“I am trying to be the best cheerleader of my life then I found myself cheering somebody else”
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He’s the MVP
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Hindi ako nakasagot agad sa tanong ni Ann about kay Cyrus. There’s no way on lying. Oo nga naman how could you be friends with someone who hurt you from the past.
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Para lang akong skilled driver na minaneho at piling binangga ang kotse sa poste. In short katangahan.
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Pero…
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“May mali ba talaga doon?” I asked. Both of them gave me confused looks. “Being friends with your ex is called maturity and we both know the fact that weren’t meant to be.”
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Name: Cyrus Bueno
Strand: HUMSS
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Cyrus and I are blockmates kaya madalas kami rin lagi ang magkasama. Hindi maiwasan na gawan kami ng issue dahil sa closeness namin. Mula kasi kinder hanggang ngayon ay magkasama kami. Maging mga magulang naming ay parehong boto kung sakali mang maging kami.
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Isa iyon sa mga baga na napaka-imposible para saaming dalawa. Daig pa naming ang kambal-tuko kaya halos alam na naming ang pasikot-sikot ng bituka ng isa’t isa. Kapag naging kami parang jinowa ko na rin ang kapatid ko.
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Kaya lang…
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Hindi mo pwedeng pigilan kapag kusa mo nang naramdaman.
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Yes, I like him.
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Not as a friend but as a guy.
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Sa tibay nang pagsasama namin sa room binansagan kaming NikCy or Neksey kung tawagin nila. Kami din ang madalas pagbuntungan ng panti-trip kapag wala silang magawa. Parehong na lang kaming ngiti alng ang sinasagot sa kanilang lahat.
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“Psst. Nikki!” panay kublit ng nasa likod kong si Shao. “May tanong ako.” Pabulong niyang usual. Nasa kalagitnaan kami ng klase. Mabuti na lang at reporting kaya wala ang atensyon ng guro naming kundi paniguradong nasita kami.
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“Ano ba yun?”
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“Sino crush mo dito sa room?”
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Napa rolled eyes na lang sa tanong niya. Akala ko naman kung tungkol sa discussion sa paglalandi lang pala.
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“Wala.” Simpleng sagot ko.
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“Tsk corny mo naman. Dali na sino nga? Kapag hindi ka nagbanggit ng pangalan ipagkakalat kong may gusto kay Jojo.”
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Ngumiwi ako sa sinabi niya. Of all people kay Jojo pa talaga. I am not judgmental pero parang gganoon na rin. Jojo was our very weird classmates. Minsan makikita mo na lang nagsasalita siya mag-isa o ‘di naman kaya tatawa. He is so creepy.
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No choice ako kung wala akong sasabihin. Si Shao kasi ang sikat sa room pagdating sa legit na kwento. Ganiyong pamamaraan din ata niya nalalamang ang lahat ng infos, sa pananakot.
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Iniisip ko pa rin kung sinong fake-crush ang ituturo ko nang makita ko si Cyrus nakatayo. Nirerecite niya ang buong summary ng report ng grupo. Sobrang bilib ang lahat dahil kahit wala sa report ay nagbigay pa siya ng ibang facts. Pati ang guro naming napaplakpak sa talino niya.
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“Cyrus.” Bulong ko.
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“Si Cyrus? Seryoso?’’
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Shit narinig pa rin yun ni Shao. Tumango na lang akong alanganin. Hindi naman siguro niya ipagkakalat yun.
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May isa akong natutunan sa buhay. Never underestimate na power of chismosa.
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Uwian na ngunit hindi pa kami nakakalabas ng pintuan biglang sumigaw si Shao.
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“SI NIKKI MAY CRUSH KAY CYRUSSSSSS!!!!!!!!”
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Sari-saring komento ang lahat marami ang natuwa pero mayroon din nagsabi na pa deny-deny pa ako noong una iisa lang pala ang bagsak ko. May gusto ako kay Cyrus..
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I don’t remember what happened next. All I know simula noong araw na iyon hindi ako tinantananan ni Cyrus tungkol sa pagamin ko sa feelings ko in Shao’s way. Pamimilit ang tawag doon at the same time no choice akong naturo siya.
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Isiksik ko man sa utak ni Cyrus iyon balewala din dahil simula din iyon niligawan niya ako. At first wala naman sakin pero habang tumatagal nagkakatotoo na. nagkatotoong gusto ko na siya. I don’t want to rush things, but I am afraid to let go of him.
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February 14, Valentine’s Day may pa mini concert ang school namin. Mas marami ang tao dahil bukas ang gate kahit sa outsiders. Buong magdamag magkasama kami ni Cyrus habang ang ibang members ng Star Strand nasa tabi tabi lang.
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Huminto ang musika ng banda.
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“This next song is dedicated to our friend’s special someone. Dude sana sagutin kana niyan. This is for you Nikki.” Pahayag ng vocalist bago pinaingay muli ng kanilang banda.
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Naguguluhan akong tumingin kay Cyrus. He held my hand. Nanlalamig man ito ay hinayaan ko lamang siya. Afterall I want this. I want him.
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“Akin ka na lang, iingat ko ang puso mo.” Sabay niyang kanta sa banda.
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Tumango’t ngiti ang binigay ko.“Sayo na ang puso ko paki ingatan.”
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It was Valentine’s Day when Cyrus and I became official couple. Nabalitaan yun ng lahat. Ang mga professors naming masaya at sumasama sa pagbati saamin.
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Our relationship isn’t perfect mayroon pa ring selosan lalo na sa parte niya. Hindi naman linggid saakin na marami siyang naging dating karelasyon at magkakaibigan pa rin sila but he always ended pour conversation with this statement.
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“Hindi kita ipagpapalit sa ibang babae. Never. I swear.”
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I trusted him. Si Cyrus iyon. Kahit kalian hindi binabali ang pangako.
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Lately naing busy siya with the basketball team. He was a varsity player and there will be a basketball game match in less than two weeks. Pero kahit gaano pa ka hirap ang training nila he always makes sure na time pa siya para saakin. Andiyan yung maagang susunduin sa bahay, pupunta sa room para maagbigay ng snacks tuwing break time at ihahatid ako sa bahay. I feel secure whenever his around. Kahit pa alam kong napapagalitan siya ng coach niya he still doing it for me. I even insist na hindi naman kailangan gawin iyaa lagi iyon but for him it is his boyfriend duties.
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One afternoon his coach called me in his office. He told me something that will hurt me and Cyrus.
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“Lagi na lang siyang late sa training kung hindi naman ay tumatakas para mapuntahan ka lang. ija, hindi naman ako hadlang sa mga ganitong bagay sa mga boys dahil natural na sakanila. But it is only a week after our big match kung palagi siyang ganyan mawawalan siya ng focus sa basketball. So please tell him to stop. Pwede nama siguro kayong magcool off muna pagkatapos ng game kayo na ulit. Just for this match please. Cyrus is our star player sayang potential niya.”
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Ilang gabi akong hindi makatulog dahil sa sinabi ng coach niya. Akala ko hindi siya nahihirapan dahil sabi niya lagi siyang may free time pagdating saakin. Hindi ko alam na yung time na para sa sarili niya ginugugol niya pa saakin.
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I broke up with him.
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Not because I don’t love him but because this makes him free from being with me.
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At gaya ng sabi ni coach naging mas busy si Cyrus sa basketball. Until their game. They won. Andoon ako nasa gilid lang nakatanaw at nakasuporta kahit malayo. Kahit niya alam andoon ako naniniwala na kaya niyang ipanalo ang laban.
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And I was ready for that day to come back to his life. Until my, our game is over.
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Papalapit na ko sa sakanya niya nang may babaeng yumakap at humalik sa pisngi niya. Pareho silang nakangiti sa isa’t isa na para bang sila lang ang tao sa buong court.
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The girl whose hugging and kissing him was the leader of cheering squad and unfortunately his ex-girlfriend before me.
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