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「リンドウ,來的正是時候,我剛剛才在想你的事情。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA4wITmly9Ho
他是在一間陰暗的劇場門前找到メノウ的,在他打算出聲叫住メノウ時,メノウ率先喊出了他的名字。210Please respect copyright.PENANAVx13vfIL0t
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「巡業有趣嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAqRHwdvtJwg
「嗯,因為是被客人指名的工作,每天面對喜愛P的觀眾,我……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAaUek8hxXly
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リンドウ頓了頓,喜愛P的觀眾,但是這次去巡業的人卻不包括メノウ,在被人介紹時,那種拼圖少了一塊的感覺總讓他感到介懷。210Please respect copyright.PENANAvEgh21mhul
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「但是沒有我呢,這跟リンドウ喜歡的『大家』不一樣對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvMaEnfJ8Op
メノウ也看出他內心的矛盾,並和以往那樣點破他。210Please respect copyright.PENANA721LQJNmvs
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「對不起,メノウ。P只有你一個人要留在店裡……」210Please respect copyright.PENANABR9qi6pgcm
「而且還要打掃店裡,明明舞台沒有受到損傷,卻不能上台,好無聊。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA8cdD4jsugn
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リンドウ還為了打掃的事到處找我,接下來是打算命令我嗎?メノウ皺著眉,有些不滿的說道。210Please respect copyright.PENANAccoJh0Sukq
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「這次沒能帶メノウ一起去,我覺得很抱歉。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAmDD9r9qdHf
雖然知道是無可奈何的事,但作為Top卻沒能為メノウ爭取些甚麼,把熱愛舞台的メノウ單獨留下的歉意並不會因此而削減。210Please respect copyright.PENANAUUm7bMCFOX
210Please respect copyright.PENANAZwZA8ErgsG
「不是リンドウ的錯喔,只有唱歌的場合我去也沒意義不是嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAKhwpXxFOm
メノウ這麼說,突然轉變的溫柔口吻和剛剛的怨懟天差地遠。210Please respect copyright.PENANA97OBy0KVmL
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從這裡開始,リンドウ意識到メノウ現在與其說是在抱怨,不如說是進入了某種狀態,他現在所說的話是以某個角色,或是某個劇本為骨幹支撐著的——他總是一而再再而三地掉進同樣的陷阱裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKVRbKCbZjY
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リンドウ的視線撇向一旁的劇場,加上之前得知的關於メノウ正在找能上台的劇場的事情。對於メノウ接下來要提的要求,リンドウ心裡已經有底了。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2MrtoIpoLt
他握了握拳,指甲箝進手心,身體隱隱作疼。210Please respect copyright.PENANApWtQkQ4H1Q
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「既然リンドウ對我感到愧疚的話,作為補償陪我進去吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA4kpopzckBq
メノウ的手指貼上臉頰,他從那雙手上嗅到了化學香料和香菸的味道,而同樣的氣味也從劇場裡頭飄來,看來這裡已經變成メノウ近期中意的演出地點了。210Please respect copyright.PENANApaCkoMhZOZ
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「我以為メノウ會討厭這種味道的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA9p0mpoio3I
「我不是說過了嗎?人在感到乏味時,靈魂就會往惡魔那方走近。」210Please respect copyright.PENANABPNMy8hMX7
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惡魔……リンドウ將視線從メノウ身上移開,落在メノウ身後的垃圾堆上。210Please respect copyright.PENANAsMP0rCkw5S
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「但是我不會跟メノウ你進去的。」他冷冷地說道。210Please respect copyright.PENANAtY7ZbgVPm0
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「嗯。我知道。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAc52FqkTPc8
メノウ的臉貼近リンドウ,鼻子蹭著リンドウ的臉。210Please respect copyright.PENANAmm0RtXrhaB
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從メノウ的髮上,他聞到了五光十色的夜晚,和平日慵懶的形象不同,此刻的メノウ身上帶著放浪的艷色。210Please respect copyright.PENANAklMiAKrJah
——那天也是同樣的氣味,那大概就是惡魔的味道吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAPdtLrnVY9S
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沾著氣味的雙手碰上リンドウ眼鏡的邊框,輕輕摘下。失去鏡片的遮擋,メノウ的睫毛擦過リンドウ的臉頰,而リンドウ的則掃過メノウ的頭髮。210Please respect copyright.PENANA7OcXPhhZfU
210Please respect copyright.PENANAi2SHIdlsWE
「只要不被人發現上台的是你就行了吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAenZy2rl6Zf
210Please respect copyright.PENANArqHI4aAYkz
眼鏡被メノウ收到口袋裡,因為各種原因,他在店以外的場合都是戴著眼鏡的,像這樣被メノウ拿走眼鏡讓他感到很困擾。但現在的他並沒有辦法伸手從メノウ那裡拿回自己的眼鏡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAEqeKu57j43
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「把衣服換掉,髮型也稍微改變一下,最後蓋上面具,這樣誰也不會知道是你的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQKVFKVFoPS
メノウ將穿著的外套脫下,披在リンドウ肩上,示意他穿上。210Please respect copyright.PENANAJaGsHVJQJe
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「為什麼メノウ會這麼希望我進去?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAt7tdCNRKaG
リンドウ沒有回應メノウ的要求,只是任由沾著陌生氣味的衣物披著,沒有穿上的打算。210Please respect copyright.PENANAuRExyG3mjJ
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為甚麼呢?メノウ輕飄飄地說,臉上掛著微笑,仰起頭,踮起腳用唇蹭了蹭リンドウ的唇。210Please respect copyright.PENANAew6qTMae5A
在狹窄的小巷,法外之地的劇場門前,メノウ吻了他。210Please respect copyright.PENANAW2InJicgi9
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——為甚麼你會喜歡上我?210Please respect copyright.PENANA7tuG7RS97k
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リンドウ將雙手伸到背後,左手緊緊掐著右腕。210Please respect copyright.PENANAItpGZTss7j
210Please respect copyright.PENANAsA2vmAJl7X
——為甚麼那天,你會……210Please respect copyright.PENANAcmJukDJDTh
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「那當然是因為我覺得這樣會很有趣。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA2R5Pm6oWwb
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メノウ從他身前退開,舔了舔唇。210Please respect copyright.PENANA8i4gg94HTd
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「リンドウ一定會喜歡這樣的,就像我們把名字變換成植物和礦石那樣,這次只是稍微改變一下外表而已。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAYLpQRjss7j
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只是稍微改變一下……嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAOS8oJcWGeA
210Please respect copyright.PENANAWJqPaEtROR
リンドウ嘆了口氣,將メノウ的外套還給他。在メノウ有些失落的目光中,將自己穿著的外套脫下,遞給メノウ。210Please respect copyright.PENANA4Oqq7WAjMF
「穿兩件外套反而會很奇怪不是嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAyZt76yXZXX
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在リンドウ這麼說之後,メノウ高興的笑了,將自己的長外套重新披上リンドウ的肩,而リンドウ的外套則被說是感覺太拘束了而僅僅拿在手上。210Please respect copyright.PENANAPMJlBl2XXU
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「今天是變裝的日子,不管說甚麼樣的謊,變成甚麼樣的人都是能被容許的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAqE0kmGRiRa
メノウ牽著他,進到那間傳出甜膩香味的劇場裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAQMxVofgvNi
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リンドウ將連帽上衣的帽子拉上,失去眼鏡的保護、被メノウ拉著手,種種要素讓他有些不安的低下頭,只能任由メノウ牽著他走到角落,並在メノウ鬆開手離開後,因為不知道該不該跟上而在原地動彈不得。210Please respect copyright.PENANAZUBsUYnsgQ
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リンドウ背靠著牆,看著剛才在門口被自己掐到泛紅的手腕,陷入沉思。210Please respect copyright.PENANAB2EUnO0GQq
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「誰也不會知道是你的」,被這樣的話給迷惑。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbfw6oRpHjj
只是短暫的休假、難得的機會、僅此一次……大概所有犯下罪行的人心裡都是同樣的想法吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANAoySeSfDrHS
一旦有過這樣的想法,後面發生的一切便都無法挽回,再無回頭的可能。210Please respect copyright.PENANAfVvBigVW0b
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「我回來了。」在リンドウ開始後悔自己的意志不堅之前,メノウ手上拿著假髮面具等東西走到他面前。210Please respect copyright.PENANAZVO8fh2iDL
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正如メノウ所說,今天有類似變裝的活動,店家也提供了各種小道具供客人使用。210Please respect copyright.PENANA7IG8ykQJxQ
兩人擠進狹小的更衣室,リンドウ的身體緊貼著牆,任由メノウ替他打理外表。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKlWjBWrAJ9
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套上長度及腰的假髮,髮尾被メノウ打上漂亮的蝴蝶結。210Please respect copyright.PENANA0aqDC1TgUA
右邊半張臉戴上面具,左眼眼尾則被メノウ畫上了幾筆。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2QWDZZMF8w
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最後是服裝,リンドウ看著メノウ遞過來的裙裝皺了皺眉。210Please respect copyright.PENANAAyJA7y6Ypn
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「リンドウ不喜歡嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJLU2DX8jye
「嗯,再怎麼說,女裝還是太引人注目的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAyTam1pmJ7M
210Please respect copyright.PENANAUJzkaDdrhm
改變性別的話或許可以藏得更徹底,但以リンドウ的體格來說,女裝還是會有些突兀。210Please respect copyright.PENANAPOKC3PwjGZ
210Please respect copyright.PENANAkGzSNk4ZNq
「但是我想看,不行嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAc1xUNuRd9W
「不行。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAaq6vNZzSjH
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那我穿吧。メノウ將遞出的裙裝收回,當著リンドウ的面開始脫衣服。210Please respect copyright.PENANAV0ZMQeNQrD
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不知道是不是因為地點的關係,明明在這之前就已經看過幾次メノウ的裸體了,但在這樣無路可退的近距離、更衣室昏暗的燈光和周遭濃豔的脂粉氣味中,此刻メノウ換衣服的舉動卻比任何時刻都要來的煽情。210Please respect copyright.PENANAGLtbpOOAuX
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「リンドウ為甚麼要摀住臉呢?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAErb8DicRx2
「不,メノウ……下次要脫衣服的時候可以先說一聲嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA0zXyiSf2hs
210Please respect copyright.PENANABEzenc2JzZ
「為甚麼?リンドウ又不是第一次看到我換衣服,這點程度對リンドウ來說應該算不上甚麼吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAIxv8y3Oh8n
210Please respect copyright.PENANAv4xfef11PN
覺得難為情嗎?メノウ一邊說著,一邊將リンドウ擋在臉前的手扳開,朝緊閉的眼皮吹了口氣。210Please respect copyright.PENANAoIihtwDRs9
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「リンドウ,你看看我。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAzyvq5EZfEj
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昏黃的燈光下,メノウ穿著藍紫色的細肩帶洋裝,黑色的細線在腰和裙襬上描著花朵的紋樣。210Please respect copyright.PENANAybBOZZQ4s3
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「メノウ真的要穿這件衣服嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvW3ry3GSwC
這原本是メノウ要拿給他穿的衣服,以リンドウ的身高來說恰到好處的裙擺對メノウ來說有些太長了,讓人擔心他會不會不小心踩到裙子跌倒。210Please respect copyright.PENANAx4rhrRfOXe
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「リンドウ現在是在擔心我嗎?」メノウ將身體往前傾,貼在リンドウ身上,從他的角度可以看到メノウ領口下平坦的胸脯,以及靠著肩膀,隨著吞嚥而顫動的喉結。210Please respect copyright.PENANA6usXFLnm4D
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如果將更衣室的布簾拉開,他們倆看起來就像是在角落偷情的異性伴侶。但リンドウ比誰都要清楚他跟メノウ之間醜陋的真實——恐怕連メノウ自己也不知道吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANA9FQQDFwjMJ
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リンドウ深吸了口氣,閉上雙眼。210Please respect copyright.PENANACx8gWWn2mJ
他其實一點都不想見到メノウ,甚至因為能有一段時間不用跟メノウ同台而感到僥倖,對抱著這樣逃避想法的自己感到卑劣。210Please respect copyright.PENANAGGvRXQ5GAN
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——リンドウ為甚麼不看我?210Please respect copyright.PENANAPzqhovAJE1
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昏黃的燈光勾著身體的輪廓,影子壟罩著他,從邊縫漏出的光線尖銳的刺傷眼睛。210Please respect copyright.PENANAyFJefkPVpY
因為眼睛被光照得發疼,再也無法不經掩飾地看著你了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAtPiZ18Voiv
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——只有今天而已,沒有下次了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAcw0L72BVcQ
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僅僅一次的容許將他跩下,看著從裂縫中照入的炫目光線,再也飛不出深淵。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbIliPyGcA5
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「メノウ,把眼鏡還給我。」 210Please respect copyright.PENANA3QKlSUyCru
「為甚麼?現在的リンドウ除了我之外誰也認不出來喔。」 210Please respect copyright.PENANAMHCv9lF1CY
但是我認得出你。リンドウ想。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWumKHPxrrR
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リンドウ摘下面具,將面具蓋上メノウ的側臉。210Please respect copyright.PENANAxAPfUDsmg4
「メノウ也戴上會比較好,畢竟這裡很危險。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA9kehp3zBB2
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酒精、香菸、不知用途的粉末、不明來歷的客人,這裡過分的自由,到沒有任何人能為這裡發生的一切負起責任的程度。210Please respect copyright.PENANASU89psuKQw
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「嗯~對我這種人,リンドウ真的很溫柔呢。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAPJRDe2oeNX
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メノウ將面具連同リンドウ的手一起按住,拇指摩娑著リンドウ的手腕。210Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZwSrDgCrj
冰冷的鱗片貼上身體,難以名狀的情感在胸口爬行。210Please respect copyright.PENANAR4qtpuFllN
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「擔心面前這個強姦你的人,你不覺得很不正常嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAbnKozYvWWQ
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——不,騙人的吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2dzia2pmrK
細長分岔的舌舔過皮膚,那在深淵裡引誘他的生物,名叫メノウ的惡魔。210Please respect copyright.PENANA3MteKKngck
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「為甚麼メノウ會……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAIIjkld2kf9
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「リンドウ該不會覺得我永遠都不會想起來吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAYnWhGcINDI
手被メノウ握著,無法抽回,在狹窄的空間裡毫無退路——就像那天一樣。210Please respect copyright.PENANACAbC1BJQwc
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メノウ,不能在這裡睡覺喔,你還記得自己家在哪裡嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAcR0JKuURZR
不行,メノウ,不能亂親人,真是的……是因為喝醉了才這樣的嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAkpQuOXRDd9
メノウ,放手,好痛。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWID8KAvjV9
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只要甚麼都不說,裝作不知道,那就只會是リンドウ一個人的祕密。210Please respect copyright.PENANAQ7TlHYvbrG
但是,如果メノウ也記得的話……210Please respect copyright.PENANAOqrOrVeXB0
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「リンドウ,那天一直在哭呢。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAq4QWG0fDA2
燈泡是壞了嗎,本來就有些昏暗的燈光像是隨時都要熄滅似的,閃爍著明暗。210Please respect copyright.PENANAcKyRuCM3IK
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「我都已經表明企圖了,卻還是不當一回事,リンドウ明明很會察言觀色,卻總會在這種情況掉線呢。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAItjvMkNJvF
有甚麼東西從背後伸進褲子裡,溫暖的,某種冰冷的生物。210Please respect copyright.PENANArZ9k102ATe
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「來自他人的戀慕和追求,你是真的沒注意到,還是不相信會有這種事存在呢?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAVmUc8xQKKp
尖銳的嗡鳴聲在腦中響起,蛇信夾雜在其中,メノウ說了甚麼?210Please respect copyright.PENANAxdJnkHOXWP
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「而且還放任同樣的事情發生第二次,リンドウ真的是笨蛋呢。」210Please respect copyright.PENANApncJW4XP5L
有甚麼東西伸進身體裡,舌頭、手指、冰涼的某種物體。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkaXAWeOG6f
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在封閉的更衣室,不堪回首的記憶裡,惡魔親吻了他。210Please respect copyright.PENANAVRsj8QmW9h
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「如リンドウ所願,我去拿面具好了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA1SXWYog2cH
面前的人後退了幾步,將交纏的舌和手抽離,留下了腦中混亂的嗡鳴和身體裡跳蛋的震動聲。210Please respect copyright.PENANApd0Rvb7FOd
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「リンドウ會在這裡乖乖等著對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAtxQX63OE55
長髮被メノウ捏在手上撫摸,明明只是假髮,髮尾的震顫卻清晰的傳到頭皮,滲進體內。210Please respect copyright.PENANAuOzZu5JhPV
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布簾掀開後是走道上刺眼的燈光和メノウ的背影,而他顫抖著坐倒在地上,就算出口就在眼前,他也沒有離開的力氣,有的只是被メノウ妝點過的身體,以及被強硬塞入跳蛋的恐懼。210Please respect copyright.PENANAATNHzPa6vE
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嗡鳴聲隨著メノウ的遠離逐漸放大,リンドウ抱著雙腿縮在更衣室角落,用メノウ的外套蓋著自己。210Please respect copyright.PENANA8ya1djkxuF
他甚麼都不知道,甚麼都不記得,只是會在某一天做一場荒誕的噩夢,感到沒來由的恐懼而已。210Please respect copyright.PENANAP9SX1xF0n6
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誰也不會知道的……210Please respect copyright.PENANAfnjLORrbgP
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「但是我還記得喔。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA7RjdSxBmcM
他似乎聽見メノウ的聲音在耳邊呢喃著,那也是夢對吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAoLQ8cgPs40