林景欣洗完澡，躺在床上看著天花板，渾身都累，加上身上的傷還有些疼，動也不想動了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXT4IwlmFf
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她茫然地看著白晃晃的天花板，不禁又想到了下午李與凡跟她說的那番話，心臟一陣刺痛，眼瞳又熱了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQzwuDCyGK
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她用手背蓋著眼皮，嘗試阻擋熱氣。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuraSYA7ef3
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她知道自己不能因為付出了很多，而要求李與凡對她有同等的感情。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvn8GibMwZu
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繼續留在他身邊，這份感情只會造成李與凡的負擔，讓他無法專心踢他喜歡的足球。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMItEgwU2Nd
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所以李與凡要她離開是對的。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDeG9hCQ20
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只是她的感情再怎麼樣也收不回來了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD2OOob8TV
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「欣欣！」任芊芊推門探頭進來，又看了看四周，然才躡手躡腳跨過門檻，轉身關上門，來到她床前，「你怎麼樣了？沒事吧？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU7ZgyG3wA
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林景欣擦了擦眼睛坐起來，搖搖頭，有些鼻音，「沒事。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhQYlKKlFm
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皮外傷可以復原，心傷卻沒辦法痊癒。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdXTGs3qpr
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所以就算再嚴重，也及不上心裡的痛。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7Bi9ASQkN
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「都怪我不好，教你這種餿主意，害你受傷了。」任芊芊自責道。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQy4OofVlMk
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「沒有，我該謝謝大嫂你才對。」林景欣勉強笑了笑，「要不是你幫我，我也沒辦法溜出去。大哥沒對你發火吧？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DLiK0VVsl
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「他哪敢。」任芊芊沒所謂地甩甩手，「別說他了，你有見到那個男生嗎？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCHR5GE8oi
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林景欣嘴角一垂，「嗯。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWnAelyuCY
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「那你們都說清楚了吧？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbUOwfuEEx
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「⋯⋯嗯。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaCk0kYXiK
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「那就好。」任芊芊沒察覺她的異樣，又道，「對了，你哥好像在跟爸媽商量給你找相親對象，我剛才過去的時候偷聽到了。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4dn82wdiK
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林景欣眼瞳震了震，「⋯⋯真的嗎？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY7QcBl2TKu
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這一天⋯⋯終究還是來了嗎？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lGf9c3urj
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「也不知道他怎麼想的，突然又變了個老古板了！現在還哪有人盲婚啞嫁的？」任芊芊不悅地搖頭，又囑咐林景欣，「你記得，有多抗拒就表現得多抗拒，千萬別這麼輕易答應要去，不然就沒完沒了了！」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA480LfIMK
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林景欣一默。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkS0Pq5FRb
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「你大哥應該也只是一時燒壞腦子，他不會捨得這麼快就把你嫁出去的。」任芊芊以為她擔心林景軒會很強硬，「我也會在他旁邊多給他洗洗腦的，你只要堅持自己就行了。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFzwgcbt2K
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「⋯⋯好。」林景欣露出疲倦的微笑，「大嫂，我有點睏了，想睡一會兒。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK2CGtwDjF
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任芊芊連忙起來，「那你睡吧，你肯定累壞了，晚點吃飯的時候我再來叫妳。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUS5Kj20M1
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「嗯，謝謝大嫂。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQWy542dIz
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「喔，對了。」任芊芊從口袋掏出林景欣的手機，放在床頭櫃，「你哥出去了，我給你偷來的，待會兒吃飯前再幫你收回去。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqiYfZEjRCg
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她隨口應了聲，「嗯。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdxXomPIGU
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反正也無所謂了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LB4M4JayN
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任芊芊出去的時候，順手給她關了燈。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJxnBc68Ln
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林景欣蓋上被子躺著，明明渾身疲勞，卻一直乾睜著眼，怎麼也睡不著。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSziTqLITsl
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相親⋯⋯就等於要準備結婚了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIeGDZiBBC
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她不想跟一個只見幾面，甚麼都不了解的男人決定終生，然後就這麼過完一輩子。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hWLoKYnJz
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那樣一點也不快樂。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4X4QenWLQ
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可是她現在⋯⋯還有反抗的理由嗎？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpISY9gq0E
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李與凡也不會喜歡她了，那她還要為了誰而違背家人的意思？205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMJnsD08ee
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「一輩子那麼長，沒必要吊死在一棵樹上。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtV5Q1bJoTP
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她問周諾寧是不是要跟李與凡結婚，周諾寧否認了，她原本還燃起了些希望，但周諾寧卻澆了她一頭冷水。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0EGyzPdln
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「男人說了不可能，那就是不可能了。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40BmBWEo31
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她很沮喪，周諾寧便這麼勸她。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡowu7ULo835
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不要吊死在一棵樹上。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQx2ChONYaL
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她悶著聲音，「所以⋯⋯你也不會吊死在司徒隊長身上嗎？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlfrs0B0BY
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周諾寧輕笑，「我跟你能一樣？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvF3s5wOOzo
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她頓時垂頭喪氣。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadLxaDHC7C
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也對，司徒辰喜歡周諾寧，可是李與凡不喜歡她。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BRWybOujV
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「多認識幾個人，讓自己的世界變大一點，才會知道自己想要甚麼。」周諾寧說得平淡，「你現在，不過是被所謂的自尊困住。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxLkbxOPcC
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除了李與凡，她幾乎沒怎麼接觸過其他家人以外的異性，所以跟南翠眾人一開始的相處顯得很生疏，甚至有些害怕。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiYycZXMDm
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後來在成落落的幫忙，還有大家對她友善的態度下，她慢慢熟習了跟其他男生共處，也沒有那麼牴觸了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjKzH6HYYx
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所以事實證明，她只是沒有試過，不等於做不到。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5l7bs5ZM8
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或許周諾寧說得對，她只是不甘心付出了這麼多，卻還是被李與凡拒絕，才會固執地想要證明他是自己唯一的選擇。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMHt36uiT9c
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既然努力過了，那就該收手了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9EJJRcVNH
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她也該是時候過回屬於林景欣的生活了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWtUEWiWvV
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她坐起來拿過床頭的手機，輸入了一條訊息，打好之後，指腹在螢幕上徘徊半响，才緩慢地接近發送鍵，最後用力按下。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEi82qAZIx
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收不回來的訊息像是一個鬆了手的氣球，已經沒法回頭和後悔，林景欣不再猶豫，一氣呵成地把聯絡刪掉，然後關掉手機放回原位，躺下倒頭就睡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkp4s2NnFu8
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她閉上眼，把那個義無反顧闖到西班牙的女孩小林，留在不會再回來的過去之中。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcCToYiGBJ
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夜幕悄然降臨，雲霧靠攏聚集，月光躲藏其後，只能散發出微薄的光線，甚至被明亮有力的街燈掩蓋了風頭。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaPvJhR5Ap
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此時司徒家的晚飯也到了尾聲。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeUNBzd2hU
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吃完小徠心心念念的蛋糕後，許媽媽剛好來接他回家，跟徐丹說的一樣，臉色憔悴了不少，而且匆匆忙忙的，司徒辰也沒機會說上一句，重新教小徠踢球的事只能留待下次再說了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnREdw5pbL
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許徠走後，其他幾人也沒打算久留，免得打擾徐丹休息，動身去穿鞋子。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n9XYO7Ztz
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到了門口，司徒辰站在門邊，沒踏出來，對他們說，「我幫我媽收拾完才回去，你們先走吧。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ164FEQiJhH
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周諾寧伸手脫鞋，「那我陪你。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2AIvZl56m
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「不用。」司徒辰連忙按著她的手，「這裡我一個人就可以了。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAx7z4Fm4T
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「你確定？」周諾寧的眼神寫著質疑。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTHA7CRtzz
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「我就幫忙掃掃地，清潔一下，沒問題的。」司徒辰知道她擔心甚麼，推著她出去，「你們趕緊回去吧，這裡路程遠，別耽誤了。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgKiHCVkc9
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「你呢？」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbR0Osw45X
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「太晚的話我可以在這裡睡，不礙事。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4eBKjSREm
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為免周諾寧又回頭，司徒辰乾脆送他們下樓，看著他們上車才安心。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8A6d2Mxxy
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因為剛才方學藉著徐丹也在，逼周諾寧答應了會安全把他們送回家，司徒辰不想周諾寧太晚才能到家，便趕著他們走了。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlf0YJQQkqs
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方學和李與凡先上車，周諾寧扯著司徒辰不讓他走。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡakVkzUCVDO
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「真的可以？」她把他拉近自己。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpZLNAph3f
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「你別擔心，我媽比你更了解我，碗碟那些她不會讓我碰的。」他輕輕扶著她的腰。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4EyrValzFz
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周諾寧仰著頭，淺淺溢笑，「我是說，我不留下來幫你媽，是不是真的可以。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKQKtBH34A
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「當然。」司徒辰刮了刮她鼻子，「我媽沒那麼斤斤計較。」205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB53I0Wrtgz
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「喂！周諾寧！趕緊的！別纏著辰哥了！」方學從車裡探出頭來，看見他們倆膩歪的模樣都快吐了，皺著眉催促。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnx25hCllYD
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周諾寧冷眼一掃，方學咻一聲躲回車裡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6p0Wa5rjQ
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車內李與凡安靜坐著，這會兒才有心思拿出手機來確認一下未讀的訊息。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxwzq6hwLI
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看了幾個不用理會的，掃到了一個熟悉的頭像，他一怔，點開。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xuahfjNX9
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【凡哥，這段日子謝謝你，我會照你說的，好好過自己的生活的。】205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5Ki1aXroL
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李與凡眼眸的色澤散開，握著手機的氣力鬆了，微微出神。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXvgwpCb4Z
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她能想通⋯⋯那就最好。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlJBu9mLOz
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這時周諾寧也上車了，一臉厭倦地發動車子，車外司徒辰站著，笑意盈盈地朝他們揮手道別。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdmljDqcQl2
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李與凡嘴唇抿了抿，還是降下車窗，看向司徒辰，臉容寡淡。205Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5TZxgs8y6
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