// Mark's P.O.V //888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNXkwSoLS9
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I sat at my desk, crying, thinking, hoping.
God why me…?888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmz5B8aXcS
I asked myself. My rectangular glasses laid beside me as the hot tears stung my brown eyes, falling slowly down my cheeks and dripping onto the top of my dark wooden desk. That night, my house was empty, like every night. No one would visit, my friends have forgotten about me. Except for Sean and Felix, but God knows where they are now.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6V7YaqY4gC
Felix was probably in Sweden with his fiancé, and Sean; I don't know. I heard something ringing, it was my computer. I rubbed my bloody wrists before covering them with my sweater sleeve. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGwYJ6Y3vB
"Sean…"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDv2XGe7gsN
I whispered to no one. I clicked the answer button to the Skype call, quickly wiping my tears and cleaning up my act. Putting on my glasses, I forced out a fake smile.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94Vsjrsoab
"Mark? You okay?"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNkQtZNG27
"Y-Yeah Jack, I'm fine.."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D5escVdxb
I lied.
"Mark, I can tell you've been cryin'. Tell me what happened, tell me everything you saw."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbbFuPCm37
His voice comforted me, like he actually cared. I talked quietly, though there was no need to do so. My eyes darting away from those gorgeous, tempting, and ocean mesmerizing eyes so I wouldn't get lost in them. Blushing from embarrassment, I had been staring.
"I…"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvp0xteaU6
I couldn't force the words out of my mouth. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NidCy4lGP
"Shh, it's okay Mark. Because you know what?"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4XNWi82Qn
I looked back up at the screen, directly into his eyes.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eqReqGVla
"I'm moving in with you."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCLmJoh7CM
My heart skipped several beats. My cheeks light pink now, eyes wide. His smile brightening the room already. I smiled a real smile, I just wanted to hug him.
"You can't understand how happy I am to hear that…"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLPZ83pxgQ
I whispered, tears rolling down my cheeks. Tears of happiness. He giggled and it made me feel a spark of happiness inside. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XdQqpVWCX
"Well, I'm sorry. I have to go now, the plane is about to leave. I'll see you in a few hours. Love you."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnxEsplH4K
He hung up. I hadn't realized he was on the plane. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzuqkK68EQ
"Love you too…"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTC91GrFOs3
He loves me?888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpV3bNwPq5
I blushed bright red as my heart fluttered. I got up and ran upstairs. I wanted to clean the house before Sean got here. I put latex gloves on my hands and got to work. Starting at the kitchen, I began to disinfect the house. My wrists hurt like hell, but I didn't care. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9ILDLp5hL
It was about eight thirty when I started, now eleven twenty nine. I took off the gloves and threw them in the trash. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my wrists. Bandaging both of them.
There was a faint knock at the front door.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN3QSQK9DD
"I'-In a minute!"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPCxvgLPyWh
I put the stuff away and stumbled to the door. Unlocking it, I opened it to see Sean standing there. He set his stuff down and flung himself at me into an embrace. His strong arms around me, I smiled and hugged back. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaU5jufMDYN
"Mark!"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe11GhPc0dV
I didn't respond, I trapped him in the hug. After getting his stuff inside, I pulled him inside my humble home. After getting Sean's stuff put away, I heard him call my name.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKl9EDnBHT
"Yes Jack?"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCnpQwDrbP
"Come 'ere please."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59ec3IdsLI
I nodded uselessly and walked to him by following his voice. He was standing in the middle of the living room. Now in front of him, I felt him grip my forearms. I blushed darkly as he pulled me in. My mouth slightly agape, I felt his breath hitting my lips.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK6XruorEx
"You're very handsome, y'know…~"
He whispered. His thick irish accent soft made me shudder under him. He had grown taller than me. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvZo9bfotm
Sean smashed his lips into mine.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KNB88CmYb
I froze, blushing pure red. But with his, I closed my eyes and kissed back with the same force. As the kiss lasted for what seemed like an eternity, he unfortunately parted away. I was panting for air, opening my eyes to gaze up at him. 888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHORTEsZA9w
Our first kiss.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3U9tvXrIB6
That was amazing...888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf72TORPqC
"That was…magical.."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQWSxg8QT5
He smirked down at me.
"Heh, I'll sneak in a few more here and there."888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXH4qGosv0
He got serious. Sean had glanced down at my bandaged wrists. He grasped them gently, turning them over to the side where they had started to bleed out of the white bandages. He put his lips to the cuts and scars, kissing them lightly.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrQj8yjhy1
"Please don't do this ever again…"888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT93qp7oFPc
I nodded after catching my breath. He hugged me again and held me there. It was truly magical. Maybe there was hope.888Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOL4p7fPlB
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