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Deployment day.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycXt5udO5s
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pnBolbsLC
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XCfhTQtDj
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUm3323iXaH
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9QA0YWfBc
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPjuo93Rsy
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVfdqtUMTd
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfNn49imkD
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiDfpZeCPH
in the future well who knows!”885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQBweRq3WiO
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCyxb16Y0y
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAXISpEdDGy
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczHbNL0Lgh
chorus.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpU6R1TZzAb
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojZVGHoQoH
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPi8ngvJjxN
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyaR7rV494
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsqRfnpP7i
sending troops for the past year or so.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o123HvXzQ
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4XFj1Z0vy
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡga7dpEqgJs
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSEB8qq6Yl
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphnBrcfZNG
from training, and got comfortable.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQktayt0W0
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqErT4zBzV
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7OfMNHqyU
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbsR9v7QRL
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1M6Q8xlwE
silence.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFb3oICCcOt
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Day 1 1500885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60s2TUzYRS
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KLzdaNzTu
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZQWrM6Zr3
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7E6fyzDnzg
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N5oftIO7X
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8psVgNOcJ
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8lPTIO7uh
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ287kNIjVAP
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMvEkDfXL3
spend our time however we felt like. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKUmJMGPg3
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡic1x8oU7xG
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzdNKTHVQm
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cFpOnkpdp
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO1mS9Nm1V
be a great tour.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhLTdKiL0z
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Day 7885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFsxrIVGcJ
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzEEZJJqvY
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdXeXH2zHB
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgHHFnkuDE
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5F77TeeNbu
fight for.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qRudSC9Np
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnYcvQsq5t
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcsDZzPnoV
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZMa39KfF9
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgZ2eVvYnb
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfafQSZTGmC
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSHVttlfqS
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctTWOLImfY
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41PTnV6ZHm
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWZ1bDWaCB
is just bored like me.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡja9TOaKZZn
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Day 10885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPxn6I6X3w
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq14KYeyWDa
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3GANi7Zag
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TOHjZuWGR
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQgoPiBiDH
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAU7pTJbFJ
second house by the time the first shots rang.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAWPX5XSWX
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9lMkEyQMM
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlc8GPKZ3L
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DJhf7yJx4
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhVJcva8ck
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6GwI2yO5e
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RAaWNxds0
lodging at where I was standing previously.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmlbfJ38i9
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpnT7oFmid
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X2KLZ37KE
was in shock. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURUylopemv
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7iRebdQ5Ce
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTapXddRlx
our next position.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26VxjTD17v
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKsLAEf0j1
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMCpar4irA
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMhYHj2uJvIt felt good protecting my teammate.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3CVLKXOaa
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlG8Tu9dHCn
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVizYTf8Bg
died and five were injured. I’m glad885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4Yz5h0eCH I’m glad most of us885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJzXVTppjN
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WzX0nSoRY
remember their sacrifice.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQGBMHmaDJ
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Right…the thing. I…885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNMY9BJ6JO
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGB0TIXfXZ885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tg1jq5Gz4
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uA38PrIjf
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewA8oYtEKv
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5fI1pEpH1
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxCAt0vvfT
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxkALcHv4Vp
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XXm89f5hp
dealing with what happened in our own ways.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLbdIXY2p7
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMhUSdNxOS
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RjPw3rDOL
of the houses.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadtSDjgIm8
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLZ2LU6zeI
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqRqazfJ5K
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDE7jJ5abJ
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnQ0DxC0GH
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIv1RgstZE
then he pulled out his gun on me. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0NB5mi3ZL
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2FYusDQL8
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeEuAb4Ne2
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp6UZdHCXF
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOQ2mNFOk0N
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xuliuXbHX
order.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0mhKYQXnX
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrwASNYIHd
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpDXmWTCsS
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Day 20885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy5SVEgDOI
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PESJA7q6V
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONV6ZWfZ7oThey all died heroes.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGjQrBQVXX
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYropwsCfKk885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkXnYSqMUl
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXq2v3k2Ry
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMvHoc9isj885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGBeC2PpWO
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7C0MwS7Tg
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRafCzImR2
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnGNV0Jz64
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rXcPmYbYL
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcTfUggU5g
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEPBrI0rEd
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFz4LAqW48s
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiGytLKQSA
I’m a good soldier.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3pdSa6cAC
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyXfhH5l9W
to a different base. We were infront off885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVPIQj0ZKk
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3N9DGYIQX
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9YpDhf0zk
covered our rear.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK4KlqLdQKj
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKaNEDIWEh. A group of people, children,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Z25z6bLjc
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxiylzA8vt
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcyP8e3R3g
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpG5G5bFn4c
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUMpKxIHVC
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJ9pAYAB4p
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57ryKqWddz
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VNthEGhTH
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9NnvZiuyY
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ37XwqgVVC
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVotOSltx5
Mel as they both followed the sergeants885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYt3AcXjuBR
example.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0Y8nUx6pm
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUQq2kfiBT
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHcXNvD6Pxt
children didn’t move.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKTXr5kyJI
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfId280Le6
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybJxkgMFLk
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nZ52urhB7
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKXVSzdp5Y
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFoveA62lT
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ33Iynf590
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthjGTz56A2
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdZokNo0vI
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxRqB59Xa7
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO8iaC9iNz
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDg0KgpkwL There are only three of us left in the squad.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnsumKhDYk
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMHDTF33fN
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyafIxKA9b
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PhHzw6LPf
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6OvE7WiUa
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOWxtaEm5v
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX2MhNxbZz
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtOWAoTSqx
feet.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag2kNUd2T2
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoI1i4Vzuq
diary. Pointless.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriZVkziH7Q
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRYIzfQMwG
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpw1i1xlOV
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpf2MCI5h13
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSxOaFsa5F
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCOpXHV71R
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnc7zq8W8BR
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0hcY4Qcey
potential hostile.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjgZ1CHiKC
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyy2mUBqQ5j
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPf6veirOiv
voice.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBE4rCXn7k
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOsNEtGrrg
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlN6AOkQ7kV
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBE6Vc8ytJl
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrq0gUNc0F
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbZDkLlnXb
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1h2sNYiqK
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡca4xr954RX
finally returned.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LmNOdgYT7
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.885Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE58p1nGRNN
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