回你的母星去啊？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6CfuBACt7
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被我打斷的正是昨天那個外星女孩，不過她今天沒有穿太空服，而是和其他女學生一樣穿著小學制服。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJNmWPGTVN
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「我本來就是研究人類的學者，留在地球是很稀鬆平常的事啊。」女孩晃了晃她頭上那對大大的蝴蝶結。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwav28cF9sR
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBkIFmwcnG
「什麼？」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzly29Is2Nd
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16FG7Ixpbj
「原本我也以為自己的研究已經夠深入了，不過自從你來後我才發現自己還很膚淺，非得加把勁才行。因此我只好成為這座小學的學生，這樣才能隨時待在你們身邊做觀察。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw5ayVUGpY
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說到這，女孩對我眨了眨眼，笑著說：446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmp5XPUiQd8
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「所以請多多指教囉，川本老師。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6fMYq2TBB
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrurZ4zr8I
「是呀，請多多指教囉」一旁的明子老師跟著附和道：「川本老師。」446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XkBq2Jh6N
446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfVa3foLNe
我看著老師，又轉頭看了女孩一眼。兩人份的微笑讓我覺得自己果然很笨，被這兩個人耍得團團轉的我竟然毫無招架之力。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqedAfiiJmo
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每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事，不管是誰都一樣。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmna23x8AZX
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如果真是這樣的話，那我想最令我感到後悔的，大概就是遇到她們兩個吧。446Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxWSPQ8hYd
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