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在小學的畢業典禮結束那一天下午，我是最後一個走進教室拿書包的學生。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJB5d3d6G82
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夕陽西下，昏黃的日光以緩慢的節奏射入。我看著待了六年的教室，不禁有點感傷。想說就要離開這了，或許不會再回來了吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡain4Ex9l0l
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忽然間，我注意到被擦得乾乾淨淨的黑板。想到自己沒有留下任何東西就要走了，我忍不住伸出右手拿起白色的粉筆，想留下最後的痕跡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAbFnGvZWo
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不過就在我要寫下第一劃的時候，頭上突然冒出一隻手握住我的右手。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs06wFP2sjz
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回過頭看了阻止我的人一眼，我突然感到心臟一陣狂跳。因為握住我的手的那個人，正是我一直暗戀的導師小占明子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8oD08UfSU
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「川本君。」明子老師對著我露出微笑「這樣子不可以唷，衛生股長好不容易才打掃乾淨的說。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1bxDLgp6r
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「誰…誰理妳啊！」我甩開明子老師的手。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLh4x2AuXl
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年紀小的我雖然喜歡明子老師，可是不知為何，我很怕明子老師會發現自己喜歡她。總覺得一旦被發現了，明子老師就再也不會理我似的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡne0c2RcGju
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所以我從來沒給明子老師好臉色看過，也給明子老師添了不少麻煩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10kPOAeGr6
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「唉呀，生氣啦…」明子老師雙手插腰，溫柔地笑著「別生氣嘛。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2ssRypCBU
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其實我原本以為明子老師會討厭我的，可是這六年來她從來沒疏遠過我，無論我做了什麼壞事，她都會像剛剛那樣笑著原諒我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsz2stxYyC
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可是就算這樣我還是高興不起來，因為對她來說我跟班上同學沒什麼兩樣，我很清楚自己並不是她心中特別的存在。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4agh9GHtjP
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「不…不要管我啦！」我別開臉，假裝自己很生氣地大聲喊道：「反正我是個壞小孩，現在我要畢業了，你一定鬆了一口氣了對吧！？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9Dhh8Sua8
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或許是因為我太大聲了，老師突然沒了聲音。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvfv9TjCEk
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明子老師生氣了嗎？我吞了口口水不敢看她，雖然很想逃離這裡，可是雙腳卻又像生根似地牢牢定住，動都動不了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFVAjgsZsB
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「弘太啊…」也不知過了多久，明子老師叫了我的名字「老師知道你在想什麼喔。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKojIXWHgU
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「啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5AA0Y6m2a
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我吃了一驚，難不成明子老師知道我喜歡她的事嗎？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqNX7IkaRF
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「其實你啊…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRWyPmb21Z
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「等…等等…別說…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbp4lfm8N7
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我想都沒想就伸出手想阻止老師說出口，因為這事關男人的尊嚴。可惜還是慢了一步，明子老師還是說了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuU3XB1eUy
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「其實你是因為要畢業了捨不得離開老師，所以才在跟老師鬧彆扭對吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3OQz1Gu64
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「………」聽到明子老師說出在某方面來說沒錯，可是跟我真正心意依然差很多的答案，我不禁鬆了口氣「唉…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWOZYHzmPOs
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「嗯？怎了嗎？老師猜錯了嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKFHewixmz
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「沒…沒有…」就算打死我也不敢說出正確的答案「老師說的沒錯。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DlLzyk6Mq
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「嗚呼呼…」明子老師往後退一步，靠坐在課桌椅上「你這個小笨蛋，只要你想，隨時都可以回來看老師啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4x1m4GHUNg
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「是…是沒錯啦…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZEqZugzHM
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「可是啊…可是…」明子老師抬起頭看著天花板「老師跟你們不一樣喔，老師想見的人已經不在了…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkW83Y3dmvq
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明子老師的話讓我感到有點意外，我本來以為她應該不是那種會去煩惱這種事的人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ulinKwIDN
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「弘太…你知道嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2H8U8Ktcm
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「每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PiD2JhxK5
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「因為在那個當下沒辦法做什麼，或是可以做什麼卻沒做什麼。所以之後總會不停地問著自己，為什麼當時不這麼做呢？為什麼當時什麼都沒說呢？如果做了會怎樣呢？說了又會怎樣呢？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuqWNmxQaM
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「可是啊…可是無論如何我們都找不到答案，因為時光無法倒轉，我們無法回到過去。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0GKHVxW30
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「在找不到答案的質問中，心裡會漸漸地被挖出一個洞，不管拿什麼東西都無法把它填起來。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPPP9C6d7r
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「於是直到你死去為止，那個洞總會在最不應該最不應該的時候傳出迴音，空蕩蕩的，好像在偷偷告訴你，其實你什麼都沒有…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqMd8hwD1x
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我並不是完全明白明子老師說的話，但約略聽得懂明子老師想說什麼。一股難耐的情緒在心底翻滾著，可是我卻抓不到那股情緒的形狀。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexYmzWoWr6
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我抬起頭看著明子老師，發現這是我第一次認真地把她的話聽完。因為總覺得如果不好好聽的話，一定會失去什麼重要的東西。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h2nai8Kls
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「弘太…無論如何都不能變得跟老師一樣喔…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxxD5HyhwRW
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「想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfptP7BQJf
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明子老師說完這一長串後便看向我，再度對我露出微笑，可是那微笑好像有點逞強，讓我看得很心痛。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCU6JR2zKh1
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「明…明子老師！」我低著頭，結結巴巴地說出連自己都不敢相信自己會說出口的話「我畢業以後，一定會回來看老師的！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSX6m4Odpj
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我很清楚說出這句話並不能改變什麼，我也沒有把自己真正的心意說出口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9E82xlQGm
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可是…可是，我很害怕畢業後明子老師跟自己就這樣失去關連。很害怕從此之後我跟明子老師就處於人生的平行線上，再也無法見面。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVCp5kC6ID
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然後，老師遇到的學生會越來越多，最後就這樣把我忘了。因為我不是老師心中特別的存在，對老師來說，我肯定只是個「比較難對付的學生」而已，不管怎樣都只是個「學生」。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4HiV7uRJd
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如果什麼都不說的話，最後一定就會像老師說的那樣，這愛慕的心將會化為我人生的第一個空洞。所以如果這時候不說點什麼做點什麼，我想我絕對會感到後悔。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81E1rWsrSE
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我靜靜等待老師的回應，雖然總覺得她會跟往常一樣摸摸我的頭帶過，但我還是在心裡抱著一點小小的期待，希望她能因為這句話而把我當成特別的存在。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNwlqoipfU
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隨著時間一點一滴的過去，我心裡的緊張也到了頂點，但我還是壓抑住想拔腿就跑的衝動，硬逼自己留在原地。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vg8c990pB
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不知過了多久，直到夜的黑暗完全吞沒教室，我的等待才獲得了回報。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2lEgPXJzs
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在經過對我來說宛如從出生到死亡般漫長沉默後，明子老師突然緊緊抱住我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFgOSGDeB2
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「弘太。」明子老師的朱唇在我耳邊低語著「這是約定嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wqqx8mkwg
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明子老師溫暖而柔軟的胸部包覆著我，害得我緊張到全身僵直，憋了許久才勉勉強強，很小聲地擠出一個字。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFg6w1IQBQ6
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「嗯…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YngrvXIAV
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「那麼老師也和你約定，一定會等你回來的。」明子老師把我放開，在我面前伸出她的右手小指頭「就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P8b2FfGgs
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我看著明子老師纖細的小指頭，吞了口口水後才抬起頭看著她，然後伸出自己的右手小指頭，跟她的小指鉤在一起。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwjMnq8OER
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「嘻嘻嘻。」明子老師燦爛地笑了「老師很高興呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cxcX8K3xW
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夕陽就快消失在海平面彼端，四周安靜到不可思議。我將老師的笑臉烙印在自己的心底，那天晚上璀璨的星空成了我這輩子最難忘的一刻。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCqE9oPDIj
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但是，我始終沒有實現老師跟我的約定。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsH0oK8PdO
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畢業那年暑假，由於父親工作調職的關係，我被迫離開住了十三年的小鎮，來到一個離這裡少說要兩天車程的大城市。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bzoyyU6rs
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殘酷的現實打碎了我與明子老師的約定，讓我充分了解到自己的無能。我無法為自己做的約定負責，因為我只是個離開父母就活不下去的小孩子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcxztjyx5w
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這樣的我領悟到一件很可悲的事，那就是當時的約定對老師來說，或許只是不值一顧的童言童語。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI6Qo15Sp7M
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就像大人在哄小孩一樣，明子老師之所以會和我做約定，只是不想讓我感到傷心難過而已。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEDJA2xFyy
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或許只有我一個人一頭熱，只有我一個人在高興而已，想到這我就覺得自己真是丟臉丟到了極點。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QGFB2YRl1
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因為對自己的無能與天真感到羞恥，即使後來有辦法靠自己搭車回小鎮了，我還是沒有臉看明子老師。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8fChKaOxg
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我總是會這樣想，就算回去看到明子老師了又能怎樣？找機會跟明子老師告白嗎？不，她不會把我的感情當做一回事的，因為我只是個無法為自己的約定負責任的笨小孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQj7Uhyp7j
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而且說不定明子老師早就有人在追求，甚至已經有男朋友了。那些人肯定比我還要成熟，還要有能力。這樣的話我怎麼可能有機會贏得老師的芳心，既然如此那我又何必回去自取其辱？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVQtOhtCI7
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每次只要想到這，想見老師的衝動就會減弱不少。可是即使腦中充斥著這樣的想法，我還是無法停止自己對明子老師的思念。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsSEqzCFpG
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於是我的青春就在矛盾與叛逆中渾渾噩噩地度過了，幼稚而笨拙的我也花了很長的一段時間才找到自己心中真正的答案。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KRgmmDlCb
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那就是無論如何，我還是想跟老師在一起。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWNvVyYaJQ
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雖然我很清楚現在的自己是沒辦法讓明子老師注意到，但是如果我能跟明子老師一樣成為一個老師，讓自己能夠和她站在相同的立場的話…449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJbI6Mqdbb
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那麼或許，或許有那麼一天，明子老師會把她的目光放在我身上。或許到那個時候，我就能把自己的真正心意告訴她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfiW0jCy9F
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回憶到此為止，在與老師約定的第十三年後，我總算從師大畢業，以實習老師的身分重回母校。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8l4Mhb7Gg
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「歡迎回來啊，弘太。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBPE8DuWK1
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滄海桑田，過去那個瘦瘦的男主任已經不在，現在這位則是個看起來約莫五十歲左右，曾經是學校廚房阿姨的稗田和。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDgBBWK6ZX
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「沒想到以前那個調皮的搗蛋鬼，現在竟然變成正經的老師啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZEYmKLWia
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即使已經離開十三年了，我在小學時代到處亂來的事蹟還是被稗田主任記得清清楚楚。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0KLIPbvtJ
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「不…不好意思。」剛回來就被這樣消遣，我感到十分窘迫。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K5KjWmj8k
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「可是你還真有心啊，現在的老師大多往大都市發展，很少有人想來這種小學校任教了。我想這一定是因為你對這間學校特別有感情的關係，對吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9d5PUJRmaQ
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「主任說的沒錯。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3caKQfjach
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我口是心非地答應著，其實我只是想回來見明子老師，實現我的約定而已，不過這種事當然不可能說出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe98Ddo57CA
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「因為你是實習老師，經驗還不足，所以我會暫時把你交給小占老師帶。」稗田主任一邊走在我面前，一邊說：「她是你以前的班導師，讓她帶應該很妥當吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSC9ewyw4u
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聽到明子老師的姓時，我的心臟漏了半拍。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib8D9gVKFM
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGwQLCNpQWi
「明子…不，小占老師還在嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26TnsAdsrg
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「當然啊！她才四十幾歲，怎麼可能退休？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9BFW5HNHQ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOF7ZYSCHA
「也…也對啦…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXx82rZOfh
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「她現在在教三年級，我們直接去三年級的教室找她吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO44UbTlqC8
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「嗯。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtunLIjPKxQ
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沒想到這麼快就要跟明子老師見面了，我感到有點措手不及。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLi6QasnDq
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原本以為至少得等到中午吧，可是現在馬上就要見面了，我卻不知道該跟老師說什麼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMrH4rYnzt
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要說好久不見了，妳還記得我嗎？還是要說老師您好，我又回來了？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1nhjAUvZm
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RAmQ9Hyg1
腦裡充斥著一堆疑問句，但只有一件事是確定的。不管怎樣，我已經不是過去那個無能的臭小鬼，現在的我是個老師，已經可以跟明子老師站在相同的高度說話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wuHL2Fcvb
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hO5DLQBqE
我在心中告訴自己，這次絕對要把我的心意傳達給明子老師。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3d2vdX6Oy
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「啊，小占老師。」稗田主任的聲音把我喚回現實。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOd2ctquckY
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhxOSjS8ya
我抬起頭看向教室的講台，卻只看到一個年約十歲，身高只到我的腰部，穿著奇怪的太空服，有著一頭銀色長髮，頭上還戴著一個紫色大蝴蝶結的小女孩站在那。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpauVnCS2U1
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「稗田主任，有事嗎？」女孩開口說話了，那聲音聽起來很沒力，有著慵懶的纖細高音。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITG5dRSIrV
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBl50VdgJC
「小占老師，這位是今天剛到任的川本弘太老師。」稗田主任把我請到女孩面前「他以前可是你的學生呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJ9dqWsNrX
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyOJb4Muw3
女孩歪著頭看著我，我則是露出一臉不可置信的表情。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFNmlhPKRg
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「這個人是誰啊？」最後我們兩人不約而同地說出同一句話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0V55f45VN
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「欸？難道小占老師你忘了啊？」稗田主任拍了拍我的肩膀「他就是以前那個搗蛋鬼弘太啊，他以前總是惹了你不少麻煩，你應該還記得吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2mdP0xKEm
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「很抱歉，我真的不記得了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4XlxsLlL8u
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UxGQk5LRP
「稗田主任，這個人真的是小占老師嗎？」我指著女孩的鼻子「怎麼看都不像啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EchH8BwKw
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4yQmJcII9
稗田主任看了看女孩又看了看我，最後嘆了口氣，說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyjpRxQ0at
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「弘太啊…你要知道歲月是很殘酷的…女人只要過了四十就…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApf1fKRunn
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說到這裡稗田主任就好像想起什麼悲慘的事，就沒再繼續說下去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR39g4nFJ4k
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「我不是這個意思，是…」我正想提出自己的疑問，卻被稗田主任給打斷。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfJpB4Hc4M
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「好了好了，總之呢現在可是上課時間，有什麼問題等下課你們兩個在慢慢討論，我先走啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvvSsImaSe
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完全沒打算聽我的話，稗田主任就這樣自顧自地走了，只留下我和這個穿著太空服的銀髮女孩在教室裡，無言地對著眼前的三十幾個學生。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZsJRbmbOn
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FUGYTo9y1
「有問題等上完課再問。」銀髮女孩瞪了我一眼「可以吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgiNPdBI8L
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「嗯…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8XuQLjNIp
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYrGAIZSr0
看我沒什麼意見，女孩立刻把我帶到講台前，開始跟其他學生介紹我。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHCjQdRrXX
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「各位同學，這位是新來的實習老師川本弘太，以後也要跟他好好相處，知道嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdeuPAoOeE
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「知道了，老師！」全班異口同聲地答應著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWUgrjApwA
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後來我就這樣坐在副導師的座位上，看著銀髮女孩踮起腳尖努力地寫黑板，還有講台下的學生們乖乖坐好不敢亂動的奇景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvEzgPBSGJ
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我相信我的眼睛沒有看錯，我的記憶也沒有錯。那天下午明子老師的身影依然深深烙印在我的腦海中。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI83PcHR1mb
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明子老師是個有著一頭烏黑長髮，笑容甜美的女生。眼前這位女孩頭髮是銀色的，而且她恐怕連笑這個字怎麼寫都不知道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo498kfCkp
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明子老師的身材不錯，我還記得那個擁抱帶來的觸感。這女孩根本就是個洗衣板，而且還是標準的幼兒體型。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOPef5cWRm
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無論我怎麼看，都不覺得十三年的時間可以讓明子老師變成這樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF0drPDmIt
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更重要的是，她竟然連我是誰都不記得。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZigjaB5t1
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFXSnJsdOG
就算我在她心中並不是特別的，但我心目中的明子老師是不可能把自己教過的學生給忘掉的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWeXqTRGwG
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所以這個女孩絕對不是明子老師，我得探個究竟才行。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwWHwL7MAG
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下課後，我跟著女孩來到學校的屋頂。即使已經過了十三年，這裡依然是這個小鎮中最棒的瞭望點，小鎮的全景連同漁港都盡收眼底。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXlOFoUMmg
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「川本君。」女孩開口了「真是對不起，剛剛竟然沒把你想起來。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELMlZZjjzi
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我愣了一下，的確只有明子老師會叫我川本君。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0X9fGXuUQ
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但是明子老師這樣叫我的時候總是笑咪咪的，可不像這個女孩連嘴角都不彎一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnqiw0KZoQ
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「………」我一臉狐疑地看著女孩「你真的是明子老師嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcQcBFgwMu
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUrLHnR1Nu
「討厭啦川本君。」女孩睜眼說瞎話道：「我一點也沒變啊，你怎麼會認不出我？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsxQuRaOzPD
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這傢伙…存心耍我是吧？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV5j3y1yjA
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不知從哪來的怒氣湧上心頭，我忍不住對著女孩大吼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxnDcdsV97
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「別開玩笑了！妳怎麼可能會是我的明子老師？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW31MkHFpuN
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCAziGCVi6
大概是被我的大叫給嚇到，女孩的臉第一次出現了動搖。她眨了眨眼睛，似乎是在確認什麼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7cW3nxyXPe
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8S29eSizyO
「川本君，我真的是明子呀。」女孩轉過身背對著我「為什麼你就是不相信我呢？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXUbF3jIvH
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPsI12iWYM
女孩的聲音聽起來好像自己受了什麼傷害一樣，原本就有點虛弱的聲音這時聽起來更是讓人不忍。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0waJhOvaIb
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但是我可不會因此而可憐她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGr68fkfC8
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ735Em6Fsg8
「無論如何，妳就是要說自己是明子老師對吧？」我閉上眼睛，把雙手交叉在胸前「那麼我問妳，妳還記得我們之間的約定嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF88Jp5dkU
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ81bdpmbZYS
「約定？」女孩的蝴蝶結微微震動了一下。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfmHC7RLQh
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MtKteuAPW
輕柔的春風緩緩吹動櫻樹的枝枒，婆娑的聲響自遠處傳來，可是我依然等不到女孩的答案。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhE88CnDdM
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyGoG1iPrx
沒多久，上課的鐘聲響起。我原本以為女孩似乎要開口說話了，但直到鐘聲結束，她還是什麼都沒說。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28mMrGewMM
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「看吧，妳果然什麼都不知道。」我逕自下了結論，原本的怒氣卻不知為何消失無蹤「我不知道妳是為了什麼，又是用了什麼手段騙過全校的人，但是請妳不要在我面前假裝自己是明子老師。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNvaRCy6SR
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCbO92wGfc
我轉身離去，在下樓前又拋下一句：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0hInKfR5b
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YBD91SA63
「因為明子老師對我來說是非常重要的人。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtglbt6D2H3
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「川本弘太老師，你遲到了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRtdSmp1ER
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OItiyvcxu
看著比我早到教室的女孩，我的嘴巴張得老大，完全搞不懂是怎麼回事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDl49a3p48
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImQx2wl1Ig
太奇怪了，我不是比她還要早下樓嗎？為什麼她會比我早到。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0owCj1K5z
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rlLHxep0J
「還呆在那幹什麼？快回座位坐好。」女孩沒好氣地說：「真是的，你比小朋友還不如耶。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQIPPpN5CY
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Fhf8WMXI
女孩的話引起教室裡的小鬼們一陣偷笑，我不好意思到連耳根子都紅了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtG9v19oqv
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「為了處罰你，放學後留下來陪我打掃導師辦公室。」女孩對我眨了眨眼「知道嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu4lqnWE97
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQwtbqIgFz
我看著女孩面無表情的臉好一會兒，想想剛剛的自己過於衝動的言行，再想想現在教室裡的情況。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUr6vr5ZpPq
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5MNEyGQ11
學生們睜大眼睛看著我，似乎在等待我說什麼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtyma90jhe
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最後我嘆了口氣，說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMh5Z9fmBJ
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「我知道了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFilmj8Rfe
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後來這一整天我都看著女孩上課的背影，想搞清楚這女孩到底是誰。不過除了她身上那件可笑的太空衣可以讓我做個這傢伙可能是宇宙人之類的假設外，我完全找不到任何線索。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv9pGHIECx
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3nvJDX6xi
因為還在氣頭上，為了避免被當成怪人，所以我不打算直接問那個女孩，而是在下課時間找其他老師詢問。不過不管我怎麼問，都問不出什麼異常之處。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcc2B9rMs0T
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpzhLJ7h6w
「小占老師從以前就是這樣，沒什麼變啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQFdCDz2Ir
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtyUZf6XYs
「雖然年紀沒變大這點有點奇怪，但那也是保養好的關係吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUal6eBS7Lm
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtCiqmb4FUX
「我認識小占老師十幾年了，從沒發現她有什麼異常之處。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtAiiLmVei
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOOJlQKe1D
「川本老師你大概是太久沒見到小占老師，才會這樣懷疑東懷疑西的吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4Aa4r3KYQ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvNbrGlUIP
從學校老師口中得到的答案大多是這類的，沒有任何人懷疑過明子老師已經被這個女孩替換掉，所以我得不到半點線索。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgnW2mZy1C
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFU3E7kz4w5
結果反而是我的怪異舉動引起那個女孩的注意，在中午吃飯的時候又被她拉到屋頂去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB90GDKsRSv
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5BpXancUe
「你到底是想怎樣？」女孩的眉心微皺，露出有點傷腦筋的表情「為什麼到處打聽我的事情？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMetcFBUdwL
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡco6IidMCgQ
「沒什麼，只是想知道妳到底是誰。」我從女孩的頭上睥睨著她「還有妳把明子老師怎麼了，就這樣而已。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPPl2y8cwP
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1mdHxBP6a
「你真的很煩耶！我真的是小占明子啊！而且…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wR741CF47
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgHnn5A8yO
「妳這個騙子！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyiExP9eZd
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdahDhdRjm0
女孩的話說到一半就被我打斷，因為我實在無法忍受她繼續假裝明子老師。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDDGMMqR8H
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjF0XTKpIC
深吸一口氣強逼自己冷靜下來後，我才無力地說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg2Futqy2f
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ufcvuaowX
「真正的小占明子已經四十幾歲了，怎麼可能會是妳這個起來才十幾歲的小鬼頭？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGBQP1MNeE
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBl4L59Hv1N
「什…什麼？」女孩被我的話嚇了一大跳「你…你看得見真正的我？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT7MtsCobh
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58wHtxgeek
「是啊。」我不耐煩地抓抓自己的後腦「妳當我眼睛有問題啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpk6F2hGUi
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW4nX0HQmh
「不…不可能…」女孩低下頭咬著自己的大拇指，喃喃自語道：「催眠裝置沒有成功就算了，為什麼連光學模擬都會失敗呢…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQCrE7BlMe
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ODCLcZ7G2
雖然聽不懂女孩剛剛在說什麼，不過該問的還是得問。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcSUfu8Z6X
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSJmUXt5tR
「所以說啊，我再問一次，妳到底是誰？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWaSv5LKIV
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKgNyhK7i5
「………」女孩並沒有立即回答我的答案，好像在猶豫什麼似的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnacHGug1Eg
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUKDFd39rF
不知過了多久，她才抬起頭用十分為難的眼神看著我說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCnSS5WY1f
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAil2C45jv7
「川本先生，拜託你等到放學，放學後我會告訴你一切，好嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiM3fF57Ka
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcQP3cRYrp
我看著那個女孩，她那青金色的瞳孔並沒有閃爍不定，看起來不像是在說謊的樣子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBX7n0y7e9
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU0EGClui8
「好吧。」我沒好氣地說：「反正都等了十三年了，不差這半天。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RSTgm4An7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TeWFs4n5m
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449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97mYA6FnTV
放學後，女孩帶我到教師辦公室裡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rgT6OdlU7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6fJJTSj41
「我問你。」女孩打開自己的辦公桌抽屜「你真的想知道事實嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwV2cqzOD9
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU6P2sGfKIs
「嗯。」我點了點頭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9CLiVNKiH
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpF2AmyTz1
「我知道了。」女孩從抽屜裡拿出一封信「原本我不想說的，因為我今天就要回母星去，接下來的事情都跟我無關。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZf4y85Zhx
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QOGU99zdA
「這是什麼意思？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk58iN2C9a
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBJVkiInLQ
女孩沒有回答，只是默默地把她手上的信交到我手上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfCB3sYWMu
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqpceX6RAg
「這是什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcPJwGBSpa
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpHUA0cXzx
「你老師的遺書…之類的吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOXzOrvCBiv
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5otOJnblm
聽到遺書兩字時，我的腦中突然一片空白。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmwUx2FAMj
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YmEuVW6Lr
「她在離開這裡前把這封信留給我，說如果有個叫川本弘太的人回來了，就把這封信交給他。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCEiGmzJS7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7sOCiwD2l
我急著把信拆開，從中拿出一張茉綠色的信紙。稍微看了一下，紙上的筆跡的確是明子老師的沒錯。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7dYe1UBUb
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIK2kM7icE
「給親愛的弘太：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeed0RLGn2i
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsUZ7MoHLk
　對不起，老師可能沒辦法遵守跟你的約定了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgynzN2OsZ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPuga8sapK
　因為老師得到一種地球上沒有的怪病。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRc9rCT0Ojm
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQI1vi2KeZ
　老師也不太清楚那是什麼病，只是當那些外星人開著飛碟跑來告訴老師的時候，老師才知道自己只剩下不到一個月的壽命了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6sosXwSVz
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRp5xvV3ja
　雖然他們還跟老師說，只要老師願意可以幫老師醫治，不過存活率也只有兩成不到。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45mW6mqH8R
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ519tlh764
　如果可以的話，老師真的不希望你會看到這封信，因為…　　　　　　　」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTN7fUiJ9WU
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9enBcCFTCQ
我還沒把信看完就看不下去了，因為當那個女孩告訴我這是遺書時，我大概就猜到了一大半。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0BoIRWOr9
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9JEkNdmgIE
「事情就是這樣，為了避免我們的秘密被洩漏，所以我被派來代替明子老師的缺直到她康復，或者…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYCqziJ9Ju
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMq31FtBqn
「這不會是真的吧？」我打斷女孩的話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunQ7dQtycw
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsVwhVBpNz
「是真的沒錯，因為小占明子得到病的是由我們星球過去研發的生化武器Ｃ病毒引起的，基於宇宙法的生化武器處理公約，我們必須將她帶回母星醫治。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmStOn9Py56
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaajWbVx81
「那是什麼時候的事情？」我抬起頭看向女孩。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlABDp0pe7
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBVayohcgq
「大約十二年前吧。」女孩頓了一下，又說：「不過也到此結束了，昨天我接到總部通知，他們要我回去…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17y2697bE3
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8S81GXBBn
「別說了！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGOefvsjvP
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj0v7jrA9l
我並沒有把女孩的話聽完，因為我不想再繼續聽下去。這裡的一切都讓我覺得好痛苦，現在的我只想離開這裡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQ9yuSKIbn
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMUbWx8TP8
打開門逃出辦公室，逃出校舍，逃出校門口。我不停地跑著，腦中全是最後一次與明子老師見面時，老師對我說的每一句話。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6KzdOTrwh
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoTSYEt2jJ
「老師…對不起…」我一邊跑，眼淚一邊不爭氣地流出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwClkH57vIA
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WuvVXHdY6
弘太…無論如何都不要變得跟老師一樣喔…449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeM0XuSphr
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtmd17NkDm
「我應該早點回來的…」淚水模糊了視線，我幾乎看不清楚前方的道路。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TI7VRo3Xl
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGMhCjfDIw
想跟誰說什麼，一定要趁著那個人還在的時候說。不然要是等到那個人真的不在了，就真的什麼都不能說了…449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFQqFGnkZ0
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKeXD66ORA
「對不起…真的很對不起…」我跑過河堤，跑向漁港。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV059Gd6wY
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuxETePslV
就這麼說定囉，我們來打勾勾。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HILD75z5q
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6pQk6JHzA
「真的很對不起…真的…」我跑到海邊，在沙灘上無力地跪了下來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqLLtdcovF
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQq9imrdAi
不遵守約定的人不是明子老師，是我才對，如果我那個時候能夠坦率一點就不會這樣了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQq911GRpH
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9p8iSlTfp
我還有好多話想跟她說，我想告訴她我有多喜歡她。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoQkMe0RqO
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXK6Ffh4Ka
可是已經來不及了，明子老師已經不在了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1cuN2XX5Z
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlupW6jWwL
無論我想做什麼，最後都只能後悔自己為什麼沒能在那時就說出來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIacF7xZ6rp
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZaRix76zr
結果到最後，我真的什麼都沒有，我依然是那個無能的小孩，我什麼事都辦不到。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZIQ4YCtYf
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7D0hxKVytk
我趴在海灘上不停哭泣，直到夕陽西下落海，溫柔的月亮隨著夜色自山的那邊探出來頭來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIKCoes2UcA
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZhuUjJaVG
入夜的海風吹到我的身上，抬起頭看著漆黑的海上幾點漁火閃爍不明，我的腦中突然有個很傻的念頭。於是我站起身脫下鞋子，步履蹣跚地往那片漆黑的海前進。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrGn6g9gaR
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYbjWNbo2R
海浪的呢喃啪唦啪唦地環繞在我的耳邊，就像是哈梅爾的笛聲在催促著我加入它們。而我也毫不猶豫地邁開腳步，希望能成為它們的一份子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2AYqtK3DP
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz4wFGUjlx
不過就在我的腳即將踏入海水前，女孩那略嫌虛弱的纖細高音打破了它們的呢喃。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ24wEy5LZnW
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoAJ6jHhUA
「真是笨蛋，這樣就想死了嗎？」女孩站在我身後冷冷地說著：「沒必要為了已死的人賠上性命吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUd3H1CeLn
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1jtH5anaX
我停下腳步，回頭看著那個女孩。月光照在她的蝴蝶結上，讓她那蝴蝶結閃閃發光著。海浪湧上我的腳邊又悄悄退去，我別開臉，小聲地說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVf10cMa1kM
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLgLcLoiKc
「你說的沒錯，我只是想如果就這樣死去，是不是就能見到老師而已…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFnnLfJEb6
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVIvKPTYfY
「我真的搞不懂，為什麼你要對她那麼執著。既然已經死了，那麼做什麼說什麼都沒意義了，不是嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbmYPim2jx
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDSBp1kGIX
「我知道。」海浪的呢喃忽大忽小的，聽得我有點暈眩「可是告訴我這個道理的那個人已經死了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoJLOfU45o
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGpsDOAwM9
「所以你就要放棄自己的人生？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT9BZcSBcK
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg3JtrnSUQ
「妳不懂啦。」我往後退了一步「我只是想要去找她而已。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRQVW0uU6m
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvH0bOsjUtx
「不可能，人只要死掉就什麼都沒有了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxhz6aazOJ
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgrzQNo3D4
「誰曉得死掉是不是真的什麼都沒有？說不定有靈魂，有天堂或地獄啊。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxl7eCUdIpS
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gyRci6cA7
我已經不知道自己在說什麼了，或許我只是想宣洩這十幾年來對老師的思念而已。我的嘴巴完全不受我的控制，拼命說出許多難為情到死的告白。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9DHjpZS1N
449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJujeU4in8I
「我從小時候就一直喜歡她，好喜歡好喜歡。這樣的心情即使到了現在，也絲毫沒有減弱過。可是我從來沒有告訴她過，也不知道她對我真正的看法到底是什麼。所以我才想去找她啊，我想要好好問個明白，就算…就算…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTg877rczK
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突然間我的喉頭像是被什麼梗住似的，什麼都說不出口。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQhwDdLai7
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女孩沉默了好一陣子，最後嘆了長長的一口氣，說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7BzbhrNuK
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「我明白了，既然如此，你親自跟她說吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyAG7S3BMQ
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「欸？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh2UC3n99U
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一艘巨大的ＵＦＯ突然出現在我和女孩的頭上，我抬頭看著巨大的ＵＦＯ，還搞不清楚現在到底是什麼情形。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zSeRrtHEF
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一道綠光從ＵＦＯ中央照射而下，綠光中緩緩降下一名和女孩穿著同樣款式太空服的年輕女子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIAj8aSYoC
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女子降落在我的面前，因為綠光的關係，我一時間也看不清楚女子的容貌。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Qmv4TDOMD
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直到綠光完全消散退去後，我才看出眼前的女子到底是誰。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Nvu1heVgo
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「不可能吧…」我不敢相信自己的眼睛，所以用力地用手揉了揉，可是眼前那熟悉的臉蛋依然沒有改變「明…明子老師？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJJBhD2nrS
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聽到我的聲音，明子老師長長的眼睫毛微微動了一下。接著她緩緩張開雙眼，呆呆地看了我好一陣子。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYNlFMEG59
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「哎呀，你是弘太對吧？」明子老師笑著摸摸我的頭「好久不見了，你真的長大了呢。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6h6AP0UIL
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明子老師還是沒變，依然維持著十三年前與我分離時的容貌。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr7rxbncs7
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「明子老師！」我伸出雙手緊緊抱住了明子老師「太好了…原來妳還活著…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtxnaBXuUv
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「欸？啊勒？」明子老師有點慌張地說：「娜爾妲沒告訴你我的病已經治好，所以今天要回來嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmcCOnJTSe
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「啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfdWfLWSMu
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我轉頭看向女孩，女孩原本不苟言笑的臉這時竟然在嘴邊掛上惡作劇得逞的邪惡奸笑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYbrgB4T7I
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「所以我說你真是個笨蛋，難道不是嗎？」女孩擺出一副事不關己的模樣「不把信看完也不把我的話聽完就急著衝出去找死，地球人都像你這麼蠢嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsNxwAJ5Oa
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「可是你不是說這是老師的遺書…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDw88RZ8uk
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「我可沒說是遺書，只是說是遺書之類的。」女孩無奈地聳了聳肩「是你自己會錯意的。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82diAOI4gd
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「我…我…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1108OqqehK
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一瞬間發生了許多事，我的腦袋都快停止運作了。不過女孩並不打算就這樣放過我，還乘勝追擊地問道：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpTqP9G9DW
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「對了，你不是還有很多話要跟明子老師說嗎？趁現在明子老師回來了，快點說吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAaQ2OslJP
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「欸～～～？」明子老師抬起頭看著我，一臉好奇地問：「弘太你想跟我說什麼呀？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRPLMn8y7h
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「那個…這個…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqRfWEaxFy
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我想起剛剛說的那些，還有在這之前自己幹過的蠢事，深深覺得自己真的是個大笨蛋。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBoFsQU95r
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「笨蛋，快說啊，不說的話明子老師怎麼知道你的想法？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yHv9MIqWe
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「對呀弘太，快點說吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZ72aJaZ9t
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因為受不了被兩個女人逼問，我的神經一時斷線，竟然掉頭拔腿就跑。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFPBWEAG6Xf
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「大笨蛋，你想去哪啊？該不會想逃了吧？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTVCyYXhzv
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「弘太！老師不是教過你不可以逃避嗎？快點回來呀。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6WxcmRPef
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「少…少囉唆！」我回頭朝那兩個麻煩大叫「我絕對不說！絕不～」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwxbAnH1kk
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第二天一早，我拖著疲憊不已的身體和黑眼圈走入教室。迎接我的是全班的學生，和真正的明子老師。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzru6P27Jit
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「怎麼這麼沒精神啊？」明子老師對我露出她的招牌爽朗笑容「這樣可是會被學生看不起唷。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5p27fYtPY
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明子老師看起來還是那麼年輕有活力，不過學校裡的人還是沒有發現她離開學校前往外太空治病的事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6Fp0yHIqC
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「我…我知道啦！」我不好意思地別開頭「明天我會早點睡的啦。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDk9CQESpSm
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即使過了十三年，努力成為一個老師的我還是沒辦法在明子老師面前坦率。這樣的我真是沒用到極點，丟臉死了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBmLSkjUNf
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「噗，真是的…」老師露出有點傷腦筋的表情「你得振作點啦，不然怎麼成為一個好老師？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF1042GHpx
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「還不都是因為你…」我小聲地碎碎唸著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEi8Y9zJLHF
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「欸？什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EnLLGdrvH
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「沒…沒啦！」我別開眼不敢看向老師「快點上課吧！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XwmgmJaCe
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原本以為可以這樣矇混過去，可是沒想到學生中竟然有人舉起手偷打我的小報告。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqc0QtVR8oq
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「報告明子老師，川本老師是因為對你…」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tnU9kSnT8
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「哇！哇！哇！」我趕忙大聲打斷那個人的話「死宇宙人，明子老師不是已經回來了嗎？妳怎麼不回你的母星去啊？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbfnztGcbT
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被我打斷的正是昨天那個外星女孩，不過她今天沒有穿太空服，而是和其他女學生一樣穿著小學制服。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecas86qtNm
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「我本來就是研究人類的學者，留在地球是很稀鬆平常的事啊。」女孩晃了晃她頭上那對大大的蝴蝶結。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TRomcZNxZ
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「什麼？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk189dcLK67
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「原本我也以為自己的研究已經夠深入了，不過自從你來後我才發現自己還很膚淺，非得加把勁才行。因此我只好成為這座小學的學生，這樣才能隨時待在你們身邊做觀察。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpN2Dbbj892
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說到這，女孩對我眨了眨眼，笑著說：449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvJtOXkvAT
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「所以請多多指教囉，川本老師。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6akRserxHk
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「是呀，請多多指教囉」一旁的明子老師跟著附和道：「川本老師。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvgD0MxjTb
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我看著老師，又轉頭看了女孩一眼。兩人份的微笑讓我覺得自己果然很笨，被這兩個人耍得團團轉的我竟然毫無招架之力。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwOKcDu3JK
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每個人總有幾件會感到後悔的事，不管是誰都一樣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwH3AVndrQy
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如果真是這樣的話，那我想最令我感到後悔的，大概就是遇到她們兩個吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaL7TY99YQ
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