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Deployment day.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNfuht5qAK
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw2EAjAFjy
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5vwzsoQUq
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvctNKrJYNJ
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBUiAa4c6i
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu7DSduaAW
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvAa7PBfnF
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ9BUU7s5c
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5pxF3yQsg
in the future well who knows!”844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTulLhGgXF
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cTS2pjxcg
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xWc2oNAyz
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5e8277cCX
chorus.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue3kc1RRcb
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN0Cn1rQwL
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmkFvFrfeL
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ5UOsXIXJ
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTIj2Tap8AH
sending troops for the past year or so.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGwZawuFcQ
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnKE2Jd4uP
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwl4zud13J
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkPKupDJfo
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgSnTIZyJJ
from training, and got comfortable.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMuww6upRK
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLasO2DMOc
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLqkqVjzr5
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvBtufI8Kr
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FATTMYCGF
silence.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsm0Wo57nU
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0LfPzsdKf
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMB9qsGuJoI
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLHcm4rXiKE
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbIuoqd8Ub
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQuXCrQEP6
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LN7sfboSa
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OGbFZzsmC
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtMVTtIzgI
spend our time however we felt like. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYTKhOaZ0v
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgE0j6tZfX
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGGdpaXfD5
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvRjFwmVgv
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKH5sM00WC
be a great tour.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRsqdykgy7
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTiqHrMXx3n
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfmyUR2hVL
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡso24DAXxnp
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCYnYm4r4U
fight for.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShlYy7BGII
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIT1fYnaeV
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0BODaHsgm
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKrcI2OOWX
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFONHnbBL8l
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhq9R72UMN
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qur5DoZZd
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzuzXsCl7Q
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQM4So4w2hf
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6uUw4I5Cy
is just bored like me.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQRXXJkBgk
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTHdz8kXlO
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdOjbVdP9h
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7GAFl0KQZ
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBHaoSmLvh
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrdzTumRn3
second house by the time the first shots rang.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTmjlxirWsJ
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyHNvKxDoEY
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzinKRySHZJ
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGj5mdhV5b
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaNtQ7PL4M
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5zqEJgG8y
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8tkQGgeoM
lodging at where I was standing previously.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lehF2YvkC
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZKmAB7jgy
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1P9mdhLeP2
was in shock. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYixujdp7i
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTM1Wjqgl3
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUeVGDXaGR
our next position.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQDUaa9lds
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeA7GVh9FH
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfYRDsF94Z
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxemvSqDRlCIt felt good protecting my teammate.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1L7Wrm6e2x
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF4tLJhvYy
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡri3sFUilYw
died and five were injured. I’m glad844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph6aVxG6lO I’m glad most of us844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKxIiM4Ehx
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjuraAWFIi
remember their sacrifice.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGBO5ZAAlX
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Right…the thing. I…844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLsQcJENlG
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHi37QPwZy844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGPZIjgw2T
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cZli4PpXx
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrsmAlqqTw
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS0RgEoya7
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiM4Tj5CAg
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvytQackJdr
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME2dxhPdzy
dealing with what happened in our own ways.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfQIsLRa48
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURpY0uc9hc
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYdgEi1yXn
of the houses.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBHnzkFRfr
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTc81QiQAX
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96aB6kjEXg
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGNUfN7hnZ
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAsQZfAuHv
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcR8mpQaNL
then he pulled out his gun on me. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa4dr9CCZWf
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡporYH88P81
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi2v82Kv4d
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7fouBODVV
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUggAeCrX7
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJuHTrW438D
order.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaj6sPWgha
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKsU43InP7
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTD6agCycjn
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC05AAlxMk1
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOytjl0eDDNThey all died heroes.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh1LnpWw11
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDELKAMT3Ko844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnS4haK2GNs
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO02SrRMwvQ
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lZQD88Vg8844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDTw9Ff7bT
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOYbpm3xNh
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa7cKa83IQ
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyWOhZBee5
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD8IOFUiNX
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8egBblAKK
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TxyrFF07d
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrqI2zgBJ6
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrckpXxZhAW
I’m a good soldier.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhcnCeR3UC
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41YOnNxI1Z
to a different base. We were infront off844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnXvjlUY0R
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXg5Pqqgzm
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXja1zyUQgZ
covered our rear.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFZDemuNtd
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoAHmj4FjbA. A group of people, children,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsndlmGqasQ
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYYqj6b6IDL
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCgvCqfMZv
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5G4iNW2XA9
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpg2FYxUa1m
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe35608UExs
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitxzlr9NpT
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU37EYmoYD
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObICsh9t83
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCcZzdFRMQ
Mel as they both followed the sergeants844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYYbgB3sz9
example.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2s5oz90h8
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LpNhFemdG
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSHcPXbTz0
children didn’t move.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmh0jYpcta
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZshIX5Zo7
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOD8ynsbQx
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbE0YM9L3V
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcywq9GZ4Hi
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiB9eif3C2k
do.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi6WHO6j0d
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHkRJyPIo7
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyCAog8A92
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17T6qTeQgA
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UY3Tjacjj
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfMpp7unQ4
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPjsj9Q1WC There are only three of us left in the squad.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZLJ1TQPId
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdUaaYYC5N
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk29yx2RPTy
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aGTxp8Wdb
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi1RLaGYwY
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CiHIz1FWd
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6yGDOokKL
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkPxrYJzKI
feet.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOrt0wmden
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqr43HVLRsI
diary. Pointless.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKB7xAwLk3
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3xDFkTN71
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS2LF88vSYo
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYqy1XUJYV
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf61yM9mCp1
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cJ2ddtr3m
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FYxbqrdUe
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gyTSaXteV
potential hostile.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44rMjKeiBQ
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCL4ooXYlPT
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrXyjnSCjD
voice.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNplgJ44nSM
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRhgFAyzcI
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi50iWjLxZy
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4g57CzcC7
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5oRVdp5bV
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3pbi3PxOV
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiikts3xRg
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9kXZNxp9v
finally returned.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsC4N0qqROD
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.844Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllC8XEwXfX
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