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July 3, 2005247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbPRNlBL13
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Darkness.
It surrounds me. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKYbRjD2lH
It's all I see. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW4SNtiqvQ
It's all I feel.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHrzES2i8B
It's all I know anymore.
The cold wraps around me like a blanket. I try to shake it off, but my body won't listen to me.
I can't move. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFlK4BYvKH
I'm frozen. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknx8XcN32C
Drifting in a black sea.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgvRKQDrfp
Drowning.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjGNwS0sxb
Paralyzed.
I'm empty. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgOaYikPlK
I'm broken. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mY4X6I9Ke
I can feel it.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOlj3zah1z
Pulling me under.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCn2DLWcL2
Crushing me under its weight.
I'm alone. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIH5oNJYf0
There's no one else.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerPg1JQGZW
It's only me.
Only me.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIjn5iwdnRU
Only me.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡao0FtccnQO
Only me.
God, I'm so alone.
I miss a life I can't remember. I miss color and sound. I miss a body that isn't broken. I miss her.
Who is she?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBRHGk1pru
Is she even real?247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedJWxqKzz2
Or did I imagine her to take away the loneliness?
Does it even matter anymore?
The light calls to me. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgh3ZA5CaD
Drawing me to it. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUpmCQjMYv
It's warm. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8G9Pz7H4Tp
It's comforting.
I can feel it pulling me closer and I let it. At least I won't be alone anymore.
At least I can finally rest.
It sucks me in. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQmLzQ4zSM
Captivating me. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4ZdWcc8Rh
Freeing me. 247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9elyYmPlz4
Releasing me.
I hear her voice so sweet, so soft, calling to me. It's far away, but it tickles my ear like a secret.
I can feel her voice traveling down my spine.
I can feel.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34zSD0TZ8w
I can feel something.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7k8UfginYp
Anything.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzfUZM4r3A
Everything.
I can feel my heart beating, It beats for her, pounding in my chest to the rhythm of an annoying beeping sound.
I can feel my throat strain to speak. I need to return her words. I need to tell her all the things I never said. I need to tell her...
I love her.
I think I always have. Somehow, I always knew it would be her.
It was always her.
I can feel my fingers itch to reach out for her. I need to touch her.
I need to hear her voice coming from those amazing lips. I need to be near her.
Closer, always closer.
I need to feel her.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUL3TWElyPl
Taste her.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyKbHzl8PL
Smell her.247Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURuo7kMwnc
Love her.
Her face is all I see as I embrace the light. I can't deny its call any longer.
Who knew death would be so beautiful?
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